What does it feel like to be dead?

I can't feel my body, I can't feel anything, there's only darkness around me. Cold, endless cold, lonely, without a single sound.

Is this dead?

It's good, it's good to die, and you don't have to be tired when you die!

Suddenly, he sensed a figure in the distance wearing a bright red dress, a jade hairpin, and green silk hanging down. A thin old man sat on the bow of the boat, smoking a dry cigarette, watching the sun fade into twilight.

Who are they?

Why does it hurt for no reason? Where does it hurt?

He wanted to touch them, so he chased them frantically, but the girl in red turned around, pinched the hem of her skirt, and shook the green silk farther and farther away, and the old man was always far away...... The distance between them is growing.

At the end of the sunset, a picture scroll suddenly unfolded, containing all things in the heavens and the earth, covered with thousands of colors.

The girl and the old man became the most beautiful scenery in the painting.

He wanted to call the maiden and the old man, but he didn't know what to call them, and to make matters worse, he couldn't speak.

Gradually, the painting fades and becomes black and white, like a pair of ink, outlining the heavens and the earth.

Later, the girl and the old man became a black spot by an insignificant river between heaven and earth...... Heaven and earth are getting bigger and smaller.

I don't know how long it took, and I don't know how many times the scroll evolved, and finally it became two opposing worlds, one black and one white.

He could feel his body, and when he looked up, he froze in place with his mouth open, and did not speak for a long time.

He is on the dividing line between black and white, half black and half white.

The two dots gradually began to evolve, and finally the black dot became a far-reaching field, without a little light, and the white dot became a colorful world.

Both worlds were calling out to him, but he stood there and hesitated.

In the end, for some reason, he reached out into the abyss......

Suddenly, a thought flashed through his mind: Who am I?

The scroll changes again, the black and white disappear, leaving only a starry sky and an endless ocean at your feet.

The stars are twinkling, the moon is high, and the sky is full of huge waves.

A large net gradually formed, dividing the sky into nine zones, three of which were twinkling, and the other six were dim.

But he still cares about that question, who am I?

He stood on the surface of the sea, holding his head, and shouted, "Who am I? Who can tell me who I am?"

Thump~

He fell into the sea and saw the girl in the red dress again, she smiled, stretched out her hand to him, shed tears, and said in despair: "I'm sorry......"

......

Nangong Tong and his party lived in the city lord's mansion, several people were not very comfortable with the unfamiliar environment, Mr. didn't know where he went, Wang Zhi stayed in the stable to feed the horses, and under boredom, they got together.

Yun Hai Chang Hong was guarding the door of the room where the girl's body was stored, a little sullen.

Lin Yu was wiping his sword, seriously, carefully.

Nangong Han sat on the fence of the cloister, holding a piece of grass in his mouth, looking at the sky, not knowing what he was thinking.

Nangong Tong held a pendant in his hand, stroking the two words on the pendant, and didn't know what he was thinking.

Frost is half asleep, yawning cutely from time to time, and then sleeps with her brother's arm in her arms.

Standing from the square, standing with his hands in his hands, his whole body was meticulous, and his face was expressionless.

Wen Zheng was sitting next to Lin Yu, and he was also bored.

Several people stayed together in silence like this, knowing that Nangong Tong suddenly said a word, like a stone falling into the water, startling a thousand waves.

"That boy must have something to do with his brother. ”

As soon as Shuang'er heard the senior brother, she came to her senses and said, "Is the senior brother here?

No?"

Nangong Tong supported his forehead, sighed slightly, removed a piece of candy from his arms, handed it to Shuang'er, and said softly: "Senior brother is not here, if you want to eat sugar in the future, you will ask my brother." ”

The little girl doesn't care about anything as long as she eats the sugar, nods with satisfaction, and then puts her head under the palm of your hand tomorrow, rubs it, and grins.

Several others were surprised, and Nangong Han took the lead in asking, "Why?"

Nangong Tong took the pendant in front of him and said, "Because Senior Brother has an identical pendant, but the words on it are different." ”

Nangong Han turned over and got off the fence, took the pendant from his hand, looked at it carefully, but said in his mouth: "Zhaoxue?"

Several people came around, and when they saw that there were really words on it, they looked at Nangong Tong together.

Nangong Channel: "Senior brother's engraved word 'Yiyang', that is, the name of senior brother." ”

Nangong Han said suddenly: "In other words, this young man's name is Zhaoxue?"

Wen Zheng said: "It is possible. ”

At this time, Yun Hai Chang Hong said, "What about that sister?"

Seeing that she was a little sullen, Congfang asked, "I don't know." ”

Yunhai Changhong returned to the door of the room and sat down, muttering, "My sister committed suicide...... What the hell did they go through?"

They could feel the girl's sadness, and their hearts couldn't help but feel a little heavy.

At this time, Lin Yu comforted her and said, "Won't you know when that young man wakes up?"

Nangong Han handed the pendant back to Nangong Tong, and then asked, "This is what he is wearing?"

Nangong Tong took it and said: "It is very likely that he is the lost relatives of the senior brother, although the senior brother never mentions his relatives, but many times he always sits alone in the courtyard in a daze, looking at the sky, reaching out to grab something...... In fact, the senior brother really wants to find his relatives. ”

As he spoke, he got up and said, "I'll send him back, and by the way, see if he's awake." ”

Let's leave with Frost.

Congfang quietly came to the girl, and when the girl saw the excessively clean purple clothes, she said, "What are you doing?"

Congfang pursed his lips, and only after a while did he spit out three words that even Lin Yu didn't hear clearly, "Be happy." ”

Nangong Tong put the pendant on the young man who was lying on the bed, wrapped in bandages, and then led Shuang'er out quietly.

......

He didn't know why the girl was saying sorry, he didn't know who she was, it just felt familiar, and the more he did, the more he wanted to grab her outstretched hand.

A pendant appeared in front of him, what appeared to be made of stone, with words written on it.

Only then did he realize that he had a pendant hanging from his neck.

He reached out and grabbed the pendant, then looked at the words on it: Zhaoxue

"My name is ...... Zhaoxue?"

"By the way, my name is Zhaoxue, I remembered, my name is Zhaoxue!"

He said loudly, then looked at the girl in red, who kept saying, "I'm sorry......"

Zhao Xue burst into tears and shook her head, "No, don't say it." Grab my hand and we'll leave together!"

Finally, he was only a little bit away from her.

He grew happy, but Xing'er suddenly withdrew his hand......

Everything was like a dream, shattered, and countless fragments cut Zhao Xue's heart.

Pain, indescribable pain, he hadn't experienced a thousand cuts, but he couldn't think about it.

The sea was gone, and so were the nine starry districts in the starry sky that were getting brighter, replaced by the scene of the star crashing headlong into the cold wall......

He lunged over, reaching out to stop him, but he was one step too late.

He roared, "Sister~"

Nangong Tong heard a shout, turned around suddenly, and led Shuang'er to the bed

Before, looking at him who suddenly woke up, he said happily: "Are you awake?"

When he saw the boy, he suddenly felt a shock in his heart.

Heavy pupils, a pair of strange eyes that are different from others, ...... in folklore Calamity.

He looked at everything strange in front of him, the gorgeous room, the boy wearing an eye patch, and the little girl with big eyes sparkling, and asked, "Who are you?

Nangong Tong suddenly turned out to be his sister.

He immediately explained: "She's in another room. ”

Hearing this, Zhao Xue grabbed Nangong Tong's hand and said, "Where?"

"Listen to me, you ......" Nangong Tong wanted to ask Chongtong's question first, as well as the pendant, but it was obvious that he was so anxious, so he said, "Don't get excited, you can't get out of bed now, you have too many wounds on your body, and it is easy to crack with strenuous exercise, she is very ......"

As soon as he said this, Zhao Xue was overjoyed and interrupted him, "What are you talking about? she's fine? she's still alive?"

Seeing him like this, although it was not good to hit him, he could only lower his head and say, "We ...... We used the formation to preserve her body. ”

At that moment, Zhao Xue's eyes moistened again, and he suddenly fell down as if he had collapsed, opening his mouth and blinking continuously.

Nangong Tong didn't think about what to say for a long time, so he had to gently pat his wound wrapped in bandages and said, "Mourn." ”

Shuang'er felt his grief, and felt uncomfortable for no reason, so she climbed on the bed and tried to reach out to touch Zhaoxue's head.

For the first time, he controlled his emotions, stopped his tears, and looked up expressionlessly.

At this time, a hand touched his head, and immediately, an ethereal and beautiful voice sounded: "Big brother, don't be sad, senior brother said to look forward." ”

He turned his head to look at this very pleasing little girl, the little girl squinted her eyes and grinned, and said, "Although Shuang'er doesn't understand what Senior Brother means by this, Senior Brother has never deceived Shuang'er, so it should be right." ”

He turned his head to look over, paused for a moment, and smiled slightly......

Yunhai Changhong and others came to see him one after another, and after getting to know each other, they didn't bother him.

The next day, when the gentleman came, the old man sat at the head of the bed, looked at him, and said a few words of gentle concern.

Afterwards, when he recalled the appearance of his husband, he always felt that there was emotion in the old man's eyes, which was very complicated.

During this period, Nangong Tong asked him questions many times, but he said less, and Nangong Tong saw it and had to retreat.

Seven days later, he was able to move around, directly removed the bandage, changed into Nangong Han's white shirt, and ran to the place where Xing'er's body was stored.

It was a large room, and Yun Hai Changhong removed all her things, put a white candle, and surrounded her on the bed in the middle.

Dressed in a loose shirt and shoes, he staggered to Xing'er's side and looked at her quietly.

The girl's face was coated with the best rouge of Yunhai Changhong, wearing the girl's best jewelry, wearing the girl's best red dress, her lips were as red as blood, her eyebrows were gentle, her nose was slightly straight, and her skin was as white as jade...... She didn't look like a dead person at all, as if she was just asleep, quietly asleep.

He sat next to the girl and looked at her in a daze.

After a long time, he reached out and gently touched the stitched wound on the girl's forehead, which was the only blemish on her entire face.

He stopped on the girl's cheek instead, hesitated for a moment, and squeezed it gently......

He grinned, but he didn't see the imaginary girl suddenly burst out and glared at him.

She was really dead, and the boy's shattered world was completely bleak, and there were crystal tears in those three-colored triple pupils.

Inside the house, the boy cried silently, the candle flame flickered gently, and the boy and girl outside did not go in to disturb him.