223 Precursor to Death
Liucheng.
Bao Eleven looked at the calendar and looked at the day above in a daze-
July 2nd.
Today he turns seventeen.
At the beginning, the neuropathic system told him that he would not live to be eighteen years old.
If he did not take revenge on society, then in the next year, he will die, I don't know when, and I don't know how.
Fortunately, he took revenge on society.
Bao Shiyi shook his head, no longer thinking about that terrible thing, he didn't have to worry about it now.
Even though the Grim Reaper kept chasing him with a scythe, he couldn't live under the Grim Reaper's scythe all the time.
Revenge on society is still necessary.
But he can't live in a society of revenge all the time, otherwise that kind of mechanical life, like a machine, frantically exchange, produce, and collect again, it is the same as dying.
It's not what he wants to live.
That dream told him that everyone in the world is miserable, and it is not easy to live, but what a beautiful thing it is to live.
He's the same, he's still alive, he's still breathing, and his heart is still pounding.
Plop, plop......
Then he should live well.
……
When Lin Ge went out, he saw Bao Shiyi looking at the calendar in a daze, patted Bao Shiyi's shoulder, and said, "Happy birthday." ”
Bao Eleven was in a calm mood.
Although he is still afraid of death and does not want to die early, he is still alive.
"Today I want to accompany Xu Wanqing to the bookstore, and you can celebrate your birthday by yourself. ”
Celebrating your birthday alone?
I don't know why when I heard this, Bao Shiyi felt an indescribable sense of loneliness and desolation in his heart.
I felt like I was being abused again.
……
Watching Lin Ge go out to visit the bookstore with Xu Wanqing, Bao Shiyi felt a sense of loneliness, emptiness and coldness in his heart.
"Short-lived ghost, how is your birthday today, do you want a birthday gift package?"
Bao Shiyi heard the voice of the system in his head, thinking of the birthday gift package sent by the system at this time last year, he thought it would be a super luxurious gift, but he didn't expect that it would be the "Happy Birthday Song" sung by the neuropathy system in the end.
Obviously, Bao Shiyi didn't have any interest in this birthday gift package, and replied lightly: "No need." ”
Bao Shiyi was thinking about how to treat the loneliness and emptiness in his heart, whether he had been single for too long.
"Neurotic, if I die, will you also Game Over?"
"yes. ”
The system didn't understand why Bao Shiyi asked such a question, the system needed the biocurrent in Bao Shiyi's body, and if Bao Shiyi died, the biocurrent would be gone, and the system would naturally stop running.
This is also the reason why the system has always wanted Bao Eleven to seize the time to take revenge on the society.
"Then I'm relieved. ”
"Short-lived ghost, what are you relieved of?"
"Don't worry, I won't feel lonely when I die, at least you will die with me. ”
When the system heard Bao Shiyi's words, the whole system fell silent, and after a long time, he said faintly: "Short-lived ghost, you think too much, so I won't be martyred with you." ”
"I said that let you fall in love, don't be alone, you don't listen, and when you die, you will regret it. ”
……
Don't bet on orphans?
When you die, do you regret it?
"Short-lived ghost, that girl didn't tell you about marriage, then you don't have to worry about early love not ending well. ”
Marriage?
He is only seventeen years old now, and he has not yet reached the age of marriage, but the third child in "The Love of the Hawthorn Tree" died like that, leaving nothing behind.
The sentence "If you live, I will live", Bao Shiyi also cried at that time.
If he wants to live by himself, then he has to take revenge on society, and if he wants to be a grandfather and have his own children and grandchildren, then he should have a good relationship with the purpose of marriage.
……
Bao Shiyi looked at the calendar, just looked at the time on it, thought that he was now seventeen years old, and remembered what Zhou's mother said, they were together in high school, got married later, and lived until now.
In this way, early love is not necessarily without good results.
There was a "ding" and someone texted him.
Bao Shiyi opened the text message and saw a text message sent by Zhou Yun, "Happy birthday, Bixin, sa wave hehe." ”
It's still that heart-to-heart expression, cute and playful.
Looking at that expression, looking at that text message, thinking of that person, Bao Shiyi, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile.
But even if that were the case, so what?
Bao Shiyi is actually very aware of his inner thoughts, and that kind of thought is clearly engraved in his mind, and it has been repeated, for no other reason, just because his heart is beating.
He is not a robot who takes revenge on society.
Maybe he's been single for two lifetimes, and now he really wants to marry the life of a single dog, so what should he do.
Should you try to fall in love?
But love can kill, puppy love generally does not end well, and the most important thing is that he is still a student and underage.
One question after another popped up.
Bao Eleven didn't realize that behind these problems was a person.
……
Just when Bao Shiyi's mind was constantly thinking, the mobile phone rang.
Zhou Yun called.
Zhou Yun's voice came from the other end of the phone, "Eleven, eleven, you come out quickly and look downstairs." ”
Bao Shiyi walked out of the dormitory, only to see Zhou Yun downstairs tied with a ponytail, holding his head high, looking upstairs, holding a mobile phone in one hand and waving to him with the other.
looked at the person downstairs, and then Bao Shiyi stood in place for a while, just looking at Zhou Yun downstairs.
Zhou Yun downstairs had a smile on his face, and under the bright sun, his eyes were bright and dazzling.
The smile was like a blooming flower.
……
The system's prodigal voice was very powerful, and he tried his best to bewitch him: "Short-lived ghost, this girl is really good, you are all kissed, if you don't get married, isn't it a hooligan?" She told you that she would be responsible for you, a short-lived ghost. ”
"Really, didn't you say that you want to get married for the purpose, then this girl is very good, I think you two are quite suitable, you take revenge on society, she takes revenge on you. “
"Short-lived ghost, did you hear that?"
"Short-lived ghost ......"
Bao Shiyi didn't speak, nor did he answer, looking at Zhou Yun downstairs, he just heard his own heartbeat.
"Plop, plop ......"
Bao Shiyi glanced up at the clear blue sky, and the brilliant sunshine, if he hadn't seen the sun, he might be able to accept the darkness.
But now, the sun is shining, and he is beginning to yearn for the sun even more.
……
"Short-lived ghost, your heart rate has risen, and your body temperature has also risen, what should I do, short-lived ghost, should you really be on the road to death?"
"Is this a precursor to death?"