Chapter 108 Poetic haze
Let's say that at the beginning of spring this year, Mr. Sun came to tell Guaer that he was going to take students to other places for internships for a while. Gua'er was stunned for a moment, thinking that they were not boyfriend and girlfriend with each other, so she told her what she was doing with this, but because of her feelings, she only said "oh" casually and didn't say anything.
Although he pretended not to care on the surface, he also felt the meaning of Gu'er in his heart. However, he still understands in his heart, that is, it is easy to write, but it is not easy to do, even if it is a little embarrassing, it doesn't matter, just continue to work hard and leave.
It didn't take long for Gua'er to take the students for internships. It's just that the internship location is not far away, just in a pharmaceutical factory in the suburbs, so I took a bus in the morning and came back in the evening.
On this day, it was a Friday, Gua'er's internship ended early, and when she returned to school, it was only three o'clock in the afternoon, and Gua'er walked to the department. I entered the door of the corridor, opened the mailbox by the foyer, took the newspapers and periodicals, and came to my office with the teachers.
Gua Er poured a glass of water first, then sat down and flipped through the newspaper while drinking the water. Hey, a letter, when I saw that the envelope was written by Mr. Sun, the envelope was very thin, and I could hardly feel that there was a letter inside. She didn't open it, put it in her bag, walked out of the office, came to the reading room, exchanged a few words with teachers and students, and sat aside to read the materials.
There is a library in the university, and each department also has a reading room, and when the teacher finishes the lecture and the students are not in class, they like to come to the department to read magazines in the reading room, in fact, the reading room is also a good place for teachers and students to communicate freely. Of course, it is not appropriate to say that it is a place for communication, because the reading room is not a place for talking, but students will inevitably take the opportunity to go to the teacher's office to ask for advice and discuss when they meet the teacher here.
Just a while later, she heard someone say that it was going to rain, she looked up at the window, then hurried back to the office, cleaned up briefly, picked up the small bag, took the poncho, and walked out. Walk downstairs and ride your bike to the farmer's market.
This farmer's market is in a small alley north of the dormitory area of the Normal University. It is said to be a market, but in fact, there are stalls along both sides of the alley. There are small shops, some set up sheds, some set up a big parasol, some put on the table, some put on the ground, there are all kinds of vegetables, there are pickled vegetables, there are also chicken, duck and fish.
One of the teachers in Gua'er's department lives in a house next to the farmer's market, and said that it is lively at three or four o'clock at night, and the sound of talking, chickens and ducks makes people sleep badly. Of course, this is off topic, so don't mention it.
There was already a drizzle in the sky, and there weren't many people buying groceries. Gua Er bought a few buns, two cucumbers, a pound of eggs, three tomatoes, a little lean meat, a small piece of tofu, and bought five cents of green onions, and hurried home.
The meal of this mother and daughter is also quite simple to make. Pour water into the pot, put the grate, put the bun on the grate, cover the pot, turn on the fire and make the vegetables, and after a while, a plate of shredded pork with cucumber and a plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes will be fine.
Soon, the buns in the pot are also hot, put the grate down, put the cut tofu into the pot and boil, then put the noodles in and boil, pour some vinegar, put some salt, monosodium glutamate, and sprinkle with green onions, this sour noodle soup is good.
Mother and daughter chatted while eating. The martial mother said: "If you buy that beef in the future, I won't be able to chew it." "What about pork?" "Pork can bite. "It's not the same, you can bite it off when it's soft." "Oh, this woman, it's hard to bite beef. "Okay, then don't buy beef. ”
"There's a wife next door. "Well, I see, I'm in my forties. "Listen to the accent, it looks like it's from our side. "Hehe, now you've got company. "That's it, not less. "People are here to bring a baby to her son. ”
"Alas, you've been waiting for a baby for a long time. "Gee, how did you get involved? "I'll just say that. "I don't know what you're thinking. "Hehe, this is my heart disease, people are old, it's all this, I always want to see the little one early." "Hey, hey. ”
"Oh, when are you going to get married?" "Uh, it's still early." "It's not too small, hurry up and get married." "Nothing is said to be over." Besides, I still have to go to graduate school. "What??" "Hehe, you don't understand, just study." ”
"What are you going to study when you're a teacher? "Oh, you don't understand. "When is that the first time?" "Oh, I know what to do. "Oh, don't talk about that. "This girl, if your mother doesn't talk to her about this, what do you say?"
"Alas, when I didn't come, people said that the city was good, and it was a blessing to come with you. But as the days go by, it's not fresh. "Hehe, do you miss your hometown?" "In my hometown, the sky is even, I can go wherever I want." But here, no one knows it. You go to work all day, and I don't have anyone to talk to. "Isn't that a companion? "Hey, hey. ”
"I'm fine, I don't dare to move anything, I have to cook for you, and I can't do anything. "You can just move, as long as you don't use the power supply." "How am I going to get it?" "There's nothing I want you to do. You go around, and when you're tired, you rest. "It's sad to be resting all the time. "Oh. ”
After dinner, the martial mother continued to chat with Gua'er while washing the pots and dishes. Hurry up and pack up, and it's getting big outside. couldn't go out for a walk, so Gua'er sat with Wu's mother for a while and watched TV.
Then, Gu'er sat down at the desk, read books, and wrote handouts. The martial mother watched TV for a while, and when she was sleepy, she washed her feet and went to sleep first. After reading the book for a while, Gua Er also washed her feet, lay on the bed, and read Teacher Sun's letter.
The letter was just a piece of paper, a little poem: "I am leaving, I am still here, and I am back at your bedside; You are asleep, fragrant, breathing in the fragrant freshness, and I tug at the corner of the quilt to leave you with the warmth of love. ”
After reading it, Gua Er folded the letter, put it back in the envelope, and put it in the bedside drawer. Gua Er thought to herself, this guy actually came to cover this girl with a quilt, and couldn't help but smile, and two blushes appeared on his face. The mother of the martial arts family has long fallen asleep.
Gua'er lay on the bed, unable to sleep for a while, took out the letter from the drawer and read it again. Indeed, this little poem is okay to write, subtle, delicate, giving people a soft feeling, and also has a breath of life, a bit of the style of new poetry in the first and twenties of the last century. Thinking about it, Gu'er fell asleep.
In this way, Teacher Sun entered Gua'er's life, the girl's calm heart rippled, and a small boat quietly set off under the blue sky and white clouds. Subsequently, the two gradually interacted more, dancing, walking, watching movies or something, these will not be repeated.
This afternoon, when she was idle, she went to the bookstore. Gua Er is a science student, and he doesn't like the current popular romance. Although she can patiently listen to Mr. Sun's analysis of poetry and poetry, she doesn't want to spend time on literary cultivation, and she visits bookstores more to see new books in her profession. Because she understands that the most urgent thing for young teachers is to improve their professional level, not to enjoy life.
When you walk into the bookstore, you will first come to the bestseller shelves on the first floor. Inadvertently, a new book called "The Aesthetics of Love" came into Gua'er's sight. Out of curiosity, I unconsciously stopped, took a book and turned a few pages, and thought it was quite interesting. I looked at the pricing, and it wasn't expensive, so I bought a copy. I went to the professional bookshelf again and bought a copy too.
Back in the dormitory, I had dinner with my samurai mother, chatted for a while, and then went to read professional books and prepare handouts. The martial mother's mother watched TV for a while and went to sleep first. After preparing for class, Gua Er snuggled on the back of the bed and couldn't help but flip through the newly bought "Love Aesthetics". Unexpectedly, she read more than a dozen pages in one breath, and she couldn't help laughing when she looked at it.
Lying in the quilt, she thought to herself, this is in love with a person with a little knowledge, and he is so knowledgeable, what do you want to indulge, what suspense and surprises, there are really a lot of fame, isn't it just playing a psychological game. Just like that, thinking about it, Gu'er fell asleep unconsciously.
In his sleep, it seems to be in his hometown Qingping. It's like a warm spring, and it's like a Mid-Autumn Festival, and the weather is neither cold nor hot. It was like morning, it was like afternoon, and it wasn't very bright in the room, but it wasn't dark either. Feeling a little sleepy, Gua'er went to the kang and leaned on the quilt as if she was asleep.
In a daze, I heard the martial mother's mother say that she went to someone's house, so she got off the kang and went out, leaving Gua'er alone in the house. After a while, I vaguely heard the door creaking, but I didn't hear the footsteps coming in. Then I heard a knock on the door, but I still didn't hear the footsteps coming in.
Gua'er lazily opened her eyes slightly: I saw Ye Zi's godmother open the door curtain and came in, calling "Gua'er". Gua Er wanted to get off the kang, but she felt like she was entangled in something, and she couldn't move. She seemed to use all her strength to answer, but she didn't hear her own voice.
Ye Zigodmother came over and asked, "Your mother is out?" "Hmm." Gua'er replied mechanically. Ye Zi came over and sat on the edge of the kang, as if he wanted to say something to Gua'er, but he stopped talking. only sighed and looked at Gu'er thoughtfully. During the gaze, he raised his head and coughed from time to time.
Gua'er wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it, and she couldn't move, so she felt so uncomfortable. When it was over, Ye Zi didn't say anything, sat for a while, and finally said, "You sleep, go back", and drifted away. Gua'er wanted to send her godmother, but she couldn't get up.
During the struggle, I sweated, my hand was raised, and the quilt was lifted. In this cold, Gu'er woke up from a deep sleep. Oh, it turned out to be a dream.
Thinking back on this dream, Gua'er felt so uncomfortable. Yes, the human heart is made of flesh. Ye Zi's godmother took such good care of Gua'er before her death, but Gua'er didn't even write a letter to her godmother, didn't take the initiative to see her godmother, and even when her godmother was seriously ill, she didn't know and didn't go to see it.
This cannot but be said to be a great pity. She didn't know what her godmother thought of her, and she guessed that she must be very sad. Thinking about it, I fell asleep again. The next morning, Gua'er got up a little later than usual, so she got up early and went to work.
I came back early in the afternoon, and saw that my mother had no energy, like a severe cold, and had a headache and cough. Maybe I heard from a neighbor in the village, Gua'er knew that the elderly couldn't be careless when they had a cold, so they hurried to the hospital, checked and took medicine, and was busy.
When I came back, I was cooking and taking care of my mother, and I forgot about that dream, so I didn't tell my martial mother.