Chapter 837: Shackles
Zhai Yu stood under the shower, letting the water hit her back, she buried her face in her hands, and the watery hair covered her shoulders and neck, only at this time could she feel her heart slowly calm.
She knew what Yuan and Sword Spirit wanted to ask, but she couldn't do anything.
She used to hate Han Xu so much, and she wanted to shoot him to death, but she suddenly felt that she was so ridiculous.
In fact, I have always been unable to let go of the gloomy student days, because I can't let go of my attachment to my mother and self-blame, because I have always been angry about not being admitted to the ideal school in the college entrance examination.
These things made her go crazy, she was like a walker with a huge burden on her back, every step forward was so difficult, she had to find an exit, and this exit was Han Xu.
All her misfortunes will be equated with this person in her subconscious, this is the shackles in her heart, and that hatred is the rusty iron lock on the shackles.
When he told himself that he had seen himself a long time ago, he had known his name a long time ago, but at that time he didn't know how to express his young emotions, and in the end it turned into a disaster.
That boy had always liked a girl, but in the wrong way.
That's not a scumbag's contempt for a scholar, nor is it a kind of revenge and suppression, it's just really in the wrong way.
Zhai Yu suddenly laughed and cried again.
After many years, she could finally laugh and wave goodbye.
She admired that she didn't cry when she heard all this from Han Xu, but nodded lightly: "The past is over." Who's young is not ridiculous, I don't mind anymore, and you don't have to feel guilty anymore. Actually, you didn't owe me anything all the time. ”
This time they all had the words in their hearts, including her incomprehension and his apology.
She thought that this time she could finally let go of everything and be frank with him: it's over!
But he clasped her hand: "I won't let go!"
She didn't know what he was going to do, how he was going to end it. She could treat the absurdity of those years as a farce, or she could take the kidnapping involving the sword spirit as a misunderstanding, but he still refused to let go.
She was so tired, the shackles in her heart were opened, and the burden on her shoulders was removed, but the sudden relief did not relieve her, and an invisible thread was just tugging. She felt like a bird imprisoned in a glass house, and she could see clearly, but she couldn't find a way out.
Forget each other in the rivers and lakes, when you never know each other, isn't it?
Zhai Yu nested in the bathtub and straightened his body, only in this way would the cold in his heart be relieved a little.
"Are you okay?" I don't know when Xiang Yuan and Zhao Jianling were already squatting in front of her.
"I'm fine. Zhai Yu smiled hard.
"Then come out quickly, it's not good to wash it for too long. "The garden is worried.
The sword spirit still wanted to ask something, but he was still stopped by the garden, and some things were written on Yu's face, so there was no need to ask anything at all......
After staying in Shanghai for three years, Zhai Yu's vacation was exhausted and they had to go back.
When parting, Xiang Yuan specially instructed Zhao Jianling to take care of Panpan, not to let her be angry, not to directly talk to Mrs. Duan, and to be smart.
The sword spirit understood what she meant, reassured her, and at the same time asked her to take care of the Lan family brothers and sisters. Now that the Lan family is in a mess, Lan Shaoqi doesn't understand anything, and he can't do anything except be snatched up like a child and used as a chess piece.
She was worried but couldn't help, so she could only be in vain.
Yuan smiled and patted her on the shoulder: "Don't think about it, let's take care of this side first! The farce will always end in a while, and Zheng Manlin will be cocooned sooner or later." ”
Then he turned and went to the gate.
Zhai Yu was still not at ease: "Do you really leave the sword spirit behind?"
Xiang Yuan smiled: "Yes, this time I came to Shanghai to see Panpan and the child, and secondly, I must find a way to leave the sword spirit." In fact, I have already told Panpan about the situation, and this idea is still Panpan's mind. She's not so weak that she needs us to help her fight!"
Hearing this, Zhai Yu's heart was put down
"It's okay, you can go back and get married. Zhai Yu fastened his seat belt while he spoke.
The happiest of these sisters is Xiang Yuan now, but they know how many ups and downs she had before.
At least she can be happy, and they all hope that she can be happy forever, so that everyone will have peace of mind.
As soon as he got off the plane, he saw Cheng Hao waiting there from a distance, because he was so angry that he scolded because he only saw them: "Fu Xianlong, let you two come back by yourself?"
Yuan thought he was ridiculous: "Please, how old are we, you don't feel at ease when you take a plane." ”
"That guy is too uninteresting, I'll settle accounts with him when he comes back!" Cheng Hao was still indignant.
Zhai Yu covered her mouth and smiled: "You two talk slowly! Don't win the newlywed, I won't be a light bulb!"
Then he ran away on his own.
"This girl!" Yuan blushed, unable to react for a while, so she ran away like this.
"You're the most verbose! Now it's okay, Jade is gone by herself. I don't even know what kind of car she will take back!" Xiang Yuan angrily punched Cheng Hao twice.
"Okay, grandma, maybe she has other arrangements. Go home!" Cheng Hao didn't mention how happy he was, his wife finally came back, and he didn't have to stay alone in the empty room anymore.
……
Xiang Yuan sat on the dresser and went to his face to pat the lotion, and grabbed his hair with one hand to imitate the appearance of coiled hair.
"It's really getting stinky and beautiful......" Cheng Hao leaned over and kissed her hard in the ear.
Yuan put down his hair and blushed and said, "What nonsense, I'm just thinking about what hairstyle should I use when I get married." ”
Cheng Hao smiled: "I'm complimenting you, you're getting more and more feminine!
Yuan shook his head and said, "No, I'm quite satisfied." I hate it, don't mention this again!"
She is indeed more and more fond of looking in the mirror and liking skin care now, and it is really an involuntary instinct to be a woman who pleases herself.
Cheng Hao picked her up horizontally and screamed to the garden.
As soon as this guy entered the door, he threw himself down, causing his back to hurt now, and he still wanted to plot misdeeds at this time.
Cheng Hao smiled evilly: "It's just a chat, don't you be so lustful, okay?"
Yuan was so angry that he reached out and pinched him, and choked him to scream.
"Wife, I was wrong, I was wrong, can you be lighter!"
Xiang Yuan let go of him at this time, took a cushion and put it on his shoulder and half-leaned on his shoulder to talk to him.
"Brother Kun went back. Yuan became serious and said seriously.