"Mommy, Mommy......"

"Wake me up when you go. ”

"Mom, if you don't want to see your child sad in the early morning. ”

……

A shop not far from the entrance of Chengnan High School is playing Bao Eleven's song "Mother", the lyrics alone pierce the heart, and the young man's sad and hoarse voice makes people feel sour.

"Excuse me?"

Bao Shiyi turned his head and glanced at the woman, his brows furrowed, and he didn't understand why he suddenly said sorry to him, it was really a little inexplicable.

Especially the woman was still crying in front of him.

"Forehead ......"

Bao Shiyi looked at the woman, interrupted the woman's crying, and asked, "I'm sorry, who are you?"

As soon as these words came out, the woman choked.

It's like pressing the pause button, and the picture freezes.

……

When Jiang Qingyu heard Bao Shiyi's words, she hurriedly said, "Eleven, she is your mother." ”

The woman couldn't help crying again when she heard Jiang Qingyu's words, wiping her tears, as if she had endless sadness and sadness.

But—

She's your mom!

This sentence sounded very harsh to Bao Shiyi, his heart twitched for a moment, his brows furrowed slightly, and he glanced at the woman up and down, with scrutiny and indifference in his eyes.

"Oh, hello. ”

is such an indifferent and polite sentence, which made the woman's crying choke again.

It's like pressing the pause button again, and the picture freezes again.

……

"Eleven, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you......"

The woman looked at Bao Shiyi with tears on her face, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked at Bao Shiyi like that, her eyes were full of distress and pity.

"Mom, I'm sorry for making you suffer. ”

Looking at the woman who was crying non-stop, Bao Shiyi's eyes changed, but the woman didn't notice it, nor did she see that the six fingers that Bao Shiyi had held in his left hand were clearly jointed and trembling slightly.

Jiang Qingyu held the woman's shoulders and comforted: "Auntie, don't cry, Eleven is standing in front of you now." ”

"Auntie, don't cry......"

Bao Shiyi looked at the scene in front of him, and kept reciting the "Meditation Mantra" in his heart, over and over again, he knew very well that if he didn't read it, he didn't know what would happen.

He really didn't know what was going to happen.

Bao Eleven only felt that the knuckles of his left hand were faintly rattling, especially the sixth finger.

"Eleven, you ......"

Jiang Qingyu glanced at Bao Shiyi, motioned for Bao Shiyi to speak, and quickly persuaded her aunt not to cry.

Bao Shiyi turned around and was about to leave, and said, "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." ”

"You talk slowly. ”

With such a sentence, the woman's cry was stagnant again.

The screen pauses again.

……

"Eleven, you, won't you forgive your mother?"

When the woman saw that Bao Shiyi was leaving, there was a moment of astonishment in her eyes, and such a reaction was completely unexpected.

She thought Bao Eleven would cry and hugged her crying.

Or, Bao Eleven will be angry at her.

Still, pretending not to care, but the eyes already told him what he really thought in his heart.

No matter what kind of reaction it was, the woman had expected it, but she never thought that Bao Shiyi would be like this, and every sentence made her not know how to continue...... Cry.

The woman stretched out her hand to hold Bao Shiyi, her expression was sad, her eyes were full of guilt and expectation, and she was just about to say something, Bao Shiyi directly shook off the woman's hand and glanced at the woman coldly, that look was cold and ruthless, completely different from the indifferent and calm eyes just now, it was a gaze with resentment and disgust, naked, and mercilessly hit the woman.

Like a resounding slap in the face!

Bao Shiyi reached out and patted the place where the woman had grabbed just now, it seemed that something was dirty, and he wanted to shake off the dirty things.

Then, Bao Shiyi turned his head, looked directly at the woman, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he looked at the woman and smiled.

It was that look, that gaze, and that smile that directly made the woman's whole body stiffen and feel cold.

That's how weirdly the picture pauses again.

……

"Eleven, I'm your mother, I'm your mother, I ...... I had no choice but to do it. ”

Jiang Qingyu looked at the smile on Bao Shiyi's face, and at that moment she felt that smile was very familiar, that is, when she was about to be adopted in the welfare home, she said that kind of thing in front of Bao Shiyi, and then Bao Shiyi showed such a smile.

She never forgot that smile.

Jiang Qingyu stiffened, glanced at the woman beside her, and then said, "Eleven, you were in the festival before-"

Bao Shiyi looked at Jiang Qingyu, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he smiled like that again.

Jiang Qingyu's unspoken words were blocked, and she suddenly realized that she might have made a mistake, and Bao Shiyi may not have thought about recognizing his mother who abandoned him back then.

However, each of the songs sung by Bao Shiyi on the program "Good Singing Voice of China" was sung to his mother.

It is precisely because she knows this that she thinks that if Bao Shiyi can really see her mother, she will be very grateful to her, and then the two of them will definitely be as close as they were in the welfare home when they were children.

Why, now when mom appears in front of him, he has that frightening smile.

"Eleven, Auntie, there is a reason why she put you in the welfare home in the first place. ”

Hearing Jiang Qingyu's words, the woman lowered her head and continued to wipe her tears.

But at the moment when he lowered his head, the corners of his mouth were faintly bitten, and he choked and said: "Eleven, you don't know, you don't know, it was because of ......"

The woman wants to speak and stop, it seems that there are many unspeakable sorrows and past events that cannot be expressed, she seems to be a victim, and it seems difficult to speak.

looked at the woman's tears, and then the smile on Bao Shiyi's face deepened, raised his eyebrows, and pulled the corners of his mouth, the smile was very cold, revealing the most complete darkness.

The reason for abandonment?

Bao Shiyi followed the woman's words and said with a smile: "Because someone snatched me away from you in order to take revenge on you, and then threw me at the door of the welfare home, you have been looking for me for so many years, but you have never found me, and now you have finally found it?"

"Because you are terminally ill, you think that your life is short, and you are worried that no one will be able to take care of me in the future, so you decided to put me in a welfare home, so that I can have a place to live in the future, all for my good?"

……

"Or is it because you want me to experience life in a welfare home, and you decided to let me go incognito and have a real-life version of Metamorphosis?"

"Or is it because someone is chasing you, and then at a critical moment, you take me with you while hiding from the killer who has been struggling behind you, and then in order for me to live, you put me at the door of the welfare home, and you yourself go to lure away those who are chasing you, and then you have been on the run for many years, and now you finally have the opportunity to come back to me?"

……

"And maybe it's because of ......"