He regretted it. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It never occurred to him that one day he would regret something he did or a certain decision.

Bei Shunxi felt that the first thing he regretted doing was to hurt Mo Caicai like that before. Whenever he remembered how he hurt Mo Caicai in the first place, he felt that the pain that was inflicted on Mo Caicai at the beginning had all become a sharp knife inserted in his heart at this moment.

How sad Mo Caicai was at that time, he is now in pain a hundred times and thousands of times.

Recently, Bei Shunxi has often been thinking about a question, he would hurt Mo Caicai like that at the beginning, it was nothing more than that he relied on her to like him, so he would unscrupulously hurt her again and again.

It's just that she likes him............

So if it weren't for Mo Caicai's liking of herself, she wouldn't have given him the right to wantonly hurt her at all.

It is precisely because she likes him that she will silently bear all the harm of all this.

For the first time, Bei Shunxi felt that he was such a bastard person, and it was the first time he felt like that......

And one of the things that Bei Shunxi regrets the most is that he didn't reveal his heart to Mo Caicai earlier, and what he regrets even more is that he didn't find out his mind earlier.

If he had found out his mind earlier, then she wouldn't have suffered so much of the hurt he had done to her later.

If he had been able to reveal his heart to her earlier, maybe things wouldn't have turned out the way they are now, and maybe they'd been together a long time ago.

It's a pity that there is no Doraemon time machine in this world, and there are not so many regret pills to take, and there are not so many ifs.

Now that things have developed into such a way, no one can change them.

And Bei Shunxi clearly knows that it is impossible for him and Mo Caicai to be together at least now.

Because now he is Ming Yaxi's boyfriend, and Mo Caicai has become Han Xiyan's girlfriend.

Even if he is not Ming Yaxi's boyfriend, and she is not Han Xiyan's girlfriend, Bei Shunxi always feels that it is impossible for the two of them to be together for the time being.

Now Mo Caicai has made him unsure of her feelings for herself, and always feels that she doesn't seem to like herself anymore.

Although I kept telling myself that I might be thinking too much, I always vaguely felt that Mo Caicai didn't like herself as much as before.

It's like just now, I've told her the indirect hint of the meaning, but she knows that she still pretends not to understand anything.

I don't know when it started, Mo Caicai began to gradually alienate him.

Only cherish it after losing it, Bei Shunxi has recently understood what this sentence means.

People don't cherish it when they're around, and they don't regret it until that person leaves.

This is one of the most common mistakes people tend to make, and it's also a fatal mistake.

Know that when you lose something or someone, when they come back to you, maybe everything is not what it used to be.

Lost is lost, and it will deteriorate if you keep it.

But even so, Bei Shunxi still wants to redeem it.

He'd already missed Mo Caicai once, and this time he didn't want to miss it again. (To be continued.) )