Ms. Yin recalled with a melancholy face:

Before her husband left, he had a premonition that he was running out of time, so instead of staying in the hospital, he returned home. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

He supported his body and accompanied Dewen for three days.

On the first day, he had breakfast with Dewen, listened to Dewen play the piano, and watched him play football on the grass.

The next day, he couldn't hold on.

He was groggy, sometimes falling asleep, sometimes waking up, but even so, he still talked and talked with Dewen, who was sitting on the edge of the bed. He looked very happy and satisfied.

On the third day, he was in a coma for even longer. When he woke up, he looked at Dewen who was lying on the side of the bed, crying like a tearful man, so he gently stroked Dewen's head and comforted Dewen with his weak voice:

\'Don't be afraid. Although I can't move now, my heart is with you. It was so before, and it will be the same now.

I'll always be with you.

I love you, I love this home.

I was about to stop breathing, and because of that, I couldn't go anywhere. I will not leave you, and in the future, when you can't see me, feel it with your heart, and you will find that I am still here.

It's just that you can't see me.

Dear child, let me see your smile again. \'

Devon looked up, but the tears still flowed, and he tried to smile as he cried.

Father, just before his eyes, stopped breathing.

And I, too, lost my husband.

Since then, I've been out looking for work again.

Oh, I forgot to mention that when I was abroad, it was always my husband who worked outside the home, and I was at home with the kids and occasionally went out to do some odd jobs.

But after my husband died, the savings left were only enough for us to live for a while, and if I didn't work, sooner or later I would be empty, and I would have to pay off the mortgage on my house and send my children to the best music school.

All of this requires money.

I practiced my spoken English desperately and was no longer just dealing with the Chinese community.

I wake up early and return late, and I have to participate in training after work to improve my professional ability.

When I'm busy, I have extra part-time jobs in addition to my job.

But you know, it is not easy for a Chinese woman to work hard in a foreign country, I haven't worked for a few years, so I can only start from grassroots work.

As my son grows older, I spend less and less time at home.

Until one time, in order to get a better opportunity, I planned to move and change cities for work.

However, my decision to move was strongly opposed by him.

He insisted that his father was at home. He's not going anywhere.

I was anxious and tired, aggrieved, and shouted at him, 'That's your dad lied to you.' He had already left, gone. If he's here, let him help me. \'

As I spoke, I hid my face and began to sob.

Since then, he has never objected to me.

He agreed to move.

But there are fewer and fewer conversations between us.

When I arrived in a new city, I got a new job, and at work, I also met new men......"

Ms. Yin paused when she said the word "male" in front of Lu Ran, she felt that she was somewhat embarrassed to say this word in front of a young man, but she couldn't avoid the topic. She pondered for a moment how to describe it, and continued: "I have met a male friend who has been very helpful in my career and life, and I have not had a man in my life who cares about me for a long time. He's a divorced man, but what's wrong with me? Soon after, I started dating him. ”

Ms. Yin's face was a little shy, but she still looked at Lu Ran, and Lu Ran nodded, indicating that she understood what she meant, and she had a new partner.

"I had been in a relationship with him for a while, and during that time, I had been hesitating and hesitating whether to tell my son about it, how to tell him, and whether he would accept it.

was so entangled and hidden, but finally one day, on a street corner, he was discovered by Dewen.

My boyfriend drove me home and he saw me get out of a strange man's car, and we looked at each other.

I ran out of ideas, so I ran home and explained to him.

He didn't speak all the time, just sat there and listened to me.

After listening, he just turned his head and said to me, "Got it."

Since then, we've had even less conversation.

I'm usually busy, too. I can't talk to him for a few words a day.

I always felt that his attitude towards me was getting colder.

But I don't have much time for myself to think about it, and I don't dare to think about it, I can only comfort myself that when my children are older and have their own thoughts, they will become a little silent and rebellious, and my children should be the same.

We live like this, living peacefully and uneventfully, but we are becoming stranger and stranger.

I want to talk to him, just like I do with you, find a time, sit down and talk.

However, I'm afraid of ......"

Ms. Yin lowered her head and looked sad, Lu Ran could see that she was really scared.

"I'm afraid he'll be as silent as the last time, and won't even say a word of 'understood', but I'm afraid that he has a lot to say, and he won't suddenly stand up and point at me, saying that I have betrayed his father......"

Ms. Yin couldn't hold back any longer, and covered her face with her hands to cover her emotions at the moment.

She spoke of her fears, and her grief came to her heart like a flood that had burst its banks.

"I really miss it, I also want to go back to the past, who doesn't want to live a life in a complete family, warmly?

However, who would have expected that later, we said goodbye in advance.

Life has to go on, and I have to live.

Not only do I want to live, but I want my children to live too, to live better.

If you can be naïve and incompetent all your life, who wants to be strong and grow?

Why can't he understand, why can't he understand!"

Ms. Yin no longer hid her sadness, and her tears flowed from her fingers along the lines of her palms into her palms.

The problem has now become clear, Wong Dewen lost his father when he was a child, he is too attached to his past family life, and there is a serious communication barrier between him and his mother.

However, these are not the issues that Lu Ran is concerned about at the moment, he is concerned about Ms. Yin's emotions and feelings.

I have to say that Ms. Yin's emotions and experiences aroused Lu Ran's sympathy and shock.

He was shocked by the strong character and hard-working spirit of the woman in front of him.

His heart gave birth to admiration and admiration.

Lu Ran believes that the top priority now is not to solve the contradiction between Ms. Yin and her son, he had better let Ms. Yin realize how difficult it is for her, she is a great mother who has made sacrifices, this is the confidence and confidence she should have. (To be continued.) )