Xiang Xiaoyuan packed his luggage neatly, and finally stroked the black-brown walnut desk with his hand, then walked to the side of the bed and sat down slowly, looked at the phone number on his phone again, and then pressed the delete button.

I'll never contact him again in this life, and every number on that number will sting her, and although those numbers have long been seared into her heart, she will erase it little by little.

Xiang Xiaoyuan stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, stretched out her hand fiercely, only to hear a "bang", and the floor-to-ceiling curtain was pulled down by her.

I still remember that this was the first time he took the cloth sample card to let himself pick the color, and he chose this lake blue curtain.

At that time, my heart was full of joy, but I didn't know that it ended like this.

Xiang Xiaoyuan folded the curtain cloth and put it under the bed, and then looked back at the empty place in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, where there was originally a sofa made of old tires, which had now been disposed of.

Those things weren't supposed to belong here like her, so let them disappear with her.

Xiang Xiaoyuan finally checked all the corners again, and made sure that there was no trace of himself left in this house, so he picked up his luggage and prepared to go out.

But after taking two steps, she suddenly thought of something, and then put down her backpack and took out her wallet from it in a panic, which also contained a photo of herself and Cheng Hao.

She looked at the photo again and again, and finally the tears couldn't help but fall on it.

The two people above stood side by side, with the flower beds of the National Day and the dense crowd behind them. The girl with a bright smile made a V gesture, and the tall dummy-like man next to her frowned as if he was very impatient, but there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

This is the only photo of the two of them together, and she has always kept it in her purse.

She never dared to put this photo outside, only dared to hide it in the kind of mezzanine where her ID card was kept. At first, she was afraid that the sisters in the dormitory would see each other rummaging through their wallets to make change, and then she was afraid that she would be sad when she saw it, but now, she doesn't even have the qualifications to be sad.

Thinking of this, Xiang Xiaoyuan came to the kitchen ruthlessly, turned on the natural gas stove, watched the blue flames spit out the tongue of fire and slowly licked and burned the photo, and then threw the stump in his hand into the trash.

If you want to come out, you have to be ruthless, she Xiang Xiaoyuan should never be a weak person.

Be cruel to others, and you can be even more ruthless to yourself!

If you are reluctant to make a painful break this time, then waiting for yourself is like a blunt knife cutting flesh, it will be even more unbearable.

Xiang Xiaoyuan came out of the kitchen and wanted to go upstairs to retrieve his luggage and go out, but was blocked by a hurried doorbell.

She opened the door, and Secretary Wang stood outside the door looking like she wanted to say something.

"The ......"

"Did he ask you to pick me up?"

Secretary Wang was silent for a while, and then said, "Miss Xiaoyuan, you can call Mr. Cheng and say that the wedding will be canceled, I'm afraid that you two will regret it in the future." ”

This was the last chance, and he still wanted to persuade Xiao Yuan not to continue. Even if it was in vain, even if he was nosy, he still couldn't see this tragedy and ignore it.

Xiao Yuan smiled at him and looked down to think, "Did he let me go?"

Secretary Wang sighed deeply, why did such a smart person just want to do such a foolish thing?

Xiang Xiaoyuan nodded: "No problem, I'll go." ”

Even if there is no fate in this life, how can she not attend his wedding? Even if it is just an ordinary friend, she should go to congratulate her, let alone the person she has loved with all her strength.

Bless it, even if we part ways, even if the road ahead is full of hardships and uncertainties, but we still have to say cherishing and happiness.

Cheng Hao sat on the sofa in the presidential suite, frowning, his eyes were unfocused.

At this time, he hid in the apartment and threw his marriage to Lou Jie, from the wedding arrangement to the location of the wedding to the guest invitation list, all of which were done by Lou Jie.

She doesn't want him anymore, so who does he marry and who does it matter?

He really regretted why he said to her in the first place, "I will listen to you!", thinking that the worst result would be to let himself die, but he didn't expect that now life is better than death.

"Mr. Cheng, Miss Xiang is here......"

Secretary Wang pushed open the door and whispered, then looked at Cheng Hao's back and then looked at the small garden beside him and couldn't help sighing.

When Cheng Hao heard Xiang Xiaoyuan coming, he came back to his senses as if he had woken up from a dream, and then slowly stood up and turned his face around.

Sure enough, it was her, and she really came.

Today is her wedding, and she is standing in front of her, but the bride is not her.

"Mr. Cheng, I wish you ......"

Xiang Xiaoyuan smiled, but his heart was surprisingly calm and calm.

She recited those words of blessing many times in her heart, and she regarded it as an old friend, although she had no fate with him, she still hoped that he could live a happy life.

"Xiang Xiaoyuan, you're right!"

Cheng Hao suddenly interrupted her words, Xiao Yuan was stunned for a moment, raised his head and looked directly into his gaze.

His gaze was also surprisingly calm, no anger or anger, only an inexplicable sadness.

"I remember you saying to me that I shouldn't have saved you, and that one day I'll regret it. ”

Yes, that's what she said to him when she cut her wrists and was rescued. At that time, she had always regretted why the knife had not been lowered a little deeper, so that she was still alive.

"I really regret it now. Cheng Hao said leisurely: "If we hadn't saved you at the beginning, we would have died together, wouldn't it have been so painful?"

Hearing his words, Xiang Xiaoyuan laughed: "Yes." But now I don't want to die, I want to live. Even if it's pain, you have to live with a smile!"

After experiencing so much and missing so much, Xiaoyuan seems to have become different overnight.

She finally learned to chew the bitter gall and smile like eating honey, and ten thousand arrows piercing her heart can also be happy like a flower.

Cheng Hao approached her step by step, leaned down to look at her dark eyes like an abyss, and forcibly held her chin up with his hand, making her look directly at herself.

She has really grown up, and there is no joy or sorrow in these eyes, only a kind of indifference that makes him tremble.

"Tie it for me!"

Cheng Hao handed the tie in his hand to her.

A black tie with a black dark floral weave.

Seeing this tie, Xiaoyuan couldn't help but be stunned.

Today's Cheng Hao is wearing a black, black shirt, black suit, and now he has to tie a black tie from the inside out.

This is not the clothes that should be worn at the wedding at all, he has never worn it like this when he attended the funeral of Old Man Lan, and he knew to wear a navy blue tie, but today he is wearing such a terrible one.

"It's not the right color, let's change it to red. Xiao Yuan said, putting his tie on the sofa.

"That's it!" Cheng Hao suddenly became angry.

"Why do you think it's wrong? My life is a funeral from now on, and you buried me in this tomb with your own hands, why don't you think it's right?"

His voice began to choke, and he tried to say something but couldn't.

Xiang Xiaoyuan bit his lip, looked at the mist under his eyes, and then pulled up the tie and tied it to him as fast as he could.

It's a ritual, and every time he goes out, there's a ritual that he has to perform.

It's just that today at this time she suddenly felt that she was really ridiculous, he was like a gift, made by herself, and then tied a wrapped ribbon and sent it to another woman's arms.

This is the person she once loved, and she still loves it, and she doesn't know when she will love it.

"Xiang Xiaoyuan...... You're so ruthless!"

Cheng Hao looked at her tie and slowly let go of his hands, and said word by word.

A huge teardrop rolled down from his eyes, along his cheek and across the corner of his resolute mouth, and dripped on the back of Xiang Xiaoyuan's trembling hand.

Seeing his tears, Xiang Xiaoyuan suddenly felt a stinging pain in his heart, and the antiseptic acid dripped directly through a hole in his hand and heart.

She has never seen Cheng Hao shed tears, she always thought that he was so cold-blooded that he couldn't cry, he could do so many unconscionable things with his conscience, she thought he had no heart, so she chose to take revenge again and again in the most cruel way.

She also thought that she had abandoned her heart in this revenge and would never feel any pain again, but she saw his tears.

That tear burned straight through her heart, and blood flowed frantically out of the hole.

Yes, she only now understands that the revenge she has been taking all along, is simply an escape.

She is not punishing him, but punishing herself who is cowardly, biased, and has no bottom line.

Cheng Hao gave up the last trace of illusion, turned around and left directly, and completely accepted his fate.

He tried everything he could but didn't recall her forgiveness.

He knew her stubbornness and determination, he knew the consequences of everything superimposed, but he didn't expect that he was so powerless and hopeless.

Xiang Xiaoyuan watched his back go away, and then rushed out of the room with his mouth covered.

Secretary Wang anxiously looked at the back of Xiaoyuan who fled from the road, and after thinking about it, he returned to Cheng Hao's side first.

Mr. Cheng ...... what else Secretary Wang wanted to say.

"Don't say anything. Cheng Hao finally realized what it meant to mourn and die, and he was suddenly very calm, and his heart suddenly didn't hurt.

At that time, the heartache was just because he had not yet died, but now that he is completely dead, is it also a relief?

"Thank you for giving me a chance to fall in love with someone. I always thought that God was still favoring me, but now I realize that he just thinks that people like me give me a happy end, which is too boring. ”

My own mistakes back then, my current mistakes, all things are superimposed to get today's ending.

He suddenly had a sense of fate, he was too tired, so he gave up resistance and admitted it......