The two of them talked for a while under the porch, and then they each braved the rain and returned to their rooms. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

When Chen Suqing returned to the room, Baoqi was still talking to Chen Subing, and when she came in, she hurriedly said, "Why don't you take an umbrella, this autumn rain, if it's cold, but it's a joke?"

Chen Suqing smiled and said, "It's close, just a few steps away, it's raining hard." ”

Baoqi sighed and said, "Hurry up and change your clothes." ”

The two entered the inner room, and Baoqi brought her a set of clean clothes and asked her to change into them.

Chen Suqing took off the wet clothes on her body, took out the suicide note from her arms again, and looked at it carefully, seeing that the ink was only a little damp, slightly moistened, and not very mushy. Only then did he put his mind at ease and put the suicide note on the table.

Bao Qi saw the suicide note and said, "What is this?"

Chen Suqing changed into a frosty white autumn shirt, picked up the suicide note, sighed and said: "This is Yan'er's suicide note, which says that she drugged Bingniang that day and deceived Bingniang again." ”

Bao Qi put away her wet clothes, her eyes were slightly surprised, and said, "Even so, she was instructed by someone, why did she commit suicide?"

Chen Suqing shook his head and said, "Maybe it's self-blame in my heart, maybe it's shamelessness, I can't think about it for a while." ”

Bao Qi sighed: "I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place." ”

Chen Suqing shook his head and said, "It's useless to think too much, anyway, we'll have to leave here in a few days." ”

Bao Qi spread her wet hair and straightened it with a dry cloth, and said with a smile: "I have already told the housekeeper that I will go to the street tomorrow to buy some things." ”

Chen Suqing said "en" softly, didn't say much, held the letter in his hand, and stared blankly at the rain outside the window.

By September 26, Mei Shiyao's first seven days later, Baoqi had already purchased almost everything, some of which he bought on the street, and some of which Mei's family helped prepare.

Chen Suqing was picking and packing things in the room with everyone, and saw Mei Yichen walking in, because he rarely came to this small courtyard, Chen Suqing was also slightly surprised.

Chen Suqing looked up at him, only to see that after a few days of hard work, he was a lot haggard, his eyes were slightly red, and there was still some stubble on the side of his mouth.

Chen Suqing saw him coming over and welcomed him to the house: "I've been so busy these days, why do you have time to come here today?"

Mei Yichen sat down at the table and said, "I just went to see Yun'er, and he is still sick." ”

Chen Suqing poured him a cup of tea and sighed: "Blame me for not taking her to the rain that day, I fell ill." ”

Mei Yichen waved his hand and sighed: "I'm afraid that I'm still sick of my heart, and I still shouldn't let her know those things." ”

Chen Suqing also sat down on the side and said, "My aunt and I go to see it every day, and we have mentioned it a few times, but the knot in her heart still can't be untied." ”

Mei Yichen frowned slightly and sighed: "I went to see it just now, she looked sad and said a few words, but she didn't know if she would listen or not." ”

Chen Suqing sighed and said, "This kind of thing can only be done if she thinks about it herself, and no matter how much others persuade her, she can't do it." ”

Mei Yichen smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, don't talk about her, we're not the same." ”

Chen Suqing knew that what he was referring to was Yan'er's business, so he asked carefully: "Yan'er...... she?"

Mei Yichen lowered his head slightly, and said in a low voice: "I'm really sorry to let you encounter this kind of thing, especially Bing Niang..."

Chen Suqing's face was also slightly gloomy, and said, "The geese are gone, and there is no need to mention these words." I won't advise you much, but you must understand these truths yourself. ”

When Mei Yichen heard this, there were some tears in her eyes, and she said: "Yan'er and I grew up together, I never regarded her as a maid, just as a confidant, a... One... Love, she is also sincere to me. ”

Chen Suqing turned his head slightly to look at him, only to see that his eyes were deep, his eyes were affectionate, and his tone was very low. knew that he was really emotional, and I felt sad for him in my heart.

"Since I was a child, I grew up with her and Yun'er and played together. Mei Yichen continued: "My parents are very strict with me, and when I am unhappy, they will tell her, and she comforts me. ”

"Then we got together as a matter of course, and she was later asked to be by her mother's side, and her mother also knew what was on our minds... It was supposed to fulfill us... Who knows... My father, he..."

"I was going to theorize with my father... But she won't let ... I'm really scared too... I... Don't dare..."Mei Yichen said this, his voice was already slightly hoarse.

"When I came back, I felt very different about her. I vaguely guessed that I was pestering my father again. I hated my father to death in my heart, but every time I had to mention it to his face, I never had the courage..."

When Mei Yichen said this, he slammed his hand on the table and roared in a deep voice: "It's all my fault... It's all my fault... If it weren't for me... Too cowardly, how could it be..."

Seeing this, Chen Suqing stood up, walked to Mei Yichen's side, and gently comforted: "You are not wrong... Why bother..."

"No!" Mei Yichen raised his voice suddenly, "I was wrong about this! Big mistake, I have retribution now, and Yan'er is gone forever." ”

When Chen Suqing heard him say this, her heart was also cold, the pain of losing her lover forever, she saw that Feng Qiuzhen and Li Bixuan had experienced it. And she herself didn't even dare to think about it, these days, as long as she thought of Shen Jue, she couldn't help but worry in her heart, and if she thought about it deeply, she felt a burst of pain in her chest.

"Like a woodbird. Amphibious one at a time. Such as swimming in the river. Analysis of the middle path of the flounder. Chen Suqing thought of this, and sighed leisurely, this poem was often read by Feng Qiuzhen after Chen Jingsong's death, and now that I think about it, I feel even more hard to remember.

When Mei Yichen heard this, he raised his head, and when he saw Chen Suqing's sad expression, he was stunned for a moment, he stood up suddenly, and said, "Qingniang, no, the deceased has passed away, but Shen Gongzi will not, you will find him." ”

Chen Suqing smiled bitterly: "Thousands of mountains are blocked, there is only a little news, the future is bleak, and there is only one heart to tie in." ”

Mei Yichen shook his head and said, "Qingniang, don't worry, we will set off in two days, and we will definitely help you find Shen Gongzi." ”

When Chen Suqing heard this, he glanced at him in surprise and said, "In this case, do you still want to go with us?"

Mei Yichen lowered his head slightly, and said with a wry smile: "What's the use of staying at home, it's just sad." ”

Chen Suqing knew that he was also taking advantage of this to express his sorrows, so he sighed slightly and said, "That's fine, along the way, we have to rely on our cousin to take care of us more." ”

Mei Yichen nodded, saw the things on the table again, glanced at it slightly, and said to her: "It's cold in the north, prepare a few more thick clothes, and when I finish the past few days, I will tell my mother to leave." ”