I want to go for it
“……”
Mo Caicai didn't know how to tell her mood at the moment.
She suddenly regretted it, regretting why she asked Su Yilun to take her to the riverside to find Ye Juenan.
If she hadn't insisted on finding Ye Juenan today, and hadn't insisted on letting Su Yilun take her to find her, maybe she wouldn't have understood all this.
The important secret base only brings the beloved girl, and now it is enough to explain all this, Chen Lili is the beloved girl of Ye Juenan.
Mo Caicai suddenly felt so pitiful and sad, she had been worried because she had not been able to find Ye Juenan for more than half a month, and the whole person who didn't think about tea and food every day was almost skinny, and now it has become her own doing.
It's that she thinks too highly of her position in Ye Juenan's heart, and it's that she thinks he really likes her.
I have to say that this face hit her really painfully.
But Mo Caicai didn't understand when Ye Juenan and Chen Lili started.
A long time ago, Mo Caicai knew that Chen Lili had always liked Ye Juenan, and she had felt it a long time ago.
It's just that Mo Caicai doesn't know when Ye Juenan also fell in love with Chen Lili, and when did he like her.
If the person Ye Juenan liked from the beginning was Chen Lili, then what was the confession in the heavy rain that day......
Mo Caicai had too many things in her heart that she couldn't understand, and there were also many, many questions that she wanted to ask Ye Jue Nan in person, but she didn't have the courage to ask them anymore.
Because now between her and Ye Juenan, there is a Chen Lili.
Chen Lili is the gap that she and Ye Juenan cannot cross.
Mo Caicai suddenly remembered that when she first met Chen Lili, she had asked herself such a question: What if one day they fell in love with a boy at the same time.
At that time, she replied to Chen Lili without hesitation: I will take the initiative to withdraw to fulfill you.
At that time, Mo Caicai didn't expect that one day she would really fall in love with the same boy as Chen Lili.
Now that she really likes Ye Jue Nan as much as Chen Lili, she really doesn't know if she can take the initiative to withdraw from this war to fulfill the two of them as she said before.
Mo Caicai thought about it for a long time, and the answer was no.
Now she has no way to watch the person she likes happily with another person, especially for Ye Juenan.
Mo Caicai also asked herself if she could give up Ye Juenan, and the answer was also no.
If she could really give up Ye Juenan, then she wouldn't have tortured herself every day since he disappeared for more than half a month.
Mo Caicai felt that she had been unconscious for a long time, and it seemed that Ye Jue Nan had become an indispensable part of her life.
For the first time, Mo Caicai wanted to work so hard to strive for her own happiness.
For Bei Shunxi before, Mo Caicai had the idea of fighting for it at first, but then she chose to give up, because she knew that Bei Shunxi and Ming Yaxi really liked each other, so she was willing to choose to give up to fulfill them.
But now Mo Caicai can't give up, and she doesn't want to give up easily.
Sometimes, we really should try to try for someone, because you never know what the outcome will be until the end.