Chapter Ninety-Five: Hate in the Bottom of My Heart

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And a bit of eloquence.

Shen Nishang didn't bother to talk to her, Mrs. Si gave her a lesson before she came out, and she also had to apply what she had learned.

She glanced at Shen Qiulian and nodded: "Second sister, don't worry, I won't misunderstand." ā€

"Really?" Shen Qiulian had a big smile on her face, as if she was extremely happy and moved, "I knew that the third sister was reasonable. By the way, third sister, do you know what Dad just said about the tea road?"

She leaned closer, her voice muffled.

Returning the favor so quickly?

It seems that what Mrs. Si said really works.

Shen Nishang smiled in her heart, and pretended to be just the right amount of surprise on her face: "What's the matter?"

"The second brother has found a new tea road in Cangguo, opened up the joints, and after the beginning of next year, our tea will be sold to Cangguo. Seeing that Shen Nishang was still a little puzzled, she explained very enthusiastically, "For a tea merchant like ours, the two roads are the most important. One is the tea road for collecting tea, and the other is the tea road for selling tea. Our Dali is sandwiched between Cangguo and Maoguo, Maoguo domestic tea, most of our Dali tea merchants collect tea in Maoguo, but if you can really make money, you still have to be able to sell tea to Cangguo in the north. Cangguo is close to the north, there is no tea there, but tea is indispensable in Dunton, but no one recommends it, and the tea cannot be sold. The second brother opened this tea road this year, and I heard that he could earn 20,000 taels of silver a year. ā€

Shen Muheng still has this ability?

It is extremely difficult to achieve such an industry involving border trade without a way.

"I can't see that the second brother is quite powerful. Shen Nishang answered.

"Not really. Seeing Shen Nishang's pleasant face, Shen Qiulian approached a little closer as a flattering person, and whispered more and more, "But when this happened, not everyone was happy." In our house, the eldest brother was originally in charge of fifty percent of the trade routes to the outside world, but now my father let the eldest brother divide half of it, and gave the two old shopkeepers in his hands to the second brother. At present, the eldest brother and the second brother are in charge of the matter, which can be regarded as a draw. It's not just that, haven't you seen that Mrs. Wang is also anxious today? I'm afraid that my father will forget that he has a little son!"

"You can see it clearly. Shen Nishang really didn't expect Shen Qiulian to be so simple, even saying such things, and she didn't hide her thoughts in front of her.

Shen Qiulian lowered her eyes and smiled: "I'm like this, I don't know if it's a good fate in the house, but if you really want to talk about it, it's not as good as the third sister." I don't have any other thoughts," I raised my face, my eyes were a little sincere, "I just hope that the third sister will remember me a little well, and if we can help each other in the future, we will also help each other." ā€

Shen Nishang was noncommittal, and smiled slightly: "It's not interesting for me to say anything at this time, it's better to see people's hearts over time, let's wait and see." ā€

Naturally, she was a pun on what she said.

There is something ahead, Shen Qiulian calculated her, and asked her to give up her past suspicions at this time, not to mention emotionally, even intellectually, she may not be able to trust it.

Although she also figured it out later, Shen Qiulian's calculation of her was not the fundamental goal, and wanting to get rid of Shen Rutong was the ultimate goal.

But it has happened, and she has a good memory and is unforgettable.

But you don't have to say death, let's see later.

If Shen Qiulian is valuable and sincere, within the scope of her ability, she doesn't mind helping each other.

Shen Qiulian is also a smart person, and when she saw the look in Shen Nisheng's eyes, she also understood, but she didn't dwell too much: "Okay, with the words of the third sister, I am relieved." ā€

So they didn't mention the old things anymore, the two chatted a few words, and Shen Qiulian went in first.

waited for Shen Qiulian to go in for a while before Shen Nishang went in.

The wine feast has come to an end, Shen Chongshan and the eldest young master Shen Siyan are already drunk ninety percent, Mrs. Si's face is full of peach blossoms, she is full of tears, and she is holding a glass of wine and swallowing it slowly, her eyes are swept over, and she is still a little sober, compared to the two fathers and sons who are staggering, there is more wine.

"It's all gone. ā€

The eldest lady got up and commanded people to help Shen Chongshan and Shen Siyan back.

Shen Nishang also helped Mrs. Si with Miao Zhen Yuchun, and before she could stretch out her hand, Mrs. Si pushed her away, and raised her eyebrows at the corners of her eyes: "Really when I'm drunk?"

As he spoke, he got up and walked out.

Miaozhen and the other maid walked carefully half a step behind her, ready to reach out if something was wrong.

Seeing that Mrs. Si was walking more swaying than usual, Shen Nishang shook her head with amusement, and asked Yuchun to follow as well, while she walked slowly behind.

Since the first snow began on the 27th night, the snow has not completely stopped.

But if it is really very big, it is still not.

At least in the past few days, she has not seen the so-called goose feather snow.

At this time, the snowflakes were also sparsely sparse, reaching out to the palm of the hand, and it was basically melting.

Shen Nishang was not in a hurry, she walked leisurely, occasionally picking up a few snowflakes in the palm of her hand, watching the crystal droplets turn into crystalline droplets, she felt very interesting, this was a game she had never played, so she repeated it happily.

"Third sister. ā€

She was stunned for a moment, turned around, but it was the second young master Shen Muheng walking towards her.

She didn't make a sound, Shen Muheng walked up to her and smiled slightly: "Third sister." ā€

The men of the Shen family are all good-looking, Shen Siping is handsome, Shen Muheng is Wenxiu, compared to the eldest young master Shen Siping, he is two points more Wenxiu.

Shen Nishang was slightly blessed: "Second brother." ā€

"Mrs. Si seems to have drunk a little more, but now she is fine. Shen Muheng asked.

At this time, Mrs. Si and a few maids had long since disappeared, and Shen Muheng looked in the direction of their courtyard and asked gently.

"It's okay to see. Shen Nishang speculated a little about his intentions, and looked at it secretly, her face was impassive, and she replied without kissing or alienating.

The concise and concise words did not displease Shen Muheng, he smiled: "In previous years, I have never seen Mrs. Si drink so much, presumably this year with the third sister Chenghuan on her knees, Mrs. Si is happy." ā€

Shen Nishang pursed her lips and smiled: "Second brother, is there something wrong?"

There is no need to greet each other in this winter, since Shen Muheng has found it, he will definitely not be untargeted.

She still gave a step and let him explain it earlier.

Shen Muheng smiled very gently: "It's just that there is something, I wanted to talk to Mrs. Si, but since I met the third sister, it was the same." After a pause, "Dad handed me the new tea road in the north, I thought that we are also a family, and I can't draw two Shen characters with one stroke." It takes three months to walk the tea road, and you can only walk twice a year at most. My friends outside also wanted to participate, and I didn't expect it, but when they mentioned it, I thought that instead of letting outsiders earn this part, it would be better to let my own family earn it. You might as well ask Mrs. Si, if you want, I can leave some space here. One share is counted as two thousand taels, and you can get three points of profit when you come back from a trip. The gross profit is more than that, but all kinds of expenses on the road are honored, even if the last three points of profit are a lot. I'll start at the end of February, and if Mrs. Si is willing, just talk to me. ā€

Shen Nishang nodded: "Okay, I'll talk to her." ā€

Shen Muheng smiled and left.

Shen Nishang tilted her head and looked at his back, a little funny in her heart.

There was a Shen Qiulian in this big house first, and now there is a Shen Muheng, and Mrs. Wang had the idea of beating Mrs. Si earlier, it seems that Mrs. Si's silver is really enough to attract people!

She doesn't think it's her own charm that provokes Shen Qiulian to turn around, and Shen Qiulian sells her well, just because she is Mrs. Si's pension daughter.

She never asked Mrs. Si how much silver she had, but judging from what Mrs. Si said before, this dowry should not be a small amount.

But no matter how much money Mrs. Si had, she didn't think about it.

Even if she was doing business, she would rather divide the shares to others than ask Mrs. Si for money.

Earlier, for the matter of Wu Ge's redemption, the matter came in a hurry, so she opened her mouth to Mrs. Si, but the amount of silver involved in the back was too much, and she still gave in because of Rong Su, so Mrs. Si asked her before, and she had already dealt with it.

If she could, she would rather live with Mrs. Si in the Shen Mansion, but now it seems that she is afraid that the Shen Mansion will be staring at Mrs. Si's pockets up and down, and her idea is afraid that it will be difficult to realize.

What's more, she has achieved nothing now, and she has no ability to say that she can guarantee their lives.

Wait, I don't know what Mrs. Si thinks in her heart.

Mrs. Si is not a money-hungry person, but this dowry is a thought left by her deceased father, which is not the same thing as taking money seriously.

Back in the courtyard, she went straight to Mrs. Si's bedroom.

Sure enough, Mrs. Si had already untied her coat, wiped her body and changed into her middle coat, and was lying flat on the bed.

Miaohong put the gilded copper duck incense beast on the inside of the bed, and when she heard Shen Nishang come in, she turned her head and laughed quietly: "The fragrance that Miss brought back smells good, and when I smell it, I feel soothed, and Mrs. falls asleep when she lies down." No wonder Miss asked me to order this when I was sleeping, and the hundreds of taels we bought didn't smell good at the original box. ā€

Although Shen Nishang said that she was jealous of Rong Su's treatment of Mu Qing in her words that day, she knew in her heart that Rong Su treated her impeccably.

Since beating her to follow Rong Su, saying that it is an exchange, but in fact she has no work except for taking out more than 20 incense recipes, starting from the most basic skills, Rong Su is almost hand-in-hand, no matter theory or practice, she does not hide her selfishness at all.

In addition to teaching her, Rong Su herself is also making incense, and the incense recipe taken out by Shen Nishang has gone through hundreds of years, and there are many mistakes and omissions. Rong Su deduced them one by one, perfected and corrected all the incense recipes, and then made them into incense.

Shen Nishang originally planned to wait for her skills to become proficient before taking the next step according to the plan, opening a shop must have sufficient goods, her incense cellar has just been dug and dried, and she also expects that the shop will not really open until at least three months after the opening.

She hadn't said this to Rong Su before, not because she didn't trust her, but because she didn't want to trouble Rong Su more.

Rong Su was able to teach her incense, which was enough for her to be grateful, and she couldn't let Rong Su do anything else.

In January last year, she asked when she saw that Rong Su's palm was worn out, but Rong Su was perfunctory and didn't say much.

It wasn't until a few days ago that Rong Su took out hundreds of boxes of cellar incense and gave it to her, and she knew that Rong Su had already silently prepared a lot for her. These incense are made by Rong Su in private, because there is no incense cellar, he will put the incense in the porcelain altar and bury it in the courtyard to achieve the effect of cellaring.

These incense are mostly Huang Taishi four incense, and the others are also some incense products with expensive materials and cumbersome and difficult skills.

What she saw before was that the blisters in Rong Su's palms were caused by digging a pit and burying the altar.

"This is a deep incense, you don't have to save it, Mrs. smokes it every night when she sleeps. She said softly, "You'll sleep better." The rest of the incense depends on the lady's liking. ā€

In addition to Yi Kexiang, she took out some of the other slightly better incense.

Mrs. Si slept deeply, a few maids waited for her, and withdrew lightly, Miaozhen glanced at her, and Shen Nishang said: "It's still early, you go and get busy first, I'll stay for a while." ā€

Mrs. Si is picky, and the vigil is as long as it is true.

Miao is really a big girl in the courtyard, and now there must be a lot of things in the New Year's Festival, so she said.

Miao Zhen smiled and nodded and went out.

Shen Nishang told Yuchun to bring some books over, sent Yuchun to play, and read books under the lamp on the side.

The gauze tent was put down, Mrs. Si fell asleep quietly, Shen Nishang was also quietly reading in front of the gauze lamp by the table, and only the occasional sound of turning pages and lights bursting came from the room.

The snowy night is good, and it is quiet and peaceful for a while.

Shen Nishang was dual-minded, while comfortably flipping through the miscellaneous notes in her hand, while thinking about the various arrangements to be made after the year.

It wasn't until she heard the sound of the bed tossing and turning in her ears that she turned her head to look.

The flush of wine on Mrs. Si's face had not completely faded, and she was turning her head on the bed a little uncomfortably, and the brocade quilt was also kicked down on the bed.

She put down the book funny, walked to the side of the bed, picked up the quilt and patted it for Mrs. Si, and was about to turn around, when she suddenly heard Mrs. Si murmuring: "You are so ruthless......

Stunned!

Looking at it sideways, Mrs. Si had a sadness on her face that she had never seen before, and she couldn't tell whether it was pain or hatred between her eyebrows, she stretched out her hand out of the brocade quilt, and her five fingers clenched the brocade mattress, pinching out deep wrinkles, her eyebrows were furrowed, but there was a sad smile on her face, and her lips moved slightly and whispered, but it was almost unaudible.

Shen Nishang thought she was thinking of her old lover at first, but the next moment, she heard it clearly.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ Are you glad he is dead...... In search of you...... He died at sea......" The voice was very low, but it was also two points greater because of hatred, but even if there was deep hatred in the meaning, Mrs. Si's lips still had that smile, this smile was intertwined with the hatred in the voice and the sadness between the eyebrows, but it made people feel more pathetic, "Are you happy...... Happy not ......"

Shen Nishang's hand froze on the brocade quilt for a long time, and she didn't retract her hand until she saw the tears sliding from the corners of Mrs. Si's eyes.

She didn't know what to do.

Mrs. Si was still muttering and asking, and Su Ri's smug face was no longer visible, and tears were pouring out one after another, winding down, submerging into the green silk sideburns, and her voice was already inaudible, but the mouth shape was still the three words repeated one after another, a little persistent.

It's like just asking for an answer.

Shen Nishang felt a kind of discomfort in her heart that she had never felt before.

It turned out that it was not for the betrayal of the old lover, but for the abandonment of the loved ones......

This is the biggest pain in Mrs. Si's heart.

The mother left for the deception of the father, and the father died in order to make amends. (To be continued.) )