Chapter 394: Not Ready

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March 5, 2023.

As a movie "Me Against Cancer" that was launched not long ago, it attracted countless attention, followed by a new "Preparation", it can be said that the first and last two stories really stabbed netizens and readers, especially hard and deep.

gave a date, followed by a slap, and there is nothing deeper than such a hurt.

But no matter how deep the damage is, Bao 11 is like a poison, which really makes people addicted, and the poison that can't be quit is getting deeper and deeper.

This is how popularity and topics have always been high.

Now it is such a popular Bao Shiyi, who plans to set off from Liucheng to Pengcheng.

Originally, a person planned to visit Shen Ming in a low-key manner, and he didn't want this matter to be known to everyone, but it was obvious that Bao Shiyi had underestimated his popularity at all.

It should be said that Bao Shiyi, an absolutely popular and popular student, is a real national brother, and he really can't be regarded as a passerby and ignore the past while wearing a mask and hat.

"Eleven, can you sign my name?"

From the time Bao Shiyi appeared at the airport, someone had already recognized Bao Shiyi, and this recognition really triggered a chain reaction, more and more people surrounded him, and it was really surround Bao Shiyi, a big star, and it was difficult to move an inch at all.

"Eleven, eleven! I like you so much. ”

"Eleven, can you sign it?"

"Eleven, be sure to sign me, Eleven, I love you!"

It's such a voice that keeps appearing in Bao Shiyi's ears. The surroundings are becoming more and more crowded, more and more people surround him, touch him, pull him, take pictures of him, video him, all of them are very crazy.

For such a situation, Bao Shiyi said that he was very helpless, he was already wearing a hat, a mask, and full of arms, but he was still recognized, and such a result was also something he didn't expect at first.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to catch a plane right now, I really don't have time. ”

"Don't squeeze it, be careful, I'm really catching a plane. ”

Bao Shiyi said these words, which could only make some people slow down, but it was still very difficult.

Fortunately, the airport got the news and quickly asked the security guards to come over to maintain order, otherwise Bao 11 didn't know if he could board the plane smoothly.

Finally got on the plane, Bao Shiyi looked out the window, but his heart was calm, and he didn't have the madness of being surrounded at the airport just now, because he didn't know what kind of mood he should bring to see Shen Ming.

……

A series of news triggered by Bao Shiyi's appearance at the airport soon appeared on the Internet, and what made countless netizens and fans sigh was that Bao Shiyi appeared at the airport alone, and he didn't know where Bao Shiyi was going, why he was alone, and he didn't even have an assistant by his side.

How to say that Bao Shiyi's identity and status are absolute first-line, there is only one person by his side, and being surrounded by fans like that really surprised countless media netizens.

However, it is obvious that the abilities of netizens and fans are endless, coupled with the revelations of the media paparazzi, netizens soon knew why Bao Shiyi appeared at the airport alone.

Because Bao 11 was going to Pengcheng to visit Shen Ming.

"Touched, although Bao Shiyi is very good at writing sadistic stories, there is no doubt that he is really a warm man, the only good man in this circle. ”

"It's really warm, if Shen Ming knew, he would definitely be very moved. ”

"Eleven is warm, but I just want to say that this time I cried when I read his latest "Preparation", and my head hurt, and I really cried to death. ”

……

"It's better to find an assistant around Eleven, no matter what, someone should accompany you, otherwise you will be surrounded by fans, and you don't know what will happen. ”

"It turns out that Eleven is going to visit Shen Ming, I really envy Shen Ming, I envy him, Bao Eleven has done so much for him. If Eleven could do so much for me, I would be willing to die. ”

Such brain-dead words have been approved by countless people, but the netizens who said these words don't know how ridiculous their pale and childish words are.

What does envy of a patient with advanced liver cancer mean behind such envy?

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Liucheng, Nanzhong Street.

Xu Wanqing was a little surprised that Bao Eleven, a full-time dad, would not be at home, and couldn't help but ask Zhou Yun: "Eleven, not at home, where did he go?"

"Go to Pengcheng to see Shen Ming. ”

Shen Ming?

Xu Wanqing was stunned when she heard Zhou Yun mention this name, and immediately thought of who Shen Ming was, it should be said that there are many netizens who know the name Shen Ming on the Internet now, obviously because of Bao Shiyi's "Me Fighting Cancer", and the current "Preparation".

Zhou Yun glanced at the smile beside him, and said in a low voice: "The situation on Shen Ming's side is not good, Shen Ming hopes to see Bao Shiyi one last time, and Eleven will naturally not refuse, and now he plans to take a plane to Pengcheng." ”

See Bao Eleven at the end?

Xu Wanqing was instantly frozen by the words Zhou Yun said, and the thoughts kept going through her mind, obviously she knew very well what this sentence meant, sat directly beside Zhou Yun, and asked eagerly: "Is this really the case?

Although at the beginning, when Shen Ming said on Weibo that he had advanced liver cancer, it can be said that almost everyone had this idea in their minds, but although the thought has appeared, it may not necessarily happen, because there is another word called "miracle".

However, it is now obvious that in Xu Wanqing's ears, the word "miracle" does not appear in Shen Ming's life dictionary.

What does it mean to see each other for the last time, and then there will be no more after that one?

Xu Wanqing's heart became heavy when she thought of this, looking at Zhou Yun, waiting for Zhou Yun's answer.

However, the answer is actually known by Xu Wanqing in her heart.

Xu Wanqing saw Zhou Yun nodded, and for some reason remembered the "Preparation" she had just finished reading before, just like the ending she knew from the beginning, but it was so cruel and sadistic, no matter how much hope and warmth were used to decorate that ending, in the end, her mother died.

To die is a cruel thing, to be miserable and sad for the living, and to be nothing for the dead.

Never see each other again, never know anything more, will not appear, only memories remain, and that thin memory will fade away in time, maybe it will be forgotten in the end, and it will disappear in the end.

Although it is a stranger, although it is said that people will die every moment in this world, but even so, after Xu Wanqing knew about it, her mood was very uncomfortable and indescribably depressed.

Perhaps, tomorrow she will forget, but at the moment she is really sad for that stranger.

Preparing to die is really not a story, but a naked, cold, cruel reality, she can't imagine what it would be like if such a thing happened to her, what would happen to her, and now she already felt very sad.

"Zhou Yun, Shen Ming, he's still so young......"

Yes, he's still so young, but why is he going to die......

Zhou Yun sighed, her mood was also very heavy and uncomfortable, but this is the reality, whether she wants it or not, she has to accept it and face it.

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Pengcheng, Municipal People's Hospital.

Inpatient unit.

"Eleven, thank you so much, thank you for being able to come, and thank you for what you have done for our family Shen Ming, thank you very much. ”

Shen Ming's mother took Bao Shiyi's hand and kept thanking, this gratitude is from the heart, really very grateful, you must know that Bao Shiyi is not only responsible for all the medical expenses of Shen Ming's treatment, but also specially made a movie for Shen Ming, just to hope that Shen Ming can live and not choose suicide.

If it weren't for Eleven, Shen Ming might have been a cold corpse now, lying in the cold graveyard.

But even so, her son could not be saved in the end.

"No, Auntie, don't say that. ”

Bao Shiyi was actually very ashamed of Shen's mother's thanks, because he didn't do anything at all, especially now that Shen Ming is like this, he may just let Shen Ming's life go through a period of pain at the end and then die.

Shen's mother's eyes were red, she took Bao Shiyi's hand, and was about to say something, but Shen Ming's friend on the side stepped forward and comforted Shen's mother with a smile, and motioned for Bao Shiyi to hurry in and talk to Shen Ming.

You must know that it is now Shen Ming who wants to see Bao Eleven.

Mother Shen wiped her tears, tried not to cry, nodded again and again, and as soon as she entered the door, she smiled and said to the person lying on the hospital bed: "Shen Ming, Eleven has come to see you." ”

Shen Ming, who was lying on the hospital bed, was wearing a hat, his face was pale and haggard, different from Bao Shiyi's weak appearance after chemotherapy in the movie "I Fight Cancer", now Shen Ming is even more haggard and desperate, and the smile of surprise in his eyes looks even more sour and uncomfortable.

Obviously, Shen Ming was very surprised that Bao Shiyi really came, and he came over so quickly.

In fact, he hesitated at the beginning whether he should say something to Bao Shiyi, after all, Bao Shiyi should be very busy now, and he was also worried that it would trouble Bao Shiyi, but after all, he wanted to say something to Bao Shiyi face-to-face, so he asked his friend to privately message Bao Shiyi on Weibo.

But now that they met, Shen Ming didn't know what to say for a while.

"How are you feeling now?"

Bao Shiyi walked to the hospital bed and said with a smile: "What did the doctor say?" ”

Hearing that his idol came over and talked to him, and that this idol had done those things for himself, Shen Ming's face was full of smiles, he was very excited, and said with a smile: "I'm fine, very good, thank you so much, Eleven." ”

"I just, I just wanted to say thank you in person, but I didn't expect you to come. ”

Hearing Shen Ming's words, Bao Shiyi said with a smile: "Actually, it should be me to say thank you to you, thank you for always supporting me." ”

Obviously, no one present would know that Bao Shiyi's gratitude was sincere, because Shen Ming provided him with a lot of negative energy value, especially the negative energy value that Shen Ming was so desperate that he committed suicide before was really a lot and very considerable, otherwise Bao Shiyi would not have used Shen Ming's negative energy value to shoot "Me Against Cancer".

Hearing Bao Shiyi's words, Shen Ming seemed to have grasped the point, nodded again and again and said, "Eleven, I, I have always been your fan, and I like you very much." ”

"Although "Fighting Cancer" is for filming, but my favorite is "Malice", I like reasoning and suspense works very much, I have read all the works you wrote, not only the mystery stories, but I have also watched everything else, including the latest "Preparation" you wrote. ”

Bao Shiyi nodded and said, "I know." ”

When Shen Ming heard Bao Shiyi's words, he reacted instantly, at first because he told Bao Shiyi that when he finished reading all of Bao Shiyi's works, it would be when he died.

Now that he's done watching it, it's really time for him to die.

It turned out that this was all what he said before, and nothing has changed.

……

Shen Ming suppressed those thoughts in his heart, took off his hat with a smile, and said with a smile: "I am also bald now, and I shaved my head before I was hospitalized. ”

The smile was very weak, but it was full of joy, as if he was very proud of the fact that he had shaved his head.

"That's just like me. ”

Bao Shiyi smiled and took off his hat and touched his bald head.

There was a smile in the ward, Shen Ming's face did not face the panic and despair of death, although the smile was weak, it was very bright and bright, not at all like a dying person.

The whole person seems to be ready, calmly accepting everything.

But when everyone else went out and let Bao Shiyi and Shen Ming talk alone, the smile on Shen Ming's face gradually disappeared, and he looked at the door of the ward, the smile on his face was very reluctant.

"What to do, it's eleven, I'm going to die, I've finished reading your new "Preparation". ”

"I just said it's ready, it's ready. ”

As he spoke, Shen Ming's voice became choked, his eyes couldn't help but redden, and his hoarse voice made people feel uncomfortable, accompanied by a suppressed cry, and said in a low voice: "But, but in fact, I still don't want to die." ”

"Really, I really don't want to die. ”

"Why am I going to die?"

"Eleven, I'm so young, why am I going through all this? You know what? Chemotherapy is really painful, it's painful, it's so painful that I want to die, I really want it to be over, but it's like now...... Now I'm lying in a hospital bed, but I'm ...... I'm still alive, and I'm still glad I'm alive......"

"I'm glad you replied to my Weibo at that time, I'm glad I didn't commit suicide at that time, I'm still alive, I can still cry, I can laugh, and I can still be with Eleven...... Talk to Eleven you. ”

"Really, really thank you...... Eleven!"

Listening to Shen Ming's words and looking at Shen Ming's eyes with tears, Bao Shiyi felt that his heart was crushed by the big stone.

It really hurts, which makes him a little out of breath, and his heart is blocked and panicked.

He didn't know what to say to comfort Shen Ming and make Shen Ming feel better, or maybe he couldn't help Shen Ming no matter what he said, because he couldn't change Shen Ming's ending at all.

Movies are just movies after all, death will still come after all, stories are not reality after all, some stories are beautiful, and some stories are as cruel as reality.

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Bao Shiyi walked towards Shen Ming, stretched out his hand and gently wiped the tears on Shen Ming's face, his lips opened slightly, but he didn't know what to say, his throat seemed to be blocked.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't cry, just like it says in "Preparation", it looks miserable when I cry. ”

"It should be that I am going to die, the more I am about to die, the more scared I am in my heart, the more unwilling I am to die like this, I am really unwilling, eleven I am really unwilling. ”

Even though he was really in pain, very uncomfortable, desperate, and very frightened, he still suppressed it with his teeth in tears, just suppressed his cry, biting the white hospital gown on his body, only in this way could he not let himself cry so uncomfortably, cry so loudly, and not let his parents worry.

"But, Eleven......"

"I really, really don't want to...... Die!"

Shen Ming bit his clothes, curled up together, and shrunk on the white hospital bed, tears kept flowing on that pale and weak face, and he couldn't erase them.

The hoarse voice was like a desperate plea, a helpless death.

Bao Shiyi stood aside and couldn't do anything, and Shen Ming was not the only one who was unwilling.

"I'm still yet, not yet...... Get ready ......"

"I don't, I don't want to die......"

……

At the age of twenty-two, he is going to die.

No one will be ready.