Chapter 311: Ling Tian's Search
"Just because of this, you want to never see me again?!" Ling Tian said he couldn't accept it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
"This is the best decision, you don't have to see me struggling anymore, and I don't have to think about you being sad. If we meet often, it will inevitably be a little embarrassing, right?" Cong Lu calmly arranged the future affairs of the two of them, but no one knew how flustered and helpless she was at the moment.
I thought I had found a harbor to rely on, and I was about to give him everything I had, but in the end I found that the other party was just a passerby in my life. It was no easier to accept this reality than it was for her to fight to the death with a powerful mutant beast.
But if she was asked to forgive Ling Tian for not caring about her own confusion, she couldn't accept it. What she wants has always been a pure and pure relationship that is wholeheartedly unmixed with a trace of impurities, if not, she would rather give it up ruthlessly.
"I only agree that we will be separated for a while to calm you down. Ling Tian still insisted on his decision, "I can't accept the reason you put forward to break up. If you still insist on leaving for a while, I won't stop you, but set a time, five years, I'll give you five years to calm down, beyond which I'll go to you. ”
"There is also the matter of cultivating the true exercises, I will never cultivate a little bit until you forgive me. As for your secrets, you can rest assured that even if I die, I will not reveal half of it to others. Ling Tian could see that Cong Lu's mind had been decided, so he could only promise her one by one. And explained his position to her.
"Whatever you want!" Cong Lu frowned a little disapprovingly when he heard Ling Tian say that he would not cultivate the cultivation method from now on, knowing that the way to cultivating the truth was to sail against the current, and if he didn't advance, he would retreat, and it was a very unwise decision for him to forcibly interrupt his cultivation.
As for the five-year period he gave, she thought he would forget it after a long time, and she didn't mention it to him again.
But she also knew that once Ling Tian said something, he had made a decision, and no one would easily let him change it.
"Is there anything else you want to tell me?" Ling Tian expected her to say something like telling him to take care, as if this would show that she would have her own place in her heart in the future.
But he was destined to be disappointed this time, since Cong Lu had decided to cut off relations with him, he would not leave such an unclear explanation for him to misunderstand.
"There's nothing more to say, goodbye!" Cong Lu replied, "No, never again." ”
"No, we'll meet again. Ling Tian replied to her categorically.
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Cong Lu really left like this, leaving Ling Tian, who was waiting infatuatedly, and really never showed up again in the base.
At first, Ling Tian would comfort herself by saying that she had just walked a little farther away, and that she would come back when she had had enough. But as time passed, she didn't send even the slightest bit of news back to the base.
During this period, Ling Tian rejected the pursuit of others several times, including Xu Jinxi, and even Ling's mother, who had always supported Cong Lu, explicitly hinted that he should find a companion for himself to live a good life. But in Ling Tian's heart, he couldn't let go of Cong Lu who had left.
He recalled over and over again the bits and pieces that happened between the two of them, but the more he recalled, the more painful his heart became. He found that unconsciously, his thoughts about Cong Lu had penetrated deep into his bone marrow. There is her shadow everywhere. He thinks of her when he goes out hunting with others, especially when he is injured, and he especially expects Cong Lu to come over and help him bandage his wounds at this time. He thinks of her when he goes shopping in the base, especially when he comes across some interesting little things, he thinks about her joy when he sees it, and unconsciously buys things and puts them aside. When he thought of her when his mother nagged that he should find a partner when he was not young, he would think that if Cong Lu had never left, she and himself would have married and had children now.
At this time, he suddenly realized that Cong Lu's request to put her first at that time was really not too much. He did, but where did she go? didn't even give him a chance to tell him.
In the sixth year after she left, Ling Tian finally couldn't sit still. He decides to leave everything behind and embark on a journey to find her.
I wanted to tell her when I found her that I understood why she chose to leave in the first place. Tell her that now without her company, she lives like a walking dead all day long. There is no joy and anger, no grievances, only thoughts of her.
Because he didn't even have a clear destination, the itinerary was unknown, and the return date was uncertain, so the escorts arranged for him by his family let him be dismissed. He even made a request when he was about to leave, saying that if he couldn't come back within three years, he would automatically give up the position of the head of the Ling family, and let his father choose another heir in the family.
This decision was unanimously opposed by the parents. But he was determined, and after talking to his parents for two hours, he completed their work and resolutely embarked on a journey to find his wife.
A person's journey is lonely. But he was determined to find Cong Lu, but he didn't find it boring. But in such a post-apocalyptic world, there are many dangers, and all kinds of mutated creatures may be the culprit of ending his life.
After going through many hardships and dangers, he traveled everywhere in Huaxia, but still failed to find her.
But the legends about the Wonder Ranger that circulated all over China made him always believe that it was her. Finally, when Ling Tian walked alone through the Gobi Desert, his life came to an end.
At the moment when he swallowed his last breath, he seemed to see Cong Lu smiling and waving to him, telling him what he missed after leaving him.
He smiled. He opened his dry lips and whispered to her: "Cong Lu, I regret it, is it okay for us to start all over again?" If there is really an afterlife, let me find you, at that time, I will definitely put you first, more important than my life, okay?"
In a daze, he seemed to see Cong Lu nodding lightly, and he suddenly felt relaxed.
When he woke up again, he was back to when Cataclysm hadn't met her in the first place. It's like a dream, and everything in the past has changed. But Ling Tian knew that this was a chance for God to give himself a chance to start over. He had to find her as soon as possible.
Following the guidance in his heart, he really found her again in the vast sea of people.
Although her appearance had changed slightly, and her name was no longer Cong Lu, he knew that it was her. But God made a joke with herself, and there was already an excellent Chu Yu by her side.
Was it the punishment she gave herself? Separated due to misunderstanding in the previous life, and will miss it in this life? No, he is not reconciled!
He took every opportunity to approach her, trying to get her attention, but she was unmoved. (To be continued.) )