Chapter 85: Lady with a Light Sigh (61)
My name is Lady Sigh, and I'm an undead. No, to be precise, I'm supposed to be an elf, and after some things happened in the last period of time when I was an elf, I thought that my elf identity seemed to be a little unsuitable for me. So, with the help of a sacrifice of the dead, I became an undead. And now, I've been an undead for thousands of years.
Oh no. I think a lot of people should know who I really am. After all, I've told a lot about myself. But, even myself, I didn't expect that I would tell so much. After all, this is a time far different from ordinary times, after all, I live in a world where I am exposed to war almost every moment.
Because of this war, many of my companions have disappeared, from the first friend I knew, the weak and polite self-righteous who had accepted God's protection, the who, the female human. Oh no, I seem to have forgotten what she's called. However, I recognize her as my first friend, and also a human friend. It's just a pity that she died in the end. I remember that we buried her somewhere deep in the mountains in the southern part of the continent. Hmm, what's the name of this friend? Forget it, it doesn't matter. Because, I have lost so many friends.
I've lost a lot of friends before her, but they're all friends I've known in our world since I became the undead. In other words, they, like me, are also undead. And, I think, the friends of that time are not at all the same as these friends now.
Well, I don't want to say this friend whose name I've forgotten. Do you want to say that since we are all my friends, why can't I even remember her name? Well, I can only smile bitterly at that. Because, in my long life, I have encountered too many races. Whether it's elves, or humans, or undead, or those orcs and barbarians, and dragons, and even the humans of the prehistoric era, are there too many races I have encountered, hmm? or don't believe it? However, the Shen Lin who is in front of me right now is a human from the prehistoric era. This was hundreds of thousands of years ago.
Well, the words seem to be a bit far. In addition to that priest human, many of my friends have died. Firestorm, Iron Mountain, Reading, and many, many more. It's all because of the war, and this war is still dead in the end. But why didn't I die?
Actually, sometimes, I really think that even if it is an undead, it should be dead. However, I didn't. Actually, it's not just me, it's almost all the undead who don't die. Well, I'm talking about people who have their own consciousness so that I can admit that they are the same undead as I am. The rest of the unconscious, like my own creations, I would just consider them puppets.
And, when I thought about it, even if I was an undead, I was a very lucky undead. I have experienced far more dangers in the world of the dead than I have experienced in this time combined, but I have still survived countless wars and killings.
But then again, if I weren't an undead, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to tell the story until now. If, at first, I chose to return to this era with Viren because I felt that I still had things to do, and fate to solve, now I was very confused to find that I had no savings to survive.
What else do I have in this world? My own race? Well, I don't even know how they're doing right now. If what the regent said was true, then the armies of my compatriots should be more than lucky by now. But I didn't want to save them, I didn't want to protect them, I didn't have any enemies among my people, I just felt as if I didn't need to save them. Yes, maybe I'm a little cold-blooded. But I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it. Because there is only one Shen Lin by my side, this prehistoric human from hundreds of thousands of years ago is by my side, even if I know where my compatriots are now, just by the strength of the two of us, there is no way to save my compatriots from the hands of those apostles. Really, I'm really not cold-blooded.
And there's another thing that I think, at least I think, is a relief for them. Yes, I really think that even the undead should die. Otherwise, all races, even dragons, such a powerful race with an almost endless lifespan, will die one day. Why, then, are there no undead beings? Is it true that the being called God who created our race in this world is a preference for us humans? No, I don't think so.
It is ironic that more and more of our fellow citizens are beginning to think that our infinite lifespan is due to the gift of the Creator God. What is the God of creation? I just don't laugh at that. If there really were gods in this world, wouldn't they have given us the evil race that transformed the lives of others? Yes, we undead are evil, I don't deny that.
That's why I don't think it's possible for us undead to be gifted by those so-called gods, of course, I'm talking about if there really are gods in our world, after all, even if I was in the world hundreds of thousands of years ago, I didn't see the existence of gods. And that world, that world of messes and ruins, of bloodthirsty monsters, seemed to need those gods more than we did. However, those so-called gods, even when those prehistoric humans perished, never appeared.
I'm an undead, and before that, I was an elf. I, a special person who has been in close contact with life and death one after another, have become accustomed to seeing death all around me. And this time, I really don't know how long Shen Lin, this special undead will last by my side.
Now, we're staying here, resting on this snowy field, not for any other reason, but just to rest and think about it again. Am I right to choose the path to the line of courage? No, it should be wrong.
Because, what Viren said was right, I don't know what it is on the other side of the line of courage now. During the fall of this country called the Kingdom of Magellan, I was on the other side of the line of courage with the old man Reading to see if there were any secrets in the Danmos Empire that we hadn't discovered. And as it turned out, we were right, and the regent of the Danmos Empire had made a deal with the Apostles. And that's all already known to everyone.
But now, on the other side of the line of courage, I really don't know. That's why I chose to stay here. There is nothing wrong with what Viren said, and I really regret my recklessness. But for me, it's a relief.
Because, I really don't want to work with Viren anymore.
Ah, I looked at the sky above me, and it was already getting a little white. It turns out that I have been thinking about it so much before I know it. At this time, Shen Lin on the side had already woken up and was looking at me with some doubts.
"Ma'am, you really didn't sleep?"
"Didn't I say that the undead don't need to sleep. β
"But I'm sleeping?"
"That's you, I don't have to sleep. Alas, I sighed softly and said, "Can you not ask me that, even yesterday when you were not asleep, you asked me this, I have already said that the undead want to sleep and do not sleep if they don't sleep." And even if we don't sleep, there's nothing to do to us undead. The constitution of the undead is not sleeping, you know?"
Shen Lin nodded, but immediately asked again: "But, why are there so many races in the world, why are they just the undead race that don't sleep?"
Well, that's a tough question. Because such a question is like a reason with why the dead don't die. Still, I casually said, "You don't have to think about it so much, because you're an undead now, and if you want to know about these things, you have enough time to understand them, understand?"
"However, I always felt that the undead were really a very strange race, they didn't need to eat, they didn't need to sleep, they didn't have to worry about pain, and they wouldn't even die if they weren't killed. Isn't this blessed?"
"Bless, do you think this is a blessing to us?" I snorted coldly and laughed, "If you think this is a blessing or a gift to our undead, then you are really naΓ―ve enough. Only if you go to our world of the dead will you know that these so-called gifts are actually a curse, a curse!"
Shen Lin seemed to be a little afraid of my cold snort, and didn't continue to say this. Later, he said: "But, even so, I still think that the undead are very lucky, at least with so many characteristics." Right. β
For this Shen Lin, I am really speechless, and when I meet my compatriots, yes, especially after that Ai Ze, I will definitely ask, why, this Shen Lin is so different from other traditional undead? So, I am still basking in the sun that has just begun to rise, and continue to lie down.
Shen Lin saw that I didn't move, so she slept again. But within one or two disappearances, Shen Lin woke up and said to me curiously: "Madam, I found that the undead are really magical, I used to have insomnia, and it takes a long, long time to sleep." But now, after becoming an undead, I basically go to sleep whenever I want. And, even if I wanted to sleep, I wasn't sleepy at all... β
I don't know what Shen Lin said later. Because, Shen Lin's mouth is too fast, basically every time I blink an eye, several words will come out of this Shen Lin's mouth, and I often only understand the previous sentence, but the next sentence or even a few sentences will come out. It only took a few minutes for me to get a little overwhelmed. At this point, I finally sat up.
And Shen Lin was taken aback by my action, and asked in a low voice, "Madam, did I do something wrong?"
"I didn't do anything wrong!" I said almost in a roar, "now that I've decided, I don't want to be here anymore." If you want to follow me, follow me, but don't talk nonsense! Don't you know you're very?"
Shen Lin nodded immediately, with some grievances in her expression. However, when I saw her expression, my heart softened again, and I lowered my voice and said, "Hurry up, summon your horses, and we will go back."
Shen Lin summoned a black bone horse as I said, and I also summoned a pure white bone horse. After riding the horse, Shen Lin was quiet behind him. I'm not used to it. After a while, I asked, "Do you know why I'm going back?"
"Uh-huh, I should have guessed right. Shen Lin, who was riding next to me, nodded, leaned over to me and said, "You should be the friend who went to find you." β
I nodded silently, Tiger King, why do you keep squatting in one place and not moving?" "Yes, I am indeed looking for a friend, but this friend's identity is a little special, I hope you will not be surprised." β
"What surprised me. Shen Lin pursed her mouth: "You see, even if I am an undead, I don't feel anything now." So, what else would surprise me?"
I didn't speak, just smiled. Motioned for her to stop talking. Then, after about a dozen kilometers of riding, we crossed a small snow hill and saw the tiger king perched in the shade of a tree. I pointed at the Tiger King and said, "Look, what is that, are you surprised?"
Who knows, Shen Lin's movements seemed to be a little too much, I saw her scream, and then immediately dismounted and rushed towards the Tiger King, who seemed to be asleep, and what was even more surprising was that her mouth was still saying: "Little Tiger, why are you here?"
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