"Yes. Mu Xiyan responded dryly, and urged: "Hurry up, I have to take you out tonight, we only have one night." ”

Seeing Jiang Danqiu holding the paper and taking another step forward, wanting to say something, she directly took the first step to speak: "I know very well what I am doing, I don't need you to remind me again and again, as long as you keep it in mind as soon as possible, it is the best reward for me!"

Jiang Danqiu's lips trembled, she didn't know what to say, she couldn't refuse the things in her hands.

These thin sheets of A4 paper recorded in great detail the difficulties and obstacles that Mu Xiyan encountered when integrating into the exercises, as well as some other ways to integrate the exercises that she thought of later.

Other ways to integrate are what Mu Xiyan specially thought of for her!

Jiang Danqiu took a deep breath, took a step forward and hugged Mu Xiyan, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xiyan, I can't say those very beautiful and touching words, you just have to remember, no matter where I am, as long as you say a word, I will fly over immediately." ”

Feeling the wetness on his shoulder, Mu Xiyan nodded: "I'll remember, have you remembered clearly?"

Jiang Danqiu snorted, raised his hand to wipe the wetness from his face, and tried to make himself look more natural: "I have memorized it clearly, every word is imprinted in my mind." ”

"Good. Mu Xiyan tore the paper in her hand into several large pieces and put it in the bowl, then lit the lighter.

The firelight was imprinted on Mu Xiyan's fair and delicate face, which became more and more beautiful, and Jiang Danqiu was stunned for a while.

"What's wrong?" Mu Xiyan asked puzzledly, the gaze that fell on his body was too strong, and it was difficult to ignore it.

Jiang Danqiu came back to his senses, thought about it, and still asked, "Why?" Why did she suddenly become so indifferent and so alienated from her?

Mu Xiyan took the paper hand for a moment, fell silent, and did not suddenly come back to his senses until the flame on the paper was about to burn his fingers, and threw the paper that was about to burn out into the iron bowl without panic. Watch as she is consumed in flames, burning to ashes.

Jiang Danqiu looked at Mu Xiyan persistently, she had to give her an answer, she cared about her so much, but alienated her and ignored her, was there anything she couldn't say?

"It's definitely what Tang Xinyue told you before she died, otherwise you wouldn't be like a different person since that night. ”

Mu Xiyan lowered her eyes and looked at the flames that were getting darker and darker, her expression was stunned, and after a while, she came back to her senses and said in a tone that seemed to be considering: "Danqiu, if a difficult thing is placed in front of you, and it is accompanied by a danger of life, what will you choose?"

"Then it depends on what happens. Jiang Danqiu replied. "If there is a reason to do it, then even if you fight for your life, you have to do it, if you still have hesitation in your heart, then don't do it. ”

Mu Xiyan smiled slightly, looking at Jiang Danqiu's eyes, it was extremely bitter, "I am the former, this thing I want to do not only does not have a one percent chance of winning, but also affects the people around me-"

"So you're alienating me, are you?" Jiang Danqiu interrupted Mu Xiyan's words, anxious and angry: "Then have you asked me how I feel?" We are good friends, good friends should share blessings and difficulties, you just pushed me away, have you ever thought about my thoughts?"

Jiang Danqiu's questioning was like a net, trapping Mu Xiyan firmly, she looked at Jiang Danqiu in a daze, her head was blank.

"Xiyan, do you know? In the past, I always felt that I was superfluous in living in the world, and I was born to atone for my sins. Like a machine without any emotion, it was you who rescued me and let me know that it was such a happy thing to be a 'human', and I tried to change, and at that time I was thinking, from now on, you Mu Xiyan is the only person in my life who can spare his life, but do you know?"

Jiang Danqiu wiped away the tears on his face, sobbed and continued: "After Tang Xinyue's death, your attitude towards me has come to a 360-degree rotation, and I tortured myself to ask myself if I did something bad? Or is it because of what?"

"I want to ask you, but looking at your indifferent eyes, I can't speak, I can't speak......"

Jiang Danqiu's suppressed sobbing sound sounded in the room, a trace of it, entangled Mu Xiyan, and a thick self-blame came to his heart.

just knew that Jiang Danqiu would give up his life for her, so she alienated her, Jiang Danqiu had a better life, what she had to do was so dangerous, why drag Jiang Danqiu in?

Mu Xiyan just didn't expect Jiang Danqiu's emotions to be so intense.

She has never made friends in her previous life, she only walks by feeling, she is good to Jiang Danqiu, and she also follows her feelings, including the A4 paper she burned just now!

She felt that she was good to Jiang Danqiu, so she wanted to give it to her, she didn't want Jiang Danqiu to be implicated by her, so she pushed her away. Now seeing Jiang Danqiu in a deep grief, she asked herself: Did she do something wrong?

"I'm sorry. Mu Xiyan solemnly apologized.

Jiang Danqiu covered his nose with a tissue and buzzed, "I don't accept your apology." ”

All right!

Mu Xiyan silently handed over the tissue again, "It's okay if you don't forgive me, but don't cry, we don't have much time, it's time to go!"

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The bleak moonlight shrouded the forest, and the thick branches of the bowl crisscrossed overhead, like rattans the thickness of a baby's arm, entrenched on the branches, like a poisonous snake hiding in the shadows and biting you at any time!

Mu Xiyan and Jiang Danqiu were walking in the dark forest with flashlights, and a cool wind blew, and Jiang Danqiu felt that the hairs on his backbone stood up. She swallowed and grabbed Mu Xiyan's arm, trying to divert her attention.

"Xiyan, do you spend every night looking for the lair of the beast in the forest with Mentor Yan?"

Mu Xiyan hummed softly: "Sometimes I go into the water, but most of the time it's in the forest." ”

"That'...... Aren't you afraid?"

"I'm scared at first, but when your life is threatened, you won't be afraid. Mu Xiyan replied lightly.

Jiang Danqiu smiled awkwardly: "Yes, I-" The voice behind her was choked into her throat.

Mu Xiyan was a little strange how Jiang Danqiu spoke, as if someone had choked her throat in the middle of speaking, and stopped halfway, so she looked at her and saw her looking at a certain place with a dull expression.

Following Jiang Danqiu's line of sight, the corners of Mu Xiyan's mouth bent with a mischievous arc: "Danqiu, are you afraid?"

Jiang Danqiu tightened the flashlight in his hand and nodded: "A little." ”

"What's there to be afraid of? You haven't killed a ferocious beast, so why are you afraid of this little poisonous snake?"

"That's not a glance!" Jiang Danqiu retorted.

"What's the difference?" Mu Xiyan pursed the corners of her mouth and continued to ask.