Chapter 359: I'm Sorry
The morning after the rain is like a symphony, the sunshine is quiet and elegant, there is no such noisy atmosphere, there is no heat in summer, and some are just bursts of coolness.
The rain fell heavily all night and did not stop until it was dark.
After being washed by the heavy rain, H City seems to have been reborn, and the turbid air has become extremely fresh, and you can feel refreshed just by taking a deep breath.
The warm sunlight shines through the window, shining into the cold breeze room, warming him who is bruised by his feelings.
The sun was a little harsh, and you could feel a hint of heat shining on your body, and the cold wind woke up from it.
As soon as Leng Feng opened his eyes, he felt that he had a splitting headache, and the after-effects of drunkenness made him miserable.
"Ah!!h
The cold wind pressed against his temples on both sides, and he had a headache that made him almost unable to breathe.
He drank a dozen bottles of alcohol of various degrees yesterday, more crazy than any drunkard, and he was lucky not to have alcohol poisoning.
The pain in the brain is followed by the pain in the heart.
He couldn't remember exactly what he did last night, he only knew that Zhang Yinghan proposed to break up, and he went crazy because of it, and then got drunk.
And then...... Then he fell into the street and let the rain fall.
Cold Wind shook his head vigorously, trying to remember what had happened last night.
However, just as he shook his head, he suddenly found that he was naked and had no clothes on him at all.
Leng Feng rubbed his eyes, and finally saw the situation around him clearly.
Immediately after, his brain roared, and his eyes widened with shock.
His clothes were strewn on the floor, and most importantly, there was a small pool of blood on his white sheets.
It wasn't his blood, because he wasn't hurt.
On the bed, there was still a broken corner of the clothes, and the cold wind trembled and picked it up and looked at it, and found that it was torn from a skirt.
There was a fresh fragrance on it, a smell that he was familiar with.
Leng Feng's body began to tremble violently, and his breathing became heavy.
Because of his drunkenness, his memory of last night was very vague, but he vaguely remembered that when he fell to the ground, someone helped him up, and then led him to the room on the second floor with difficulty.
Finally, he took the man's hand and pulled him into his arms......
The cold wind could feel that it was a very soft body, and the wonderful touch made him reluctant to let go.
He still remembered that the man was wearing a long white dress, which looked like Zhang Yinghan was wearing.
Afterward...... He put his hand into the long dress......
"Boom !!"
Leng Feng's brain roared, and he completely forgot the pain caused by drunkenness, and temporarily forgot the discomfort caused by falling out of love.
He could already guess what he had done last night.
Leng Feng hurriedly glanced at the room, but he didn't see anyone else's existence, he could only see that his bed was a mess, and he could imagine what happened last night.
There was only a faint fragrance in the room, but the cold wind couldn't remember whose smell it was.
Leng Feng wanted to know, who was that person, was it really Zhang Yinghan?
He didn't dare to think about how he would face her if it was really Zhang Yinghan.
But if it's not Zhang Yinghan, then what should he do?
The red patch on the sheets proved that this was the girl's first time, and the cold wind had taken away the girl's virginity.
No matter who the girl is, Cold Wind must be held responsible.
Because this is what Mu Shiyun taught him, if he takes away a girl's virginity, then no matter who the other party is, he must be responsible.
It's something a man should do.
Leng Feng hurriedly got dressed, his hands were shaking all the time, he had never been so panicked.
Even if Zhang Yinghan proposed to break up last night, the most cold wind was only pain, but not panic.
But this time, he was really panicked, really scared.
After getting dressed, Leng Feng took two deep breaths, and regardless of the headache caused by drunkenness, he quickly ran towards the door.
But as he passed by the window, he noticed a white figure on the street outside.
Cold Wind stopped, stood in front of the window, and opened his eagle eyes to watch the figure.
All he could see was a white back, and short black hair.
She staggered forward, slowly, apparently with great difficulty.
"No...... Not ......"
Leng Feng recognized who the girl was, and he clutched his head, unable to believe this fact.
A red Ferrari was parked at the entrance to the street, and the girl was walking towards the car.
"It can't ......"
The cold wind fell to the ground, and his breath was unusually heavy.
His heart was beating faster than last night, and he had never been so panicked.
He felt like he was dreaming, a terrible nightmare.
But whether he dares to accept this fact or not, he must be responsible for the girl because he took her first time.
Leng Feng gritted his teeth hard, kicked his right foot hard, and jumped out of the window.
Sensing a sound of breaking the air in the air, the girl who was walking forward stopped, and her body trembled slightly.
Seeing that white figure getting closer and closer, Leng Feng's heart beat faster and faster, he was afraid, really afraid to face this fact.
The cold wind flew over the sky in front of the girl and landed on the ground.
But because of nervousness and panic, when the cold wind landed, he didn't stand firm at all, and fell directly to the ground.
It's just that these are insignificant, and Leng Feng doesn't bother to care about the pain caused by falling.
Leng Feng propped up the ground with his hands, slowly stood up, and then looked at ...... Stand in front of him...... The girl in the long white dress......
She's Mo Ran...... Mo Ran, who was supposed to study at the Hannover Conservatory in Germany.
She's back, and on that heartbreaking night yesterday, she helped Cold Wind back to the bar.
However, the drunken cold wind did something she shouldn't have done.
Mo Ran looked at the cold wind, and the cold wind also looked at her.
The eyes of the two met in the air, and they both had mixed feelings for each other.
Mo Ran's eyes were red, her hair was a little messy, and there were many bruises on her arms.
These bruises are obviously caused by cold winds.
He was drunk last night, he couldn't control himself at all, he didn't even know how long it lasted, and he didn't know what happened in the process.
But he did take away Mo Ran's first time, which is a fact that cannot be changed.
He really hurt the girl.
Mo Ran quietly stared at the cold wind, tears were rolling in her eyes, and she bit her lip hard, as if she was trying her best to control her emotions.
Leng Feng wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak.
He didn't know how to face the girl.
He had never accepted Mo Ran's feelings, and he didn't meet her when he was in Germany.
Leng Feng knew that he had hurt Mo Ran emotionally, but he didn't expect that physically, he would also hurt her.
Seeing the bruises on Mo Ran's body, Leng Feng felt that his breathing was painful.
"I'm sorry......" Leng Feng finally spoke with difficulty, he felt that his throat was very dry, and he couldn't say anything else.
No amount of what he says can change what happened last night.
Mo Ran didn't speak, still biting his lip and quietly looking at the cold wind.
Her eyes were complicated, and Leng Feng couldn't tell what she was thinking right now.
The most important thing is that there are still tears rolling in her eyes.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
Leng Feng clutched his hair in pain, he couldn't think of anything else to say except apologize.
No amount of words would only seem very weak, and they would not be able to heal the damage he had caused to Mo Ran.
"Don't apologize to me anymore. Mo Ran finally spoke, tears fell from her eyes one by one, and she choked up and said, "You don't have to apologize to me, if I really tried my best to resist last night, you can't do anything to me...... I'm a mean woman, and I know it's not me you love...... But I just didn't resist and let you do those things to me......"
"I can forgive you for everything you have done to me, because I will always be your ...... for as long as you want"
"It's just...... It's just ......" tears flowed out of Mo Ran's eyes like a spring, dripping on the ground, making a "ticking" sound.
"It's just that I can't stand it, when you did those things to me last night, you kept calling Zhang Yinghan's name......"
Mo Ran was in tears as she said this, and her voice sounded so heartbreaking.
Now she's just a girl who has been hurt, both physically and mentally.
Leng Feng's heart was twitching, he didn't know what to say to Mo Ran, and he didn't know what to do to make up for the damage done to Mo Ran.
"Cold wind...... I can forgive you for anything, but I can't forgive you for holding me down...... But they treat me as Zhang Yinghan......"
After speaking, Mo Ran took a step and walked with difficulty towards the red Ferrari parked not far away.
She had been tossed by the cold wind all night, and it was a miracle that she could stand now.
Leng Feng reached out and tried to grab her arm, but as soon as his hand was extended, he stopped.
What else did he have to touch this scarred girl?
Mo Ran had a lot of bruises on his body, all of which were caused by his madness.
Leng Feng stood in place, staring at Mo Ran's back, his heart almost stopping beating uncomfortably.
The pain of falling out of love, the regret of doing something wrong, all of these weighed on his heart, making him almost unable to breathe.
Mo Ran finally got into the car, she didn't look at the cold wind standing in place, just started the engine directly and drove away.
No one knows why she came back, or why she came to the bar.
However, on the rainy night last night, she helped the cold wind up in time, otherwise the cold wind was likely to drown in the water.
It's just that Leng Feng did something to her that she couldn't do unrecoverably in her life.
Fate is really good at playing tricks on people.