Chapter 132: Father

"Oh. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info" Lu Ran nodded in response.

Xu Le said that her father didn't pinch her in the water, so there was probably some other reason.

Lu Ran was still speculating to himself.

Xu Le opened a pair of big eyes, slowly turned his head, and looked at him.

"Not in the water, but he did want to strangle me." ā€

As soon as these words entered Lu Ran's ears, he was shocked, and immediately, he felt suddenly realized, but full of doubts.

"Your father, once wanted to strangle you?" Lu Ran repeated Xu Le's words, he wanted to reconfirm that what he heard was not wrong.

Xu Le shook his head, sighed and said, "Actually, I'm not sure, it's just that one day, when my father and my mother were quarreling, my mother cried and told me that she told me that I must study hard and fight hard, saying that my father didn't want me before, and wanted to strangle me." ā€

How is that possible?

As a father, it should be too late to love his children, how can he have the heart to hurt her?

Lu Ran still didn't quite understand, and he didn't dare to believe it arbitrarily.

"When did this happen? Your mother, do you have anything specific?" Lu Ran wanted to know more, the more detailed the better.

Xu Le's surface was a little confused, she looked into the distance, her mother's anxious face and expectant gaze appeared, and recalled: "She said that when I was born, my father was very unhappy. Because I'm not a boy, I'm a girl.

At that time, my father was in a terrible mood, and he stood by my mother and me.

My mother's body was very weak and she was sleeping, but I was also very obedient and did not cry.

My father looked at me.

He stretched out his hands and slowly placed them around my neck.

At that time, I was too small, my small neck could not withstand the slightest force from him, and as soon as he closed his hands, I began to cry.

When my mother heard my voice, she came to her senses, she understood what my father was doing, and she snatched me from his hand in a frenzy.

She hugged me, jumped out of bed, ran to the door of the ward, and stared at my father fiercely.

She thought at the time, if my father came up and grabbed me again, she would run away, run away, and never come back.

My father looked at his hands, and he froze, as if he had just woken up from a dream, and stood there, looking at his mother and me in her arms, and did not approach us again, but walked out of the room in silence. ā€

After saying this, Xu Le let out a sigh of relief, "If it weren't for the quarrel between my mother and father that day and crying there, I wouldn't have known about it."

So, in my mind, there is no such thing.

Even when I heard my mother say that, I was still skeptical.

Could it be that I really remembered the newborn thing in hypnosis?"

Xu Le looked at Lu Ran with an expression that was almost frightened, her eyes widened and full of disbelief.

Don't say it's her, even Lu Ran himself, I also feel that things have developed so far, which is really a bit unbelievable.

Two days after birth, it was almost the time when I came out of my mother's womb.

Xu Le has memories in his mother's womb?

Otherwise, how could she have remembered the events of the shortly after birth?

No, maybe this hypnosis refers to something else, not the original thing?

Thinking back on the whole treatment process, Lu Ran was wondering if there was any other explanation and possibility for this hypnotic result.

However, when he reviewed all the clues he had discovered in the past and Xu Le's hypnosis experience one by one, he couldn't ignore the possibility that Xu Le himself said just now.

Previously, Lu Ran used the method of short awakening to allow Xu Le to freely explore her memories without the constraints of time.

In this case of deep hypnosis, it is possible for Xu Le to open the limits of her own memory ability.

Or rather, let those hidden memories surface.

There are some things that we can't remember when we're awake and don't know about it, but that doesn't mean we really don't remember.

Xu Le said that she never knew that it had happened, and she may not really know.

Even if she doesn't remember that this happened in her conscious consciousness, some of the feelings and emotions at the moment may be recorded in her body like imprints, just like the code stored in her genes, and she doesn't know when she touches the unlocking key and is reopened.

Man's latent consciousness, and latent memory, is broader, older, and more powerful than we can imagine.

To use the classic metaphor of psychologist Sigmund Freud, the consciousness in our brain is like an iceberg hidden by the sea, and the scope of consciousness used on a daily basis is only a small hill above the surface of the iceberg.

And the entire mountain, most of which is submerged under the sea. Beneath the surface of the water, in the depths of the ocean, is the latent consciousness of man, even the state of consciousness unknown to man.

The human brain is like a treasure trove, a mysterious mechanism, an unknown territory, and no one knows what is hidden in it.

Thinking from this point of view, it is not impossible for Xu Le to break the memory limit of ordinary people and remember the events of his first life.

In addition, every time Xu Le's hypnosis experience, her fear, showed that it was related to water.

In the past, Lu Ran couldn't understand why a girl who could swim would have a fear of water.

However, just after Xu Le said what her mother had told her, he suddenly felt understandable.

Everything makes sense.

If she really returned to the time when she was born, then, at that time, there was only one place where she could touch the water.

That is from the mother's warm, dark belly.

That is, the amniotic fluid in the womb that made her feel safe and comfortable just before she was born.

But this water also left her with indelible fear and shadow.

It's safe in the water, but it's an enclosed space where you can't go out.

Once you get out, your life is in danger.

Outside, there were hands waiting for her, preparing, so that she could not breathe.

Under this contradiction of wanting to go out, but being afraid of going out, Xu Le buried the hidden danger of future diseases.

It can be said that Xu Le was born with pressure from the moment he was born.

She breathed hard, struggling to survive.

Even though she was weak at the time, she didn't have a memory.

But this small but important event, as well as her family, her father, were destined to grow up under pressure.

Lu Ran knew that after such a comprehensive analysis, it was very likely that the incident Xu Le said had really happened.

Lu Ran was very cautious, he did not affirm or deny Xu Le's question.

He respected Xu Le's own feelings, and he asked rhetorically, "What do you think? Do you remember that incident?" )