March 17, 2023.

Liucheng, Nanzhong Street.

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

The nails were hammered into the coffin little by little, and the last crack in the lid was gone, and everything was dark.

Bao Shiyi felt that it was difficult to breathe, and he just lay in the coffin, trying to rush out.

He knew he was going to die, but no, he wasn't dead yet, and he shouldn't just lie in a coffin and die.

Bao Shiyi wanted to make a sound, but he found that his neck seemed to be choked, and his hands and feet could not move, so he could only watch the coffin lid being nailed shut like that.

He's dead.

The dead cannot speak.

Did he die like that?

Being in the dark, unable to see everything around him, Bao Shiyi was afraid and desperate in his heart, he didn't want to die, he didn't want to die like Shen Ming.

He is still so young, he has not yet held a wedding with Zhou Yun, and he has not heard his father laughing and laughing, how can he die.

No, no, absolutely not.

Bao Shiyi's whole person was like being nailed into a coffin, unable to move, but he tried his best to keep grabbing and tearing, trying to break free from the hands of death.

……

"Eleven, eleven?"

Zhou Yun's voice came from his ears, and Bao Shiyi suddenly opened his eyes, and there was a dazzling light in front of him, as well as Zhou Yun's concerned gaze.

Zhou Yun sat next to Bao Shiyi, saw Bao Shiyi sweating profusely, and asked, "What's wrong? Is it a nightmare?"

Nightmares?

Bao Shiyi came back to his senses and slowly sat up, he had now returned from attending Shen Ming's funeral.

He is not dead now, he is not dead like Shen Ming, lying in the coffin, sealed, and then buried.

Zhou Yun wiped the sweat on Bao Shiyi's forehead, and saw that Bao Shiyi seemed to be sweating behind his back, and asked, "What kind of nightmare are you doing?" ”

"I'm sorry ......"

Bao Shiyi's voice was low and slightly hoarse, looking at Zhou Yun with a hint of apology in his eyes.

Zhou Yun looked at Bao Shiyi, thinking that Bao Shiyi had been working hard before because of Shen Ming's matter, and now that Shen Ming is still gone, it is no wonder that Bao Shiyi feels uncomfortable, and can't help but say, "Do you want to change your clothes?"

Bao Shiyi got out of bed and said directly: "I'll take a shower, you go to sleep first, you still have classes tomorrow." ”

Zhou Yun looked at Bao Shiyi's back, her brows furrowed slightly, she didn't know how to make Bao Shiyi feel better, and she didn't know why she heard Bao Shiyi say sorry to her, Zhou Yun always felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

For her, meeting Eleven is the best thing.

So, don't say you're sorry.

In Zhou Yun's heart, the moment she met Bao Shiyi, her life changed, everything she saw, heard, felt, and everything she saw began to become colorful, and the whole world became brilliant and picturesque.

……

Inside the bathroom, the water of the bath bomb is rushing down.

The steaming water just swept across Bao Eleven's face, and if he could, he really hoped that the water would wash away all the news of death he knew.

Death is terrible, but waiting for death is even more terrible.

Bao Shiyi admired himself more and more, he hadn't collapsed yet, he hadn't been driven crazy by the approaching death date, maybe because the death date seemed far away from him, and there was still some time.

Perhaps, when he is really about to die, he will really drive him crazy.

If he could, he would rather choose not to know anything, just live normally, and then die suddenly, caught off guard, before he could react, without him being afraid, without him worrying, without him feeling pain, feeling hopeless.

Perhaps, he is really about to be driven crazy and about to collapse.

Especially when I saw Shen Ming crying and saying to him again, I didn't want to die, and finally lay in the cold coffin like that, ending everything.

In such a young life, everything has just begun, and it is waiting for death to come.

"How can it, how can it be!"

Bao Shiyi muttered, the water rushed against him, his heart was not calm, he couldn't just die.

Absolutely not!

There was no stronger thought than this moment, Bao Shiyi didn't want the nightmare he had just had to finally come true, and he died in the coffin like that.

The negative energy breath just rose like that, obviously coming out of the bathroom, looking at the mirror bread eleven, Bao Eleven didn't find that there was a trace of hysterical madness in his eyes, it was the despair that had been suppressed.

If someone dies of despair because of his work, then the negative energy value collected must be very large.

If he didn't stop Shen Ming at the beginning, and let Shen Ming commit suicide in despair because of his work, the negative energy value generated by the desperate suicide must be very terrifying, very considerable, maybe it will be an endless despair value.

That way he would be able to live forever.

Bao Shiyi looked at himself in the mirror like this, looking at his bald self, and I don't know why he suddenly felt like the Buddha in "Harry Potter".

Bao Shiyi looked at himself in the mirror, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, the smile was cold and ruthless, and there was disdain in his eyes.

"You shouldn't have saved him!"

"Yes, I shouldn't have saved him, I should have let him die, let him die out of despair. ”

……

"Do you remember Zhou Jie?"

"You should be grateful to Zhou Jie, he can't wait to kill you, that hatred is the hatred value to kill you, that's the hatred of death, you should be looking for someone like Zhou Jie, let them hate you to death, whether it's because of your work, or because of your people, let them want to kill you, but they can't kill you, so that you can survive. ”

"Hate value, they saw my work and wanted to kill me?"

……

"Death in despair, killing intent and hatred, the more negative energy values like that, the better, it will definitely be able to keep you alive, so you shouldn't save Shen Ming, he was going to die. ”

Bao Eleven muttered like that, but the next second-

"Smack"

Bao Shiyi slapped himself in the face to sober himself up, the reader really died of despair because of reading his works, and chose to commit suicide, he should have stopped it.

That's right, he should have stopped it.

Although Shen Ming died in the end, he didn't change anything, but at least some things were different.

"Eleven, thank you, thank you for letting me live so long, thank you so much. ”

"You are a good person, there will be good rewards, if people die, there is really heaven, if I can really go to heaven, I will bless you in heaven. ”

He didn't go to heaven, he went to the coffin, he went to the hell of death.

Bao 11 didn't think that there would be heaven in the end, it was just a lie to deceive himself, and the final outcome was to be sealed in a coffin.

"Ah——!h

Bao Eleven really felt like he was about to go crazy.

But what to do, he can't go on like this!

……

……

Liucheng, Nanzhong University.

"In fact, what we often talk about depression and anxiety, although there are physical, especially neurological reasons that we need to pay attention to, most of them are psychological reasons, spiritual reasons. The most common mental activity disorders are anxiety, phobia, hallucinations, delusions, excitement, depression, conduct disorder, and inability to adapt to the social environment. There are many causes for these, such as stress, the living environment, and the things you face......"

In the classroom, the lecturer said while cleaning up the textbooks: "I just briefly mentioned these, if you are interested, you can learn more about them outside of class." ”

"Okay, that's all for today. ”

With the teacher's words, the classroom soon lost its previous silence, and the students who were originally sitting either went out one after another, or chatted with the classmates around them.

Xia Yi saw that Zhou Yun was still taking notes, and couldn't help but ask curiously, "Zhou Yun, why do you feel that you are not in a good mood lately?"

Zhou Yun heard Xia Yi's words and shook her head, in fact, it was not her who was not in a good mood, but her husband Bao Shiyi, although Bao Shiyi tried his best not to let that negative emotion appear, but Zhou Yun could still feel that Bao Shiyi's emotions were sometimes wrong.

Especially recently, because of Shen Ming's matter, Bao Shiyi has been in a bad mood.

"No, I'm fine. ”

Xia Yi didn't ask much, and asked instead: "What about Eleven? Shen Ming died of illness, Eleven must be very sad, he did so much for Shen Ming, he didn't want Shen Ming to commit suicide, make a movie, and give Shen Ming courage, but in the end Shen Ming still died...... Alas, Eleven, is he okay now?"

Hearing Xia Yi ask this question, Zhou Yun showed a smile on his face and said, "You know him very well, he is indeed uncomfortable because of Shen Ming's matter, but don't worry, he has been preparing new works recently." ”

"Really?"

As soon as Xia Yi heard Zhou Yun's words, her eyes lit up instantly, and she asked urgently: "What story?" Zhou Yun, you must know what his new work is about. ”

The other students who were originally sitting on the side also gathered when they heard the news of Bao Shiyi's new work, and asked Zhou Yun with anticipation and curiosity.

"It's really worthy of eleven, every time you don't have to wait for a long time, there will be a new story. ”

"Yes, yes, although most of them are sad stories, but they are really very exciting, I don't know what Eleven will write this time? I really hope he can write love stories, even if it is a tragedy like "I'm Sorry, I Love You", I like it so much. ”

"I hope he writes suspenseful reasoning, of course Zhou Yun, you tell your husband for me, no matter what he writes, I will support it. ”

It should be said that whoever believes it will not be calm when they hear the news about Bao Shiyi's new work, because everyone will look forward to it and want to know what Bao Shiyi's next work will write.

Even if it's a tragedy, it's so addictive.

……

……

Liucheng, Nanzhong Street.

"Eleven, you can't write like that, and you definitely can't write like that in the end!"

Xu Qi looked anxious, his eyes were full of anxiety, and he said urgently: "How can you write such a good story like this, this is not right at all." ”

"What's wrong, what's wrong?"

Bao Shiyi didn't care about Xu Qi's anxiety at all, and couldn't help but say, "Don't you think this story is very exciting?"

Xu Qi stood up, took Bao Eleven's manuscript, and said directly: "This story is very exciting, really very exciting, just like the "Harry Potter" you wrote at the beginning, it is really another magical book, but in the final ending, how can you let Edward bite Bella to death." ”

As soon as he thought of the ending written by Bao Shiyi, Xu Qi was crazy in his heart, he was really unspeakably aggrieved, depressed, desperate, angry, and had the urge to stab the author to death.

No, it's not a stab to death, it should be like the male protagonist bites the heroine to death, biting Bao Eleven to death!

Xu Qi grabbed the manuscript of "Twilight" in his hand, and the whole person was really going berserk.

Thinking of the astonishing negative energy value that Xu Qi appeared on the light curtain panel, Bao Shiyi took a deep breath.

Yes, that's how it feels!

Bao Shiyi felt that only by seeing the huge negative energy value could he feel the hope of living, and the confidence to really be able to fight with death, and said: "Vampires suck blood, feel the smell of fresh blood, do you think he can stop?"

"Yes, yes, Edward he will be able to do it, because true love, because he loves Bella, he can't suck Bella's blood dry. ”

Xu Qi looked anxious, and sat directly beside Bao Shiyi, the posture seemed to be Edward, and she promised that she would never suck Bella's blood dry.

But what to do?

Even if Edward didn't suck Bella's blood, he would have to suck Bella's blood this time.

……

Bao Shiyi looked at Xu Qi and shook his head, and said: "Aunt Xu, you are too naïve, I didn't expect you to be so naïve, as simple as those little girls, vampires suck human blood, this is the law that wolves eat sheep and sheep eat grass, this is the more ancient truth." ”

"Do you want the wolf to let go of the sheep that is already in its mouth? Aunt Xu, do you think this is possible?"

He is now a wolf, a vampire, and he wants to take revenge on society like this, and he must take revenge on society as internationally and fiercely as he did in "Harry Potter".

When Xu Qi heard Bao Shiyi's words, he was so angry that he said directly: "Eleven, you are quibbling, it's not a thing at all, Edward and Bella's true love can change all this, and the final outcome shouldn't be like this." ”

Bao Shiyi silently recited the "Meditation Mantra" in his heart, kept reading, tried to calm himself down, looked at Xu Qi, and said in a positive voice: "I am the author of this story, and I naturally have a reason for writing like this." ”

Xu Qi didn't expect that Bao Shiyi had already decided on such an ending, and he refused to change it.

She is an editor, and she rarely asks the author to change the plot, and usually only makes suggestions, but this time she really is not a suggestion, but please and hope.

She was really driven crazy by Bao Eleven.

"Eleven, you're really going to drive your readers crazy!"

"Such an ending, I ...... I see that you are all, you might as well not write this final ending. ”

"Crazy?"

Bao Shiyi forcibly suppressed the madness in his heart, and said ruthlessly-

"Then drive them crazy!"