Chapter 64: The Sorrow of Mo Lian
"You ......" Seeing that his own people were being despised in such a simple and rude way, the young man named Ah Hao was not very indignant and wanted to refute it, but after only saying one word of you, he suddenly paused, glared at Shen Molian fiercely, but couldn't say a word in his mouth. He also knew in his heart that what Shen Molian said was right, as far as the current situation was concerned, their ability was indeed not enough to enter the deepest part of the Blood Demon Valley, should they give up just yet?
"We are not afraid of death, as long as we can avenge Brother Yan, as long as we can save the head of the regiment, even if we die, what's the big deal. Ah Hao was deflated, Ozu, who had a good relationship with Ah Hao, stood up and said solemnly, there was a bit of stubbornness between his eyebrows, his words were rare and calm, his slightly raised eyes showed his determination, and a few simple words instantly provoked the blood of other mercenaries.
"Yes, we are not afraid of death. ”
"We don't shrank our heads into tortoises, and we don't run away. ”
"That's it, we must rescue the regimental leader!"
Lin Haoxue silently looked at the blood ignited by these young people in an instant, and watched them express their loyalty and courage one after another. It seems that everyone has forgotten their fears when facing death and the unknown. No, I haven't forgotten that there is still a residual fear in their eyes, but their expressions are strangely pious, and this kind of determination, that kind of death-defying behavior, is not a performance, but a real heart.
What kind of emotion is this? Obviously very scared, but he still wants to save his regiment leader, Lin Haoxue understands that these people are extremely unwise to act like this, but there is also a little more real admiration in his heart.
"Hmph, a bunch of self-righteous idiots. Shen Molian sneered, there was no mercy in her words at all, yes, she is Shen Molian, why should she show mercy to others?
"Why do you say that about us? Why do you call us stupid?" A thin and tall young man who looked a little weak in a group of relatively athletic mercenaries suddenly turned red, he looked at Shen Molian, there seemed to be a little spark in his eyes, and said word by word, "Didn't you see the painful look of Yanhe when he died? That Zhao Tianye is a demon, he deserves to die, and it is difficult to atone for his death, why can't we kill him, why can't we avenge Yanhe? Why can't we save our regiment leader?" Why, is it as you said to give up revenge and return the way you came, is that smart? Is it smart to stop and stop stealing? We are not uncommon to be clever!"
"Who is he?" Lin Haoxue glanced at the young man with an excited expression and a bloody accusation, and asked Mo Xuan in a low voice.
"His name is Sun Zhiwen, and he is Yanhe's best friend, and he and Yanhe joined Blizzard together. Mo Xuan also explained in a low voice, but this whisper was deliberately a little louder, just enough for Shen Molian, who was closer to Lin Haoxue, to hear it.
Lin Haoxue knew that anyone who saw her best friend die so tragically would be angry, right? Even she was so remorseful and angry, she understood Sun Zhiwen's mood at the moment. But although she and Shen Molian are comrades-in-arms, they have a tacit understanding that they will not interfere with each other, and she is not easy to dissuade at the moment, she only hopes that Shen Molian can be a little merciful for the sake of Sun Zhiwen's bereavement.
Mo Xuan's words, Shen Molian also heard it, she turned around, looked at Sun Zhiwen, and slowly met his gaze. Seeing Shen Molian's action, Lin Haoxue breathed a sigh of relief gently, she knew that Shen Molian would only look directly into his eyes if she really valued her, so she shouldn't say too much.
Shen Molian spoke, and her words made Lin Haoxue breathe a sigh of relief and suddenly froze, and swallowed back gently. Where is this merciless?
"Do you think that if you know that you are going to die, but still pounce on it, that is called bravery? Do you think that it is righteous to avenge your friends regardless of your life? Do you think that desperately trying to save your own regimental commander is called loyalty? Wrong, this is called selfishness! If you die, have you ever thought about what your friend Izumishita Youzhi will think? Won't the regimental commander who was rescued by you feel indebted in his heart? How can you make them feel embarrassed? Do you think they will be grateful to you, but wrong, they will always carry the cross of guilt and will never be liberated. Shen Molian's eyes gradually became cold, and every word was heartbroken, "Even if no one stops you, but to achieve your reputation of loyalty, righteousness and bravery, you must at least be able to kill Zhao Tianye and save your regiment leader, right? ”
Shen Molian turned her face away and looked straight ahead, everyone followed her line of sight, in that foggy place, there were two bodies of a mercenary, and half of the arms of another mercenary, Shen Molian looked there, in an angle that others could not see, the bottom of her eyes was as black as the night, deep and unfathomable, but the words were like knives:" But right now, as long as you walk forward ten zhang and don't need others to do anything, your body will crack, it may be two, it may be three, it may be four, you will die completely, until you die, you will not see Zhao Tianye, you will not see your regiment leader, you will not be able to do anything, you will be sent to death, just to die in vain. Your death doesn't mean anything, so you're still going? You're not stupid, what's it?"
As soon as Shen Molian's words fell, Sun Zhiwen suddenly covered his face with his hands, knelt down, and the tears that were originally in his eyes poured out, such a tall young man actually howled and cried in front of everyone, but no one laughed at him, everyone understood his feelings. Iwagawa is his best friend, and he has always supported each other in this mercenary group, and he is in pain when Iwagawa dies, but it is a hatred that supports him. And now, Shen Molian's words were like an ice blade, cutting off his boiling blood and his hope of revenge. His heart was disheartened at this moment.
"So what do I do? I can't kill him, I can't take revenge, I can't do anything? I'm not just an idiot, I'm a waste!"
A mercenary beside him immediately supported him who fell to his knees, glaring at Shen Molian angrily.
Shen Molian glanced coldly at Sun Zhiwen, who was crying bitterly, didn't say anything, and turned her gaze into the distance, where it was still foggy and she couldn't see anything, but she seemed to be looking at it very seriously. Her back looks a little lonely and cold, but it is more of a rich and indissolvable, suffocating sadness, there are too many heavy sorrows on her body, which makes everyone present feel extremely uncomfortable, a kind of sadness that is so heavy that it cannot be vented.
For a while, her voice was low, as if she was whispering to herself:
"You're just nothing, you've just lost one of your best friends, and you just can't get revenge for the time being. ”
Hearing her words, everyone couldn't help but look at her, even Sun Zhiwen stopped crying and looked at her.
Hearing Shen Molian say slowly, the sad atmosphere slowly drifted in the air, becoming thicker and thicker: "And I, my parents, my brothers and sisters, and my people...... , all of them are dead, they all die in front of me, the suffering before death is a hundred times more painful than Yanhe, seeing them so desperate, but I can't even kill them, give them a good time, I have to hide in their blood and pain. Because, I have to live, because they did everything to cover me. My enemy...... It's so powerful that you can't imagine it. I don't even know if there is a chance for revenge in this life, I have lost all my loved ones, and ...... Friend, I have to live, do you think that death is bravery? To live is to be truly brave. ”
After Shen Molian's words were finished, the atmosphere was shockingly quiet, and the atmosphere was terrifying and solemn. Everyone froze, even Sun Zhiwen stopped crying. Yes, compared to the desperate blood feud he carried, what is this sadness of his own?
Lin Haoxue never knew that a person's back could be so sad, so heavy, and strange that he could empathize with such sadness. She looked up at the foggy sky, and then, walking over gently, standing beside Shen Molian, holding her hand, just holding her hand, and didn't say anything. It seems that he wants to pass on his energy to her. Xu is Lin Haoxue's action, and the rich sadness on Shen Molian's body gradually stopped converging.
In the middle of the night, Lin Haoxue slowly lowered the hand holding Shen Molian and let it spread out little by little, and then, very slowly and seriously, wrote a word in the palm of her hand:
I.
Shen Molian clearly felt every stroke of this word, it was a gentle and firm guard, and it was the determination to share the same hatred, Lin Haoxue had stopped the movements in her hand, and she seemed to be able to feel the tenderness in her palm.
raised her eyes and saw Lin Haoxue's eyes looking at her intently, her eyes were full of friendship with her, which was understanding, understanding, tolerance, determination to work hand in hand, and courage to fight with the sky.
Yes, I still have you, I am not alone in this world, I am not alone in facing those enemies that are difficult for people to resist. What am I afraid of?
Shen Molian suddenly smiled, and held Lin Haoxue's hand back, this smile seemed to be a hundred flowers blooming in the gloomy Blood Demon Valley, a little unexpected, but more brave and confident in fighting against the harsh environment, those sad atmospheres were swept away, "Yes, and you." ”
"Of course. Lin Haoxue also smiled, her smile was unusually bright, like a spring breeze blowing in the cold winter, it was understanding, gentleness, tolerance, and companionship, she had already said that she would accompany Shen Molian to face the terrifying enemy. A gentleman promises, she must keep her promises, besides, Shen Molian is her only true friend in this world.
Friends are guards, companions, supports, solidarity, hand in hand, trust, and never betrayal.