Chapter 37: Match Heaven

"Walking in the cold and snowy night sky, selling matches to feed my dreams. ”

With Bao Shiyi's first moving singing, countless emotions appeared, either melancholy, or moved, or sad, gradually filled, and the scene was eroded little by little with the singing.

"Step by step frozen, step by step lonely. ”

"The cold of human affection freezes my hands. ”

is such a shallow chanting and low singing, it can be said that as soon as Bao Shiyi's clear voice came out, it instantly touched everyone's hearts. There is no superb showmanship, nothing to do with luxurious melodies, it is such a piercing melody and words, leading the crisp notes to impact the heart again and again.

Yu silently began to sting people's hearts, pure and clean, clean and heartbreaking.

The whole scene fell silent.

They all know the story of "The Little Match Girl", and more importantly, not long ago, Bingcheng revealed that the five boys who hid in the garbage can to avoid the cold and keep warm almost died, and when they heard the first sentence of the lyrics, the people on the scene easily thought of the cold thing.

The cold is not only because of the cold wave, but because of the cold heart and the cold of human feelings.

"A pack of matches burns my heart. ”

"You can't stop yourself on a cold night. ”

"The wind pierced my face, and the snow cut my mouth. ”

……

A cold white light hit him, and on the empty stage, there was only Bao Eleven.

Bao Eleven closed his eyes, with tears in his eyes, his face full of tears, just sitting alone on the stage playing the guitar and singing this song.

For some reason, Bao Shiyi felt a sadness in his heart, he was similar to the little girl selling matches in the story, and the child in the Bingcheng garbage can, He Zeng, who was abandoned since he was a child, grew up in an orphanage, was born with six fingers, and the most important thing is that he didn't live to be eighteen years old.

The voice was clear and lonely, and Bao Shiyi felt more and more lonely and helpless.

He himself fell into a sad mood, but he did not lose the stability of his singing, it should be said that it was this sad mood that really made Bao Shiyi sing the sadness that this "Match Heaven" should have.

How desperate must you be to think about revenge on society?

How lonely should you be to hide Six Fingers for many years?

How painful should it be to laugh and say that you can live?

How much desire should we have to hate and never forget?

Bao Shiyi's voice trembled slightly, and he began to be a little hoarse, he knew very well why he sometimes turned black and shrouded in negative energy, because he was Bao Shiyi.

That's also his inner world, where he experiences everything and hides everything.

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The audience listened to Bao Shiyi's sad performance, their eyes were already red, and the huge auditorium was very quiet, only the clear voice was singing lonely.

The sound was like a cold wind, gradually freezing the hearts of everyone at the scene, making people chill.

It was a chill, they hadn't experienced it, but they knew, they knew that the five boys had almost died in a brand new dumpster, and they knew what the harshest word in the world was.

Those four words "garbage in" made their whole body cold, and their hearts were like knives.

……

"Somebody is going to buy my matches. ”

"Someone will kindle all the hopes. ”

"Somebody to buy my loneliness. ”

"Someone who fulfills my call to home. ”

……

There won't be!

It won't be before!

There won't be any one in the future!

He lives in this world superfluously, the fate of abandonment, no matter how long he has to drag his feet, he is still a person.

He could only light the match again and again, looking in the illusion again and again, and Bao Eleven knew very well that when the match went out, he was accompanied only by cold and pain.

After the chorus, the climax came, and Bao Shiyi's clear voice became vicissitudes, as if it was full of endless sad past, and countless pains were about to come out.

There was a "sting" sound, and a match lit up.

It was like a wound that tore open deep in everyone's heart.

The light was blood-red, with pain, with despair, with an unattainable longing.

"Every time I light a match, there is a faint glow. ”

"See hope, see dreams. ”

"I saw my mother in heaven speak. ”

……

"She said, you have to be brave, you have to be strong. ”

"Don't be afraid, don't panic. ”

"So that you don't have to wander again. ”

……

There was a "stab" sound, and another match was struck.

Just ignite it, burn it!

Burn everything and then everything will die!

Xu Wanqing sat under the stage, looking at the table on the stage, only to feel that the cold hairs on her body stood up, covered her mouth, and tried not to cry.

But she felt so lonely and so sad, and listened to the song like this, and cried so much.

She always remembers what Bao Shiyi once said, "The world kisses me with pain, and I repay it with a song".

What will happen to them when the whole world has abandoned him, when the world has abandoned those five boys.

Whether it is freezing to death or suffocating.

Either way, it seems that only the way to die is different.

Every lyric was so heavy, the heavy sadness weighed down Xu Wanqing, her heart was very painful, it was really uncomfortable, that kind of unspeakable sadness appeared like that, piercing her heart over and over again, making her cry.

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Lin Ge didn't cry, no matter how uncomfortable it was, his eyes were just red, he just clenched his fists, clenched tightly, kept clenching again, even if his nails got into the flesh, even if the joints were trembling, he didn't let go.

Because only in this way can his heart feel good and make him forget the wounds on his body.

If you die, you may be able to be liberated, so that you will no longer wander in pain.

But he will never die when the match is extinguished, he will definitely live, no matter how cold and painful it is.

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Many people at the scene listened to this song and looked at that person, and their hearts were so painful that they couldn't breathe, because they didn't care, they didn't sell the match, they only had heartache.

When they look at that story and know that the five boys, listening to Bao Eleven sing this song now, they can only be sad as a bystander,

Seeing Bao Shiyi on the stage crying like rain, they also cried a mess.

……

"Mom took you by the hand and came home. ”

"Sleep in a paradise of warm flowers. ”

……

When the music stops abruptly, the guitar chords slowly fade, like the match, and the shimmer finally disappears.

Then it ended, and the song was finished.

Bao Shiyi opened his eyes, the light flashed, there was a moment of trance, he raised his head slightly, his eyes closed slightly, the white light was cold and very dazzling.

It's as if something happened, but as if nothing had happened.

The scene was quiet.

It was quiet.

Because when the last match is extinguished, all the good things are gone, leaving only a matchstick and a broken heart.

Someone's heart is dead.