Chapter 581: Be Brave to Love

No matter who the other party is, what you have to do now is to hurry out of the space and open the door.

Leisurely and quickly came out of the space and went straight to the door, opening the door.

"Hey, why are you?"

"Am I not very popular?" said the man who came as if helplessly.

"But how did you know I lived here?"

"I'm here for a meeting and I'm staying at this hotel. I just heard from the staff that there was a VIP customer who stayed in and was still a very beautiful girl, so I thought of you. I didn't expect to see it when you got on the elevator, I think we should be friends, you shouldn't mind too much if you come over to say hello, right?" What Zhang Zixuan didn't say was that he wanted to disturb the leisurely experience as a special guest, and it took some twists and turns in the middle. But none of that matters, does it?

"Of course not, please come in. "Since you rescued Zhang Zixuan last time, in fact, the two of them have never been alone.

On the one hand, there will always be some people around the two of them, and it is inconvenient to talk. On the other hand, there are many things that you can't sort out yet, and she doesn't know what else she can do without hurting Zhang Zixuan except to avoid it.

"You came to Nanshan alone this time?" Zhang Zixuan was a little strange, there were usually several people around him, but this time he actually saw her alone.

"Well, Xiao Ye was injured and hospitalized, I came to see him, and I didn't bring anyone else with me when I left. "Tell the truth leisurely, and it doesn't mean anything else.

"Yes? It was him. Zhang Zixuan seemed to mean something when he said this.

"You seem to be a little different. You feel that the Zhang Zixuan you see this time is different from the past, and I feel that the way he looks at him and the tone of his speech have changed. Nothing must have happened between them. Oh. Except for the last time I was kidnapped by the Rain Clan.

"I'm really different. I've figured out a lot of things. Lan'er ......" Zhang Zixuan stretched out his hand to touch his leisurely hair. The hand was halfway through and suddenly stopped.

"Oh, sorry. Zhang Zixuan smiled bitterly.

"I'm not Lan Xue, maybe I was, but not now. Zhang Zixuan's action just now made you instinctively dodge.

"I may or may not understand what you say. But it doesn't matter, you just do what you love to do, and if you can fall in love with me again, it's my pleasure. If it......" Zhang Zixuan felt that when he said this, his mouth was full of bitterness, and he was about to suffocate.

"If you can't respond to my feelings. Please don't take it personally. Zhang Zixuan finally said this sentence. He felt his heart ache, and it made him feel like he might die in the next second.

"You are ......" You didn't expect to see Zhang Zixuan again, he would have such an attitude. This made her feel puzzling and at the same time a little light-hearted.

"Nothing, don't take it personally. No matter who I am, no matter where I am, no matter what I do, as long as you remember that I love you, that's enough. Zhang Zixuan took a deep breath, took a leisurely hand, and kissed the back of a leisurely hand. The movement was gentle, gentle. Solemn.

Yes, such a seemingly ordinary kiss hand salute. It actually made you feel solemn. She didn't know what happened to Zhang Zixuan. But it seems that Zhang Zixuan is leaving her, or it can be said that he is leaving Lan Xue.

"Since you don't want to say it, I won't ask more. But are you really okay? Is there anything I can do to help?" You Ran seemed to sense that some of Zhang Zixuan's unspoken words were related to her.

"You have to be happy, you have to be kind to yourself, this is the biggest help for me. Rest assured, I won't be leaving, I'll be there for you whenever you need me. I said I love you whenever, wherever, and who I am, remember. Zhang Zixuan suddenly laughed when he said the last sentence.

Without the heaviness just now, without the depression, even though he was in pain, he felt very happy to be able to say these words leisurely at the moment.

"Thank you, I'll remember. Whether I'm Lan Xue or Youran, you're a very important person to me. Leisurely holding Zhang Zixuan's hand, he said this solemnly.

This is not to comfort Zhang Zixuan. 'Someone very important' may sometimes be synonymous with 'You're a good person.'" But Youran didn't think so. She never wanted to hurt Zhang Zixuan. She usually does things very decisively, especially after being reborn, and rarely hesitates to make decisions.

But emotionally, she experienced more twists and turns than in her previous life before she recognized her heart.

Perhaps her life before her rebirth was too simple, and from the beginning to the end of her world, only Lin Tong was seen. Even if there have been other suitors, she has always thought that she loves Lin Tong and will not change because of anything.

And now it's a different leisurely way. Her feelings are difficult for even herself to see clearly, and her rational, emotional and mental choices make her at a loss.

She has been avoiding it, and she has never wanted to or dared to look into her heart clearly, because she was afraid of being frightened by her own heart.

She has been asking herself again since she was reborn, and her every qiē is no longer the same as in the past. Should she still go to Lin Tong? Should she still let the story between them repeat itself?

She asked herself if there was no result for so many years, not because she didn't love Lin Tong. It's that she doesn't want to involve Lin Tong in her rebirth incident.

Slowly, she began to deliberately avoid Lin Tong, the world she was reborn into. She was afraid to go back, she was afraid that this qiē was all a dream.

She is selfish, but this selfishness is not for herself. Her family is happy now, and so are the people around her. The old man of the Ouyang family is still alive, and he can still chat and laugh with himself.

Leisurely and selfishly afraid that this qiē would disappear, she was afraid that all her current experiences would be a dream. Lin Tong's qiē knot. Youran once thought that if he met Lin Tong again, would he make this qiē change the same.

Because the former Lin Tong was leisurely and happy. When the happiness of reality meets the dream, it may wake her up from the dream.

At first, he avoided it, but then he never had a chance to recreate their encounter. Slowly, my mind has settled down, and I will no longer think that this is a dream, and I will wake up one day.

When many years passed, I was surprised to find that I already had another man in my heart. Does she still love Lin Tong? She seems to have forgotten about it.

It seemed a little more than she realized, she shouldn't be like this. She should not turn her back on the person who once loved him the most.

But love has never been reasonable, nor is it something that reason can control.

What an embarrassing situation. Now, one is a man who loved her in her previous life, but she doesn't remember. The other is the man she loved before she was born again, and now she remembers, and the other party doesn't know her at all.

She doesn't love either of them anymore. She figured she was probably a bad woman.

A bad woman who lost to time. Because of time, she forgot the mood of falling in love with Lin Tong at the beginning, and there was no way to accept Zhang Zixuan who came with the memories of her previous life.

But......

She used to be entangled in such thoughts, so she didn't dare to face her heart for a long time. She told herself that she didn't accept Ouyang Ye's feelings because there was too much uncertainty about her future, and even she didn't know where her future was.

But she didn't think about it until now, and she was scared.

She was afraid to face this, to face her husband in a previous life, to face her former fiancé, what a chaotic feeling. So she ran away, she didn't want to be a bad woman, she didn't want to be a reason to use time as a reason to forget jì once.

But now, she was not afraid.

Although it is not clear what made Zhang Zixuan let go of her feelings for Lan Xue in her previous life, she is really grateful to Zhang Zixuan for appearing at this moment at this moment.

Before today, you didn't dare to say that she would always refuse Ouyang Ye. But she would not have opened her heart so quickly to tell her that she loved him.

But this afternoon, she misunderstood Ouyang Ye, and after figuring it out, she told sù that she wanted to be brave, that she loved Ouyang Ye, and that she was going to sue him. Otherwise, it would be unfair to Ouyang Ye.

Unexpectedly, at this time, she actually met Lin Tong, the person she was most afraid of seeing. Although she has been suing herself, she and Lin Tong have passed. Lin Tong didn't even know who she was.

Only she knows that she still can't let go of her heart. After all, Lin Tong accompanied her in the best years of her life. He gave her a sense of security and happiness. How could she say that she would let it go.

However, Zhang Zixuan gave her the best gift at this time. He said that letting her follow her heart and do what she wanted to do was the greatest help to him.

Even he can let go of his feelings for Lan Xue, no longer cling, and don't he need to be cocooned anymore?

Yes, neither in the past life, nor in the pre-rebirth, nor in the present. She is who she is now, and she is leisurely now. She has always known this, but she has never really let go of the past and only lived in the present as she is now.

Don't embarrass herself anymore, since she was reborn, she has been thinking about how to make others live better, and she should think about herself. Maybe tomorrow was really hard to predict, but she didn't want to waste any more time.

Be brave, be bold, let your heart call the shots, and do what you want to do. Maybe it's a lot better for everyone. At least she can not deceive herself into hurting others. (To be continued......)