The last time I locked myself in a room like this, I didn't want to see anyone, I didn't want to hear anything, I didn't want to think about anything, it seemed like many years ago: I still remember that it was when I was a reserve member of the group SHINee, but the company decided to remove it from the shelves before my debut.

At that time, he locked himself in the dormitory room of the trainee for three days, and did nothing except drink a few sips of water and swallow a few cookies: he was almost expelled from the S.M. company because he missed the company's classes for a few days without any reason - if it weren't for the fact that he usually got along well with the teachers who taught the class, and because the experience was really miserable and he received the sympathy of the head of the trainee department in the company, maybe Wang Nanqian would not have been able to support the day of his debut as a member of EXO.

I have survived such a difficult moment, and now I have not only made my official debut, but also won the huge popularity of the TV series "Please Answer 1997" through guò, which is unbelievable even for me, and it should have been the most proud time of my life - why did the qiē that happened at this moment coincide with my most depressed and desperate time?

Pressing his head with a pillow, when Wang Nanqian tried to escape from the real world like an ostrich, the world was "cruel" and not ready to let him go: when the mobile phone that was thrown aside early vibrated on the bed, he even felt that his body was shaking with that rhythm.

When something is likely to go bad, it will end badly: as sensational as it sounds, what happened to him since he came to Korea seems to confirm this absurd theory.

In the middle of the night, who would call so abruptly?

What if it's Kim Tae-yeon?

If you answer the phone, it's just embarrassing at best, and if you don't answer it, according to that woman's character, you'll probably die a miserable death later, right?

Listen to the vibrating phone constantly buzzing softly. Just when the call was about to end in a situation where no one answered: with a sigh of self-defeat, Wang Nanqian threw the pillow on his head directly to his side, and then grabbed the guy who was shaking himself with all his strength under the power of the battery.

Force yourself to pull yourself together from a state of mind that is empty, at the moment when you speak into your phone. Wang Nanqian feels that her voice doesn't sound much different than usual: in the nearly three months of filming the TV series "Please Answer 1997," he has learned the ability to quickly regulate himself - a skill that he learned only to be able to work more efficiently, but now it is used in real life, which is really funny.

"Hello?"

"Oppa, are you busy? I almost thought you wouldn't take it. Where are you now? Haven't you been back to your dorm?"

The sweet voice has a slightly coquettish tone, and when he heard the sound coming from the amplification mouth of the mobile phone, his body, which had been tense since he picked up the phone, suddenly relaxed: although he didn't expect to receive a call from Park Chulong at such a time, but the worst situation imaginable didn't happen after all, didn't it?

"I'm lying in bed, it's so late, what's the matter?"

Because he breathed a sigh of relief, his originally tense tone became much more natural and soft: it seems that since the girl Park Chulong inexplicably became his girlfriend, his life has been off the track that should be normal: but can Park Chulong be blamed for this? In the final analysis, this qiē is not all because he himself did the wrong thing at the wrong time?

Although he still had little to no idea what was going on under the influence of alcohol - the girl was now his girlfriend anyway. Even if it's just a "phone girlfriend" who is almost impossible to meet: at least on the phone, he should try not to let the negative emotions around him affect the girl.

"Oppa, I'm just curious, what did you say to Endi today?"

Was it for this reason?

After being together for so long, it is too clear that Zheng Eundi is a person who will put all her inner feelings on her face: what kind of things will she do after returning to Apink's dormitory, Wang Nanqian can roughly guess a seven, seven, eighty, eight, eight, or eight, if not being discovered by the members of Apink, it is impossible - even the calmest and calmest self who has always been considered by others to be the trainee of S.M. Company has not been able to control his feelings.

An unsuccessful confession would have hurt both sides: if the Busan girl, who always smiled brightly and always brought energy and joy to those around her, could have predicted the ending like this, would she still say those words?

There are many examples of relationships arising from cooperation in TV dramas, and there are many examples of turning from on-screen couples to real couples, but Wang Nanqian never imagined that such a situation would happen to him: although the mode of getting along with Zheng Endi on the set has far exceeded the relationship between ordinary relatives and friends. However, when he filmed a TV series for the first time in his life, he thought that this was only a situation that would happen in order to be able to perform better in front of the camera - everyone looked at this pair of young and energetic and energetic "actor newcomers" with kindness and tacit understanding - who would have thought that it was precisely because of this kindness that Zheng Eundi, who had been in this atmosphere where even the air seemed to have some sweet taste, really moved?

Not only Zheng Endi, but Wang Nanqian, one of the two parties, didn't dare to say that he really didn't have any feelings for this girl who had been intimate with him for two or three months: just relying on his self-discipline and consciousness as a newly debuted artist, he asked himself if there was probably no way to reject the girl with a bright expression like a little sun without even thinking too much about it after being stunned.

Although after getting used to seeing the girl's smile. Seeing the expression of shock and disappointment on her face made Wang Nanqian feel a little uneasy and uncomfortable: but he couldn't rush forward to take on the role of caring for this girl because of this unbearable and heartache.

He is no longer alone, and behind him there is a girl standing behind him, a girl named Park Chulong, a girl who has become his girlfriend so magically.

In the huge Shura field that he is now deeply trapped in, the most irresistible and impossible for him to resist is the "senior" who is in the same company, who is already closer to him than his relatives, and who almost does not look up - and Jung Eun-di has only worked with him in the same TV series for two or three months after all: compared to the enormous pressure brought to him by Kim Tae-yeon, in dealing with Jung Eun-di's confession. It seems as if choosing has become something that is not so difficult to make.

Even though this choice may hurt the other person, even though it also makes his own mood very bad - long pain is better than short pain after all: this is probably the best thing to do, right?

Zheng Endi is probably not in a good state now, but he can't do anything for this friend and family who has become very close to him.

It's not that the heart is powerless, it's that there's nothing to be done.

Sighing deeply in my heart. Wang Nanqian frowned and straightened up from the bed: "Chu Long, you wait a minute, I'll hide in the bathroom and talk to you later." ”

groped around the bed in the dark to find his shoes, and pushed open the door that had just been covered by Zhang Yixing: he was stabbed by the light because the light was on in the corridor. He covered his eyes with his left hand, which was not holding his phone, and walked towards the bathroom following the route he remembered.

"Brother, are you okay? Your face looks bad? Did you make a mistake on the stage today?" When this brother was silent in the room, few people dared to go in to "make trouble", but now that he had run out by himself, Jin Junmian, who was sitting in the living room, got up directly from the sofa and greeted him after hearing the sound: he was originally the captain of Team K. During the period when the eldest brother in the group was hidden by the company, he was promoted to the captain of the EXO group - although he himself was still being cared for by the oldest and most calm brother of the trainee for more time, he had already begun to try to make himself a captain who could truly lead the group and solve problems for all members.

"No, it's just that I was too tired a while ago and my body wasn't feeling well, so it's good to rest for two days. The phone was still on the phone with Park Chulong, and there was no doubt that the words just now could be heard by that girl: I didn't want to entangle too much with these younger brothers who didn't know anything and were making trouble, Wang Nanqian just shook her head hurriedly at Jin Junmian.

"Isn't you feeling well? Brother, are you having stomach problems again? Isn't the TV series finished? Let's have two meals in the dormitory in the past two days. Jin Junmian knew that the older brother had not only injured his knee during the long trainee era, but also had suffered from stomach problems due to excessive body management: he only wanted to play the role of captain dutifully, but he didn't understand the sense of resistance that the other party vaguely revealed in his tone - he followed Wang Nanqian's footsteps all the way from the corridor to the door of the bathroom, and Jin Junmian was still chattering.

"Who's in the bathroom? I'll give you another ten seconds. If you don't come out again, I'll kill you!" was in a very bad mood, and there was an unknown guy around him who kept chattering: at the moment when he tried hard but didn't twist the doorknob of the bathroom, Wang Nanqian finally roared unbearably.

It was probably the first time I heard this mild-tempered brother erupt in such a feeling: Kim Jun-mian, who was stunned behind the roaring brother, felt that even five seconds had passed, and Kim Jong-in, whose hair was still wet and had obviously just finished taking a shower, had already jumped out of the bathroom - it was not until the bathroom door was closed again that Kim Junmian woke up.

"It's scary, what's wrong with Brother Nan?"

"I don't know...... It's probably the few days that men go through every month, right?" patting the frightened Kim Jong-in on the shoulder, Kim Jun reluctantly shrunk his neck, and whispered in a voice that the brother who was in the bathroom would never have heard.

"NAN'S MADNESS IS REALLY ...... Scary. ”

"ANYWAY, IT'S BETTER NOT TO PROVOKE BROTHER NAN IN THE PAST TWO DAYS, LET HIM DO WHATEVER HE WANTS. ”

Wang Nanqian, who was sitting resentfully on the lid of the flush toilet, naturally couldn't hear the discussion between Kim Jong-in and Kim Jun-mian about himself outside the door, when he put the phone back to his ear. He could only hear the sound of continuous laughter coming from the amplification port of his mobile phone: this sweet laughter made his anger that had just been ignited only helpless in an instant.

"Hey...... Stop laughing. ”

P.S. April is finally here, so let's get started with a steady update! )