Chapter Seventy-Eight: Snow Falls Peony Red
Some people say that people are born to endure hardship, to taste all the pain in the world to be sublimated, to recognize the world in the precipitation, and to seek their own happiness and sweetness behind the bitterness.
Some people also say that people are born to enjoy, to enjoy the colors of this great world, to use that heartless mentality to finish day after day, with this attitude to wrap the bitterness in the heart, it seems to be heartless, in fact, it is an alternative kind of free and easy.
Mo Wei can't do the so-called free and easy, and he can't acquiesce to everything after the incident, he tastes it alone in the corner, but he has no choice but to put it away.
In fact, people live in the present, which is nothing more than three states, one lives in yesterday, one lives in the present, and one lives in tomorrow, which is unbearable!
Destiny is like a kite swinging in the air, which seems to be flying freely and comfortably in the air, but there is always a thread pulling, drawing a circle with the diameter of the line, and flying freely within the circle, which seems to have a lot of space, but in fact it is just self-deception and imprisoning yourself in the circle.
Everything in the world has a square circle, whether it is a living or inanimate small tool object, it has a function that cannot be replaced by foreign objects at the beginning of creation, such as everyone comes into the world, it is like giving a mission, and some things seem to have been destined.
There are some people who will always meet, even if the mountains and seas are far away, even if they are thousands of miles apart, some stories that are destined to happen, no matter what the process is, the ending continues to ferment.
People who are too sober are easy to get drunk, which is probably the theory of doubting life!
Mo Wei is like the kite that pulls, where the years are, at the beginning of his incarnation, he can't choose, and at this moment, he is even more powerless, as if there is always a hand playing with his fate, which has always made him like a deep swamp, and continues to be in a passive and tormented state.
It's not that he is not strong, but his heart, which has been strong for a long time, has long been fragile, and he is just ...... The mind and body are numb, and the sores of memory make him nowhere to find warmth.
After the amnesia, Mei Zhi was originally his warm sun, and it was also his long-strong faith, but not long after, this warm sun did not appear, and the clouds overturned, which also led to the destruction of Mo Wei's strong heart, and it was full of frustration under the holes!
This also causes this strong film to break like that thin piece of paper.
The sorrow of the beginning of the eyes is chosen, and the pain of regret is unplanned!
This sentence should be enough to sum up Mo Wei's experience.
At the beginning of receiving the woman's news, Mo Yu's heart was excited, this excitement was because of the ecstasy caused by hearing Mei Zhi's news again, and at the same time, he was also stunned by the woman's next words, like thousands of thunderbolts exploding in his brain, leaving his body completely damaged.
Holding his forehead and washing his face with tears, Mo Wei came to the sink after a short period of distraction, looked at his sloppy self in the mirror, he picked up the facial cleanser that had been unused for a long time, and the manual razor, and carefully took care of himself little by little.
He looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes became more and more blurred, his memories rolled over layer by layer, and Mei Zhi's aggrieved appearance and her angry complaints appeared in his mind.
"Xiao worry, let me tell you! If you don't take care of yourself like this in the future, I'll ...... I'm going on a hunger strike for three days, and I'm going to ignore you again......"
As soon as Mo Wei thought that he might never hear this sentence again, his heart suddenly ached like a tear.
In the central hospital, the woman stood outside her daughter's ward, hung up the phone, wiped the tears from her eyes, but couldn't erase the redness and swelling in her eyes.
The woman straightened her clothes and walked into the ward with a smile, and her daughter's haggard face came into view, and her heart tugged, and her eyes suddenly turned redder, but not a single tear welled up.
"Zhi'er. ”
The woman called.
When Mei Zhi heard this, she sat up from the bed with difficulty, and a smile appeared on her pale face. Judging from her mother's red and swollen face and the silence of her hands, Mei Zhi already knew the outcome of the operation.
She didn't ask her mother what the result was, how many days she had left, because in Mei Zhi's opinion, even if she asked, it would not change in the slightest, it was better to go with the flow.
Mei Zhi threw herself into her mother's arms and said softly: "Mom, let's go on a trip, I want to go to Mudanjiang to see the snow." ”
"Hmm....... Well, wherever you want to go, your mother will accompany you. The woman touched the back of her daughter's head over and over again, just as she had been wronged when she was a child and sought comfort here.
An hour later, the woman discharged her daughter from the hospital and helped her downstairs to the car.
In the car, the woman was silent, always looking at the gate of the courtyard, as if waiting for someone to arrive, Mei Zhi leaned on the soft seat and had doubts, and asked, "Mom, why don't you drive yet?"
"Wait a minute. ”
Half an hour later, the woman spoke again, "Here he comes!"
Mei Zhi was puzzled, she didn't know who her mother was talking about, she followed her mother's line of sight, her pupils shrank, her emotions immediately became excited, she was in a hurry, she pulled the door and was about to get out of the car to leave, yelling: "I'm not going! I don't want to see him!"
The woman seemed to have anticipated this scene, and the door lock was also locked under his control, just not letting her daughter get out of the car.
"Zhi'er, mom knows that you are thinking about seeing him all the time, so I called him here and asked him to accompany you after the last ......"
"I don't want to! I want to get out of the car, you open the door, I want to get out!"
Seeing Mo Wei approaching their car step by step, Mei Zhi panicked, tears floating on her face, she repeatedly slammed the door, almost crazy.
The woman was heartbroken, but she didn't unlock the door, because she knew her daughter's thoughts, she knew that her daughter loved that man, and even desperately wanted to see each other, but she didn't want the other party to see her like this, and this kind of encounter.
It's just that...... I don't want to pass on my grief to others, no matter who it is!
"Zhi'er, why bother? I know that it was my mother's fault before, I shouldn't have excluded you from being with him, I shouldn't have broken you up, I know it's all my fault, but this time you have to listen to your mother. ”
"Mom doesn't want you to leave so lonely with regrets...... That's what Mom asked. ”
The woman's plea brought to a halt in Mei Zhi's continued struggle, and she put her hands down weakly, tears falling silently, as if there was a heavy sigh whirlling.
"I feel sorry for myself, but I feel more sorry for him, the reason why I don't want to see him is because I don't want him to bear the grief of my departure again, this time it's different, I'm worried that he can't bear it, I'm distressed!"
After a long time, Mei Zhi's words echoed in the small car, and her face was full of tears and bitterness.
At this time, Mo Wei also came to the side of the car when the woman pressed the horn of the car, and through the transparent window, he saw the figure that made him tremble physically and mentally.
Under the tight wrapping of the cotton coat is a petite body, which has lost a lot of weight, and the face under the long hair is not as ruddy as before, the small hands are held tightly, and the petite body is trembling.
"How so? Why?"
Mo Wei is fed up with this powerlessness, how much he hopes to bear the pain of the other party at this moment, no matter how much it costs, he is willing to bear it.
But...... There is no hope!
Ben was calm, he wanted to see Mei Zhi in the best way, with her favorite smile, the crooked crescent moon narrowed into a slit, to face her, but instead his thoughts were confused, and he couldn't suppress it anymore.
"Come on!"
After a long time, the window of the car fell, and the shallow voice of a woman was heard from inside the car.
Mo Yu's footsteps paused, then got into the car, approached Mei Zhi, put her head on his shoulder, hugged her tightly, and said softly: "It's okay, I'm here." ”
Mei Zhi tightened her body, eager to blend in with him, and let out a soft "um" with a shallow cry.
Many things are unpredictable, and the two who meet again should have a lot to say and confide in each other, but they are silent at this time.
Mo Wei didn't even ask the woman where he went, for him, as long as Mei Zhi was there, it didn't matter where he went.
March is the beginning of spring, and most areas have already warmed up, while some areas are still cold, and the howling cold winds may have stopped, but it is not uncommon to see places covered in silver.
Mudanjiang is one of them, the snow scene here is called art, it is famous throughout the country, it has a beautiful nickname - Snow City, where you can see the snow scene like a fairy tale.
The car kept speeding down the highway, and the woman drove for a day and a night without rest, and finally the three of them arrived at their destination the next day when the sun was shining.
Mo Wei helped Mei Zhi to get out of the car together, and the goose feathers of the snow fell on the shoulders, hair, and faces of the two, and the two were obviously shocked by the scenery in front of them.
As far as the eye can see, even the big trees, houses and bridges in the snow are covered by white snow, and the sun shines on the ground, pure white and pink blend together, this is a fairy tale world.
Mei Zhi likes snow, and she likes it very much, because it is white and sacred, very pure, just like her love for Mo Wei, simple and pure.
It's just that it appears so short every year that it's hard to let go. This made Mei Zhi sigh that she was like the falling snow, although it bloomed beautifully, it also withered for a short time!
"Ahem......"
Mei Zhi's state is very poor, although there is beauty here that she wants to see, but the degree of cold is not what she can bear at this time, she is sick and weak, she accidentally fell to the ground, a mouthful of blood sprayed, fell on the snow, like a blood flower blooming in the winter snow, slowly melting......