Seeing that Zhao Yan sent this "......" was a bit of a mouthful, Huang Guolun felt that this thing was a bit unusual.

In fact, when they chatted together in the duck shop before, after the rehearsal, Huang Guolun felt that Zhao Yan's state was a little unnatural.

When she was with Zhao Jing, Zhao Yan didn't talk much, and tonight she was even more silent, just listening to Zhao Jing talking nonsense, and she barely said anything.

Huang Guolun occasionally looked at Zhao Yan, and found Zhao Yan secretly looking at him several times, and his eyes were ...... It's hard to describe.

Indeed, as Huang Guolun feels, Zhao Yan's state tonight is very "abnormal".

Listening to Huang Guolun sing every song, she will have a kind of heart that understands Huang Guolun very well, as if she is listening to Huang Guolun's heart.

Huang Guolun sang several sad love songs in a row, without heart-rending screams, but he sang Zhao Yan to pieces.

She can feel the heartbreak in Huang Guolun's heart with sympathy, why isn't she like this?

After experiencing Huang Guolun's wounded heart up close, Zhao Yan seemed to have experienced the time to wake up from a dream, and she finally understood what others thought of her.

She saw a real fallen self from Huang Guolun.

Just as she prayed that Huang Guolun could come out of this sad relationship soon, I believe that her parents, relatives, girlfriends and friends also prayed that she could come out soon.

She finally understood how worried people were about her.

At that time, she secretly looked at Huang Guolun, as if she was secretly examining herself as a fallen person at the end of the world.

She especially wanted to talk to Huang Guolun and tell Huang Guolun that she understood all his songs.

Saying this, it may be a bit literary or hypocritical, but she really thinks so in her heart, she really thinks that she understands Huang Guolun's heart. She can understand Huang Guolun's mood of seeing things and thinking about people, and she can understand that Huang Guolun has an unforgettable relationship in his heart.

Just like Huang Guolun once used music to persuade her, she also wants to persuade Huang Guolun, some feelings have passed, just put it in her heart. But they have to look forward, they can't always live in the past.

I don't know if it's a fan of the authorities, when Huang Guolun persuaded others, the reason was very clear, but on himself, he couldn't step past this hurdle.

Listening to his songs, you can know that he is now stuck in a very painful bumpy.

Zhao Yan can especially understand Huang Guolun's reluctant and painful mood, because she can't take this step herself.

But if they don't take this step, they will not only be sad themselves, but also let their relatives and friends be sad for them.

After Zhao Yan saw her own shadow in Huang Guolun, she suddenly had an epiphany, she didn't live like this anymore.

At that time, Zhao Yan wanted to talk to Huang Guolun alone, persuade each other, and quickly get out of the emotional pit of the past.

It's a pity that I never found this opportunity.

Not long after that, Huang Guolun left with Bai Yao.

Nanfang and Shen Yumeng didn't sit for a while and left.

Zhao Jing received a call from a friend and went to a nightclub.

In the end, Zhao Yan herself was left, and there was no one in the store, so she got off work for Liu Xiaowei and Su Ling in advance, closed the store and went home to brew her mood.

Huanzi went to her fellow Christian relative's house to study theology, but Zhao Jing was not there, leaving Zhao Yan alone at home that night, with a very cute Scottish Fold cat.

The kitten's name is Ollie.

But Zhao Jing always called her "pants".

Because this kitten will always appear with Zhao Jing's briefs and *** with very little fabric on his head, as if he is deliberately laughing at Zhao Jing's likes to put clothes around.

Zhao Jing was angry, so she gave Ollie a more down-to-earth name called "pants".

was called by Zhao Jing every day, and Zhao Yan is now almost calling Ollie "pants".

When she got home that night, after smelling Zhao Yan, she went back to sleep in her own nest.

Zhao Yan returned to the room alone, sat on the bed, looked at the lights outside the window, and suddenly felt lonely.

I don't know if the two glasses of red wine I drank in the duck shop turned up, or if I was completely torn apart by Huang Guolun's music.

She suddenly sighed with sentimentality about her life.

Along the way, she has seen all the prosperity, gained a lot, and lost a lot. But her heart has been wandering, because she always thinks about the man who can't get it, and the emptiness and loneliness in her heart can never be calmed.

Until, she saw her true self in Huang Guolun tonight.

She didn't want to torture herself like this loneliness anymore, she had to change her life!

She will never have anything.

Only by opening her heart can she have everything.

This is what she wants to persuade Huang Guolun, and even more so what she wants to persuade herself.

Since she and Huang Guolun are both trapped in past relationships and difficult to extricate themselves, why can't they go hand in hand, walk out of the shadow of the past together, and welcome the bright future together?

thinks that Huang Guolun's family has been helping Huang Guolun arrange a blind date, and I believe that his family is like her family, and they must be anxious for them.

Instead of making the family so anxious, the two of them might as well talk and try to talk.

Although Zhao Jing told her before, she said that Huang Guolun felt that they were not suitable.

But Zhao Yan still wanted to try.

In case of...... What if they're a good fit?

Zhao Yan had never thought about going on a blind date with Huang Guolun before.

She even scoffed at the form of blind date itself.

She hopes to meet her other half more romantically in a fairy tale way.

But after meeting Huang Guolun, she found that the blind date encounter was also quite romantic.

Wherever the heart goes, all this is fate.

And between her and Huang Guolun, it is not an ordinary Pingshui encounter.

She felt that she and Huang Guolun had a deep relationship, they were too similar.

After making a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, Zhao Yan toasted with himself, and then plucked up the courage to send Huang Guolun with trembling fingers > this kind of thing, and asked her to tell Huang Guolun in person or on the phone, she would probably blush and not be able to continue.

Still communicating with words, she is more open-minded.

After seeing Huang Guolun give her a smile back and ask her what happened, Zhao Yan typed vigorously: "I listened to a few of your songs tonight, and I was particularly touched." I can feel your deep love for your ex-wife, I am glad and envious that you can meet when you are young, love and sorrow come so deeply. Like you, I've experienced an untouchable relationship. Come to think of it, I suddenly feel like the two of us, do you feel that way?"

Huang Guolun replied to Zhao Yan warmly: "Yes, I think the two of us are quite clever sometimes, and we understand each other quite well." ”

Huang Guolun's reply made Zhao Yan's heart warm, and he had more courage to speak: "Teacher Huang, looking at you tonight, I finally faced myself. I think that neither you nor I should live in the emotional world of the past, the tide of dusk will always fade, and we should look forward to and welcome the dawn of tomorrow now. That's what we do, and we are responsible for our families, right?"

Huang Guolun smiled and gave Zhao Yan: "It's good if you can figure it out." That's what I thought, too. ”

Zhao Yan replied to Huang Guolun with the strength of wine: "But you didn't do it." After listening to your songs, I feel that it is more difficult for you to let go and move forward than I do. ”

"......" Huang Guolun didn't expect Zhao Yan to speak so sharply, and replied with an ellipsis with a wry smile.

"There is a most simple truth, you have persuaded me, you must have understood it yourself. The most effective way to move on from a past relationship is to start a new one. After writing this WeChat, Zhao Yan felt that his heart was about to jump out of his throat, this is already a relatively obvious confession, send it to Huang Guolun, Huang Guolun will definitely understand, right?

Listening to his heartbeat, gritting his teeth, Zhao Yan sent this to Huang Guolun.

After Huang Guolun saw it, he thought that Zhao Yan was persuading him to start a new relationship, and replied with a smile: "Of course I understand, but in my current situation, it is not easy to start a new relationship, and the road is long." ”

"Where there's a will, there's a way. Sometimes when we encounter difficulties, we must break the boat, bravely step out first, and then think about the next things, so that we can succeed. Xiongguan Mandao is really like iron, and now we are stepping forward from the beginning!"

Huang Guolun was stunned, turned over on the bed, and asked jokingly: "Are you Zhao Yan?" Why do you sound like Zhao Jing, this slogan is shouted too loudly. ”

Zhao Yan smiled shyly and sent a voice message to prove himself: "I'm Zhao Yan, maybe I'm always influenced by that girl, and I love to shout slogans when my brain is hot." I didn't disturb your rest, did I?"

Huang Guolun also sent a voice message back to Zhao Yan: "No, I haven't slept yet." Thank you for enlightening me. ”

Zhao Yan changed the text again and sent Huang Guolun an unspeakable sentence: "I'm not enlightening you, I think that since the two of us are destined to go on a blind date, the families of both sides should have a certain degree of recognition of each other's families." Now that we're both in this situation, we need to start a new relationship and say goodbye to the past. Why don't we re-face our blind date, take marriage as the premise, and try to look everywhere, maybe we are very suitable?"

At the end, Zhao Yan sent Huang Guolun an embarrassed red face that was worried about Huang Guolun's anger.

When Huang Guolun read this news, he was really a little confused, and he was thinking about how to reply to Zhao Yan.

Zhao Yan couldn't bear this torturous waiting, and sent a WeChat message to Huang Guolun warmly: "Zhao Jing and I have mentioned your son several times, I really want to know Peach." I'm a big fan of kids. As you said, I hope to find a new mother for the child as soon as possible. I don't know if I'll be able to be a good mom, but if we do get together, I'll definitely work hard to do it. I love him like my own child. ”