Chapter 407: Heart

There was endless pain and grievance in those shining eyes. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

He liked the woman in front of him so much, he tried so hard to ignore her doubts, he tried to tell himself that she was just talking casually.

But at this moment, he still feels aggrieved, and he still feels heartache - why did she think about such a thing, so she decided that he did it?

In her heart, what kind of person is he?

The road ahead is still so long, she is so innocent and kind, how can he be sure that she will walk on the same road with him and join hands for the rest of her life?

The young man leaned forward, the burning heat between his breaths was almost like a hurricane, and Bai Chenghuan couldn't help but take a few steps back, until there was no way to retreat.

"Bai Chenghuan, you look at me and tell me, in your heart, what kind of person am I?"

He stubbornly wanted an answer, and the meaning of not giving up without this answer was so strong and stubborn.

And that's not a question that can't be answered.

Bai Chenghuan no longer dodged, raised her eyes to face him, but in an instant, she seemed to see the sea of stars in the depths of the night, and the bottomless dark light was like a huge whirlpool, sucking her eyes into it tightly, and the pain there flowed around.

All the love and pain in his heart were so intertwined and exposed in front of her eyes, even if she wanted to tell herself, she didn't know, she didn't understand, it was too late.

In a trance, she remembered that when she was in the Bai family in Yuzhou, she suspected that he had revealed to Song Wende that when she had hurt Song Sanlang, he jumped up and swore by the sky.

It's just that at that time, he was standing in the sun, and his face was radiant, even if he was angry, he was so vibrant.

And at this time, in the dark and boundless night, his whole body was only filled with pain.

What kind of person is he?

He is a depressed gentleman in Yuzhou, he is a righteous and bold young man with the ambition to serve the country, he is a careful and proper person, even a withered flower can be cared for thousands of miles......

She flipped through those memories and found no trace of his ruthlessness.

If it weren't for him...... Bai Chenghuan thought of this possibility, and the guilt and uneasiness suddenly drowned her like a tide.

Yuan Hui indiscriminately wronged her, and she indiscriminately wronged Xiao Shaotang, what is the difference between her and Yuan Hui?

"Tell me, in your eyes, am I a ruthless villain?"

His gradually sinking voice pulled Bai Chenghuan's mind back from that trance.

Her eyes finally detached from the depths of the sea of stars that almost drowned her.

She turned her head to look out the window, and the distant lake was sparkling, which was the true reflection of the starry sky.

"Of course not...... I was wrong......"

She looked at the reflection and felt desolate.

Xiao Shaotang was stunned, she actually admitted her mistake so easily?

But what he wanted was not for her to bow her head and admit her mistake......

"It's my heart for you villain, as before. You're a revenge person, but you're not a murderous person. ”

"Xiao Shaotang, I'm sorry. ”

The melon lamp in the corner of the wall made a slight sound of the lights popping, and the words "sorry" were particularly clear.

"Bai Chenghuan ......"

Xiao Shaotang should be very satisfied with such an answer, but he still felt that the night was a little cold for no reason.

Bai Chenghuan slowly lowered his head and stared at his hands that were as white as jade.

She raised her hands in front of her eyes, lying between her and Xiao Shaotang's chests, scrutinizing them carefully, as when she first discovered that these hands contained great power, but her state of mind was completely different.

That time, she knew it was a gift from God, but this time, she understood God's cruelty.

The troubled times are coming, even if Xiao Shaotang does it, it can't be said that there is anything wrong, and his accusation against her is not wrong.

"Am I wrong...... There is nothing in this world that has been obtained for nothing, and whatever God has given me, it is natural that he will ask me for something......"

Xiao Shaotang also looked at the pair of white and slender hands, he had deeply experienced the power contained in these hands.

But he didn't quite understand this.

Aren't you talking about him? Why did you suddenly ......

"Xiao Shaotang, you're right, I'm too naΓ―ve...... I wanted to do that, but I wished that my hands would not be stained with blood, and I hoped that I would be pure and immaculate, and you finally made me understand that people like me are not only hypocritical, but also stupid. ”

A person who wants to avenge himself, what innocent and good is he talking about?

"I should thank you for giving me an epiphany. You and the Weibei Houfu are now allies, and I, and the Weibei Houfu have always been one, and I will no longer be merciful and drag down your plans. She muttered.

Xiao Shaotang instantly understood - what was the pain in his heart, he understood it in an instant!

"Bai Chenghuan!"

He stretched out his hand to lift her face, but Bai Chenghuan turned his head away to avoid it, but finally raised his eyes to look at him.

In those eyes that are always bright, there is only confusion and struggle at this time.

"No, I'm not saying that you should force yourself to do things you don't like, nor will I make you ruthless and your hands are bloody!"

He explained eagerly, but stopped again.

He had to think about it, how to say it.

Bai Chenghuan's black and white eyes were as clear as graphite and mercury, but he looked at him coldly, as if to say, if this is not the meaning, then what is it to say so much?

Xiao Shaotang was very annoyed.

He should have remembered her temper and temperament, but just now, when he thought that she had wronged him, he couldn't stand it!

is obviously only a sixteen-year-old girl, but Bai Chenghuan's mind is obviously different from other women.

She was like a rabbit who was always on guard, as if if he had been a little more aggressive with her, she could think of something very badβ€”he had no time to think about why, he had to let her know that he didn't mean it!

The night breeze passed through the silk veil on the window of the moon cave, and swept around them, and the two looked at each other, but they were silent.

Such a close distance made him feel slightly sweet, but he was tormented by her misunderstanding.

No matter how much happiness Xiao Shaotang gained in his life later, he never forgot the anxiety and panic at this moment.

What to do?

Xiao Shaotang's mind changed sharply, and he quickly decided that he couldn't talk about this anymore, and he had to say something else.

He gradually calmed down in this panic, took a step back, and stood still.

"Bai Chenghuan, you don't have to say anything, I don't want you to give me any explanation, you listen to me, I'll tell you slowly. ”

He glanced left and right, dragging a chair over and placing it beside her.

"You sit down and listen to me, it's easy to hurt your legs after standing for a long time. He looked up and down again: "Although this place is near the water, it is very cool, very good, but the humidity is also heavy, you are a girl's house, or don't live in this place for a long time, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival soon, the weather will soon cool down, you still let Mrs. Wei Beihou move a dry place for you, so as not to take a long time, the moisture enters the body, and the legs and feet are not good when you are old, and the grandfather was ...... back then It's only been a sick for more than ten years, you have to take this matter to heart, if Mrs. Xu can't do it here, you tell me, I'll buy you a house for you......"

The wind of words changed so suddenly, and when he was caught off guard, Bai Chenghuan actually listened to him say so much before he reacted.

The young man who was still dark and gloomy just now suddenly became chattering like an old man in the countryside, Bai Chenghuan felt that she was like a dream!

What he said has anything to do with what he said before?!

Bai Chenghuan was stirred up by such a situation, and she couldn't understand what was going on for a moment, but she looked at this young man with lowered eyes and an uneasy face, and gradually felt a little sad.

The aggressive aura on him was long gone, and she really felt guilty.

When Yuan Hui wronged her, she was so angry, she wronged him, and it was normal for him to be angry, but the way he looked at this time made her feel that she was really bullying him.

She is different from Yuan Hui, she is even more excessive than Yuan Hui.

And obviously, if they continue to talk about this like she and Yuan Hui did during the day, it is probably a matter of breaking down again.

Bai Chenghuan's heart softened.

She took a step sideways, sat down on the chair, and pointed behind Xiao Shaotang:

"You can sit down too, I wronged you today, don't take it to heart. I don't need you to buy a house, and I don't have to bother you with all this, you just hurry up and finish talking, go back early. ”

When she was alive, she didn't live here all year round, and in winter and spring, she still had to move to live in the warm pavilion where the earth dragon was burned.

After sitting down, Bai Chenghuan added: "Even if you are not afraid of the emperor, you still avoid the eyes and ears of some people, don't be so public." ”

Xiao Shaotang was overjoyed!

Turning the conversation away in this way really works!

In the past, he came, not to mention the chair, even a good face is rare, although he was wronged today, he can get a chair to sit on, and he can get a few soft words of concern from her, which is an unexpected joy!

"Hey!"

Xiao Shaotang turned around happily and dragged the chair over and sat down.

After thinking about it, he moved back again: "You don't have to guard against me like a thief, I won't be rude to you anymore, that dagger is so sharp, be careful of hurting yourself, it's better to put it away." ”

A little embarrassment appeared on Bai Chenghuan's face.

That dagger, since the day I last saw Xiao Shaoyun, has been with me, and I have long been used to it.

Xiao Shaotang sorted out the hem of his clothes before he thought about what to say.

"Bai Chenghuan, today's matter, I know, it's Yuan Hui who came to find your bad luck, right?" He made people stare at the matter of Weibei Houfu on the bright road, and he was not afraid that Bai Chenghuan would know, so he said this frankly. "I don't know what he told you, but if you are unhappy in your heart, you are angry with me, and I am not unhappy in my heart, when people are angry, they are angry with the people closest to you, so that you can seem close......"

After Xiao Shaotang finished speaking, he seemed to think of something, and laughed twice.

This is what Lu Dashu said when he was still He Qi, in Ningzhou.

Lu Dashu said that his daughter-in-law, who had never been through the door, was always bullied by her younger brothers and sisters at home, and she felt sad, so she came to make trouble with him, and she was angry in her heart, and it was fine.

Man, be broad-minded, she is looking for trouble with you, this is because she has you in her heart. These are Lu Dashu's original words.

Bai Chenghuan's face was a little hot, was she angry with Xiao Shaotang? She still treated Xiao Shaotang as a close person?

Sure enough, this person can't give a good face, and if he gives a little good face, he will be full of nonsense!

"If you tell me this, then I'll make another compensatory to you, you might as well go back. Bai Chenghuan was about to get up.

Xiao Shaotang hurriedly waved his hand: "No, I have something else to say, I mean, I really didn't do it this time! Don't worry, although I also cut melons and vegetables when I was fighting Hu people in the northwest, I usually wanted people's lives, but it was all on the battlefield, life and death were not up to me, that didn't count! I am a very amiable person on weekdays, you know!"

After speaking, he glanced at Bai Chenghuan, and his tone weakened a little: "I originally planned to ...... this matter If I were to do it, I wouldn't have asked for Yu Shu's new life, it would be too cheap for him, and I would have broken his two legs at most, so that he would have suffered some bits and pieces of torture in his life, my heart is not bad, right? Besides, no matter who did it, it always took your anger out for you, you can't be bullied like this, but no sound came out, if the Song family didn't have Lord Song, wouldn't they feel more and more that you were bullied?"

"It's not wrong that you're soft-hearted, but I thought that you wanted to pull that person off the dragon chair, and you made up your mind, but you didn't admit it, you are a woman after all, and you can't see these fights and killings. I'm going to put my words here today, and in the future, no matter what the road ahead is, I will never embarrass you, I will never embarrass you, you just need to be stronger than you are now, and protect yourself, just like ......"

Xiao Shaotang thought that when they rescued people together in Qianyan Mountain, Shaanzhou, Bai Chenghuan's heroic appearance came: "It's like that time when we were in Qianyan Mountain, I was relieved." ”

He was relieved of what happened to her......

Bai Chenghuan is very unaccustomed to this kind of sentence, but it is undeniable that when the young man opposite her said these words with soft and shining eyes, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart.

To have such a person, bullied by her like this, but still have such a heart to put her behind him, always makes people feel warm, after all, this is rare.

It's a pity that he likes her.

When she was alive, she had seen the love of many noble women in the capital, and there was no shortage of vigorous and vigorous love between death and life.

But when she was by Xiao Shaoyun's side, she really thought that the two of them were happy with each other, so they should be so quietly accompanied, and it should be her silent dedication, and Xiao Shaoyun gave her all the honor and love.

This is the first time she has truly realized that a person likes a person, and it turns out that it can be like this.

I don't feel annoyed when I am wronged, I want to be able to protect her, and I am willing to cut thorns and thorns for her, so that she can just watch from behind.

It's a pity that she Bai Chenghuan already knows that in this world, there can't be such a cheap thing, if she takes advantage of such a advantage, she can't afford to pay the price.

"Xiao Shaotang, I'm not a person who is good at hiding behind others, thank you for your kindness, but in the future, I am afraid that I will do it myself. ”