Mu Qing lowered his head and walked to the eldest princess's knee and squatted down, and said in a low and sad voice: "Mother, I'm sorry." ”

The eldest princess stared at her eyes, and the scenes flashed in her mind, and she couldn't help but be in a trance.

After so many years and so many old things, now I only feel that my memories are shallow.

Good is only vain......

Heartache?

It doesn't hurt anymore.

Those tears that should be shed, the pain that should be born, in those old days when they couldn't move but were sober, they couldn't come out of pain, and now, when she can cry and hurt, she doesn't feel pain anymore.

The only thing I can't let go of is this child.

Even though it wasn't the flesh that fell from her own body, when she opened her eyes and saw it for the first time, she thought he was her own flesh and blood.

Bone in bone, flesh in flesh.

Watching him just be born and dying and even crying like a kitten, watching him struggle with his weak little body and grow into a small ball of pink carving, watching him babble, watching him stagger, watching him play tricks with himself......

Even if you know, how can you not love and not hurt?

Obviously, in my memory, I still love to be lazy, coquettish and cute, but in a blink of an eye, I have grown into such a tall and handsome appearance, I have a girl I like, and I have my own ideas......

"You don't want your mother to tell the reason, and your mother doesn't have to ask. Stroking the top of Mu Qing's hair, the eldest princess sighed faintly, "But everyone who is a mother feels sorry for the child, looking at you like this, my mother feels painful." ”

Mu Qing's eyes were moist, and when he heard the words, his heart was like a knife, so he could only repeat in a low voice: "Mother...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry. ”

"You said that she had a hard time, and my mother believed it. The eldest princess said in a low voice, "But my mother is only worried about one thing, you regard her as her life, in her heart, how much do you have......? What do you make your mother think? She's blaming you, isn't she?"

"Mother, I did it wrong...... It was my fault. Mu Qing lowered his head and his throat tightened.

"Mother's son, mother understands. The eldest princess shook her head lightly, her eyes pitying, "You have been pitying the poor and the weak since you were a child, how can you hurt the girl you like? She's angry, it's just that you're not doing what she wants. But just because of this, she will break off with you, and such a girl is too ruthless. The mother doesn't care about the identity and family background of her daughter-in-law, but the mother can't care about her children being wronged. No matter how hard she is, being a mother is also partial, she treats you like this, and her mother can't like her. The twisted melon is not sweet, and the most bitter thing in the world is self-suffering...... Changsheng, let's go with my mother. ”

"Mother, don't be sad...... I promise you, I'll go with my mother. Mu Qing choked and closed his eyes.

Looking at Mu Qing's sad expression, the eldest princess felt sorry in her heart, and reached out to hold Mu Qing in her arms, and Mu Qing also reached out and hugged the eldest princess tightly.

The mother and son snuggled silently.

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The morning glow rises, and the window screen is slightly translucent.

Through the window screen, the screen light on the table in the room is bright and shallow.

Miao Zhen held the tray and looked at it, sighed secretly, and walked to the door and knocked lightly.

The next moment, Shen Nishang's voice in the room came out calmly: "Come in." ”

Miao Zhen walked to the inner room, Shen Nishang sat at the table, the green silk slipped behind him, only a short jacket was draped over the bedclothes, the pen and ink on the table were complete, and there were more than a dozen white papers with pen and ink on the messy spread.

Listening to the wonderful footsteps, Shen Nishang did not raise her head, but stared intently at the hardcover booklet in her hand, frowning and thinking a little.

Miao Zhen swept her eyes and recognized that it was the booklet that Mrs. Si handed over to Luo Cai and was asked for back by Shen Nisheng.

"Miss didn't sleep last night?" Miaozhen put down the tray and served the teacup.

Shen Nishang took it and opened it, and the familiar smell of goat's milk suddenly entered the end of her nose, and she was stunned!

"This is a recipe for the best health, nourishing the inside and outside, and it is said that it is best for women to use. "Miao Zhen is a little cautious.

Shen Nishang had drunk this recipe.

When she first recognized Mrs. Si's name, Shen Nishang resisted in every possible way, and finally drank for more than three months.

In the end, the body grew up, and Mrs. Si allowed to stop.

Miao Zhen didn't dare to mention Mrs. Si.

Shen Nishang lowered her eyes and did not make a sound, and slowly drank it all, leaving no drip left.

Miaozhen put her mind at ease, took the teacup and still couldn't resist the persuasion: "Miss still cares about her own body, her eyes are blue." ”

Not only is it green now, but in the past few days, Shen Nisheng's whole person has lost weight, and her face has become more and more bloodless.

When Miaozhen left every night, Shen Nishang didn't fall asleep, and no matter how early she got up every day, Shen Nishang had already gotten up.

If it weren't for Shen Nishang's outfit being like going to bed, she would have doubted whether Shen Nishang had fallen asleep in the past few days.

"What do you think of Madame's mother?" Shen Nishang ignored Miaozhen's words, but suddenly asked.

Miaozhen was stunned, thought about it, and shook her head: "The slave maid can't say clearly." ”

said that he was affectionate, and he could ruthlessly leave his daughter, who was raised by his own hands but was still eleven years young, and he didn't care about it from now on.

said ruthless, as a soul woman actually married an unremarkable Middle-earth man, and had children for more than ten years, if the father has another wife, who can say that this family can't live in harmony?

Perhaps, Mrs. Si's mother and Mrs. Si's hatred are average, and it is precisely because the past is too good that she will hate more and be more decisive in the end.

Miao Zhen sighed in her heart, looked at the hardcover booklet in Shen Nishang's hand, and sighed again in her heart: "I have been with Madame for ten years, and I never knew that Madame still has this thing." What can you see, Miss?"

Compared with Miaohong, Mrs. Si relies more on Miaozhen in private matters.

All of Mrs. Si's belongings passed through her hands, but she never knew about this booklet, which shows how tightly Mrs. Si hid it.

In the same way, it can also be seen how much Mrs. Si hates.

Over the years, Mrs. Si has never taken out this thing, and she has not even looked at it.

Shen Nishang got up and walked out: "You clean up, I'll go out." ”

Before the words fell, the person had gone away.

Myojin looked down and separated the paper on the table into two categories: map and handwriting.

Shen Nishang went to find Luo Cai.

The genius was bright, and Luo Cai hadn't gotten up yet, so he hurriedly put on his clothes and came over to open the door when he heard Shen Nishang's voice.

"The girl is here. Luo Cai squeezed out a few hints of flattery from his sleepy face.

Mu Qing and Ling Fei came last night, and Shen Nishang came early this morning, so Luo Cai was inevitably a little weak-hearted.

Shen Nishang didn't pay attention to his weak heart, entered the room and put the hardcover booklet in his hand on the table, raised his eyes, and saw the half-open window sash: "I slept without closing the window last night, not afraid of catching a cold?"

Luo Cai's heart jumped, after Mu Qing left last night, he went to Sai Gelang's room to talk for half the night, and then came back and slept in a daze, where do you remember to close the window?