"Why?" Zhang Yinghan asked subconsciously. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"I can't get used to it, I know they're good to me, but I still can't subconsciously adapt to it. Maybe I'm used to my master, even though they are my biological parents, but I still prefer my master more. ”

Leng Feng leaned back on the sofa, he found that he wanted to talk to Zhang Yinghan about this, maybe it was because he hadn't talked to anyone for a long time, and now he found an outlet.

He rarely talks to Mo Ran about this matter, usually Mo Ran takes the initiative to find a topic, and Leng Feng will talk to her.

But it's a little different from Zhang Yinghan, Leng Feng likes to confide in her, even now, the two are no longer a couple......

"Your parents love you as much as your master, you should have more contact with them, and maybe it will be better to get acquainted with them. Zhang Yinghan patiently persuaded.

With the topic, there was no longer any embarrassment in the communication between the two, and the two temporarily forgot the past.

"By the way, you haven't ordered coffee yet. Zhang Yinghan then remembered that Leng Feng had been sitting here for so long, and he hadn't ordered a drink.

Today, the waiter at the café is not working, and the whole store is busy with a cashier and a barista.

"It's okay, I'm not thirsty. Leng Feng said.

But Zhang Yinghan still stood up, and she asked, "If you want something to drink, I'll help you get it." ”

"Just have a cup of coffee, it doesn't matter. ”

"Good. Zhang Yinghan replied and walked briskly to the barista at the front desk.

Leng Feng subconsciously turned around to look at her back, only to see that although her steps were fast, they were very steady.

The people in the café were subconsciously attracted by Zhang Yinghan's back, both men and women, they were all amazed by Zhang Yinghan's appearance.

Looking at the girl who used to be his girlfriend, Leng Feng's heart twitched slightly, he didn't know what kind of face to use to face this girl he once loved deeply.

He always wanted to appear calm and relaxed in front of Zhang Yinghan, but to maintain such an appearance, it took a lot of energy from the cold wind.

Leng Feng is not an actor, he can't be too perfect.

After a while, Zhang Yinghan walked back quickly, she sat back on the opposite side of the cold wind, and said, "Wait for the barista to send it over, I ordered a cup of American coffee for you, is it okay?"

Leng Feng shrugged his shoulders and looked indifferent, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Zhang Yinghan gave a soft sigh of gratitude, and then the atmosphere became quiet.

The two of them didn't say anything more, and they didn't continue on the topic they had just had.

If the two are still in love, they will definitely look at each other with a smile.

But now the two are no longer a couple, they can no longer get along as they once were, and now they are facing the embarrassment of not having a topic, but they don't know what to say.

At this time, Ling Mo's voice came from the radio, and she said while eating: "Leng Feng, I just finished flipping through Z's system, and there is no record, now I am looking through the dynasty's system and see if I can find something." ”

Leng Feng hurriedly pressed the radio in his left ear and whispered, "Okay, thank you for your hard work." ”

Seeing Leng Feng using the radio, Zhang Yinghan subconsciously asked, "How is it?"

"It's still investigating, and it's going to take a little time. Leng Feng put down his hand, showed a hint of a smile and said, "Looking for a person with special abilities is not like looking for ordinary people, it is much more difficult to find, so wait a little longer." ”

"Well, it's okay, there's no hurry. ”

Leng Feng exhaled, he gritted his teeth, and couldn't help asking, "Actually, I want to know why you want to see your father so much? If you want to know why he left you and your mother, the story told in the notebook is already very clear." ”

Indeed, Leng Feng was more curious about this, and he wanted to know why Zhang Yinghan wanted to see her father so much.

Zhang Yinghan didn't answer immediately, but instead asked Leng Feng a question first, "Leng Feng, when you were young, did you think about your biological parents?

Leng Feng did not pause, nor did he hesitate, and replied directly: "No, I have never dreamed of it." My master always asked me if I had any, and I answered no, I never cared who my biological parents were, and if they hadn't come to me, I probably wouldn't have gone to them in my life. ”

His answer made Zhang Yinghan a little speechless, and after a while she said, "That's still you who are more special." ”

At this time, the barista came over with a cup of Americano, he carefully put the coffee in front of the cold wind, and then smiled and said, "Sir, please use it slowly." ”

Today's cafes are less crowded and the waiters don't work, so customers have to go to the coffee counter and talk to the barista in person, and the barista or cashier will bring the coffee to them.

In the past, the waiter would take the initiative to ask each customer what they wanted to drink, but today's coffee drinkers are not treated like this.

After the barista left, Leng Feng reached out and took the cup, put it to his lips and took a sip.

The coffee is just the right temperature to not look hot, but it doesn't look cold either.

Although the service today was not very good, the coffee was quite good.

"When I was a child, I lived in the mountains, and I didn't have much contact with the outside world, and the only person I had contact with was my master. So I didn't have much idea about the word parents, although my master always asked me if I wanted to go to my biological parents, and she said that she would help me find them, but I always refused, I was afraid that if I found my biological parents, I would have to leave my master's side. ”

"Later, when the master died, I didn't have the idea of going to my parents, and it didn't matter much to me whether they existed, so I concentrated on my mission in the dark and lived a very chic life.

After speaking, Leng Feng showed a smile towards Zhang Yinghan and took another sip of coffee.

"But I'm different. Zhang Yinghan bit her lip lightly, and she said helplessly: "I have lived in a single-parent family since I was a child, and I never knew who my father was, and I was always bullied at school, and they said that I was a wild child without a father. At that time, I had no one to talk to, and my mother was always on a business trip, rarely caring about me, and never asking me what I was going through. ”

"At that time, I really wanted to meet my father, hoping that he would stand up and protect me so that I could tell my classmates out loud that I had a father. But whenever I asked my mom who my father was, she always beat me, scolded me, and told me not to mention that person. ”

"Then I gradually stopped asking in front of her, I was used to hiding in the quilt and crying alone, I always showed a very strong appearance in front of her, but she didn't know, I still wanted to know in my heart, who my father was, whose child I was. ”

"Cold Wind, I'm so grateful for you coming to help me, I just want to know who my father is, and I want to know what kind of person he is. And...... If I had the chance, I would like to meet him and ask him if he remembers my mom and knows that he has a daughter in this world. ”

After saying that, Zhang Yinghan showed a smile towards Leng Feng, her smile could make a brutal person put down the butcher knife, and Leng Feng's heart slowly calmed down, and he suddenly felt the urge to go up and hug her.

However, the cold wind is well controlled, because he and Zhang Yinghan are not a couple now, he is a person who has a girlfriend.

Every strong person hides an unknown sad face under the exterior.

Leng Feng didn't know that Zhang Yinghan's past was so bumpy, and she was able to show so strong, because she experienced too much sadness when she was a child.

"We all have times of sadness and despair, but only when we are brave enough to face them do we know how strong we are. Leng Feng put his hand on the table, he looked at Zhang Yinghan and said, "You are better than me, you are stronger than me, and you are braver than me." ”

"No...... I wasn't strong at all, I always wanted to be a good person, but at the end of the day I realized that I wasn't a good person at all......"

"Yinghan!" Leng Feng interrupted Zhang Yinghan's words, and he said word by word: "There are no purest good people in this world, and there are no purest bad people, we will all go the wrong way, but as long as we turn back in time, everything is nothing." ”

"You stop thinking about stressing yourself out, just relax and take a deep breath. Leng Feng exhaled, then leaned back on the sofa, staring at Zhang Yinghan, who was a little out of control.

Zhang Yinghan looked at the cold wind a little confused, and then closed his eyes and took a deep breath as he said.

Leng Feng gritted his teeth, he didn't know how to comfort people, he couldn't even comfort himself, let alone comfort others.

"It's time for you to relax. Leng Feng looked at Zhang Yinghan, who closed his eyes, and said slowly: "Are you always busy with work and have never had a good rest?"

Zhang Yinghan opened his eyes, then nodded lightly and said, "Well, I spend most of my time in the company. ”

"I knew it. Leng Feng patted his head helplessly, feeling a little dissatisfied with Zhang Yinghan's life, and said, "You will only exhaust yourself like this, and you won't get any benefits." ”

"Star Group has always supported your company, if you need it, I can ask them to send a person with rich management experience to your company to help, you can give yourself a good vacation, or leave the company to someone else to take care of, you just need to sit and collect money." ”

"You really don't have to keep yourself busy, it doesn't do you any good. ”

Listening to Leng Feng's persuasion, Zhang Yinghan bit her lip lightly, and only after Leng Feng finished speaking, she said slowly: "But only if I keep myself busy, my life will not seem so dull......

Cold Wind: "............"

Life is not complicated, it is us who are complicated.

Sometimes, we let go of our dignity, let go of our individuality, and let go of our stubbornness, all just because of ...... Can't let go of one person.