891 As long as there is you

Mrs. Xie Ergu arrived at the Zhuangzi of the princess of Huaishan Mansion, and the Zhuangzi who guarded the Zhuangzi inside was brought by a steward of the princess's mansion, and hurriedly led people to the residence.

Although the princess can't come here for a few years, no one dares to neglect it, the princess has an estate here, and there are stewards who come every year, so the residence is also very tidy.

The second aunt and wife brought a few henchmen over, and immediately sent them to buy some daily necessities on the street.

Huaishan Mansion is close to the mountain, there is a famous Huaishan Academy, so the style of writing is good, the princess's Zhuangzi is not in the city, but it is also a pleasant scenery.

Mrs. Xie Ergu settled down, rested for a day, walked around the Zhuangzi, looked at the surrounding environment, and felt that the air here was good, the hot summer had passed, and the cool autumn wind blew her heart was never refreshed.

While walking, she thought about what she was going to do in the future, her heart was a mess, Hua'er's matter was too sudden, and even her and her separation were also sudden, so she got out of the Liao family, but now she is alone, she is confused, although the world is big, where to go, but where should she go?

She is old, gray hair has appeared, and decades of exhaustion have made her only feel too tired, but it is still not much easier after getting out. There is still stuffy air in the chest, and I can't pass through it.

I couldn't fall asleep at night, I got up and sat in the courtyard, looked up at the stars in the sky, and thought about where Hua'er went, whether Xuan'er and Hui'er were sick, thinking that my daughter was now a few months old, and I knew if my mother would be sad when she left Beijing, and I didn't know how to panic when Zhi'er was alone in Beijing, and I always grew up with my eldest brother, Hua'er was the backbone of Zhi'er, and now it was time for him to learn to bear it.

Think...... What's he doing.

Mrs. Xie Ergu thinks about herself now, she is an incompetent mother, and if she were someone else, she would definitely rather die by herself than let her child suffer a little grievance.

She thought of her third sister again, and now she is not as good as her third sister, whether both of them have the same rebellious and uneasy heart.

Before she could figure it out, she heard a report from outside that someone had come to see her with the princess's post and was waiting in the guest room.

Mrs. Xie Ergu felt strange, she had just been here for a few days, what happened to the princess, and when she thought about it, was it her mother's family that had an accident, or Yu Bing?

Frightened, she ran away and ran to the guest room, and before she entered the door, she saw a person standing there.

Mrs. Xie Ergu stood on the door frame, although she was out of breath, she still held back her breath, her chest rose and fell, and her hand holding the door frame was crushed, but she didn't know how to speak.

"I'm coming. ”

He smiled peacefully, and his eyes were as gentle as ever.

The second aunt didn't move for a long time, and instead asked, "The princess told you that?"

"Yes, I've been worried about you, I went to the princess's mansion the next day, and after you left, the princess sent someone to call me over, saying that you are here, I arranged an apprentice, and rushed over. ”

"We ......," the second aunt said to us, and she couldn't go on.

In the past few days, she has avoided thinking about their father and son, she feels that she has no face to face, and she is afraid that she will not be able to control her heart when she thinks about it.

But seeing the real person in front of her now, she panicked, but with expectation, she only told the princess that she came here alone, whether she wanted to be quiet or to escape, just like when she came to Beijing the previous year and bought him a Zhuangzi in Beijing, did she want to keep her father and her two brothers closer to her in the future, or did she want him to be closer to herself?

Insist on and leave, does she just don't want to stand in front of him with the surname of her husband, no! Even if she didn't meet him that time, without their father and son, she didn't want to continue to live with the surname Liao!

"If you don't dislike me, I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with you. Su Zilin said this.

Looking at his peaceful eyes, there were no waves in them.

Over the years, in order to achieve far-reaching, every time she saw him, it was this kind of peace, but it calmed her impetuous heart.

Although I had just seen him and seen him coming, I expected and expected him to say this, but I was still shocked.

"You don't have a burden in your heart, if you don't take this step, I will be the same as before, take a long distance, watch him marry a wife and have children, I only wish you peace, now, I am willing to be with you, not only take a long distance together, and so on Zhiyuan to get married, we can go to see Anwar, to see An Zhi, the two of them can go to my master's small courtyard for me, where there is the most beautiful scenery in the world, and when the children have children and grandchildren, just the two of us, rely on each other there. ”

Silence, both of them were silent, one in the door, the other outside the door, the surroundings were quiet, a few big trees outside the living room, birds chirping, and flying again, driving the treetops to rattle.

"I'm tired and just want to live quietly for a while. ”

"It's okay, I've been there. ”

The second aunt raised her eyes, her eyes flashed with longing, and then sank, she took a step back, but stopped.

Su Zilin stretched out his hand and pulled it up, cold, he approached, and put his hand close to his face.

The second aunt hurriedly withdrew her hand, her eyes uneasy and flustered.

"That ...... back then"

Ten years have passed, and the second aunt mentioned it in front of him for the first time.

"That year, I didn't expect that I still had relatives and flesh, I heard that you were in the princess's mansion, I begged the princess to give me Zhiyuan, it has happened, I didn't blame you at the beginning, it's not your fault alone, I shouldn't ...... , That's why I found you, then I pity you, I only wish you peace, now, I no longer want to just pity you, but walk with you through the rest of the years, not only because of Zhiyuan, but also because of me. ”

The heart that has never been in turmoil is like numbness, and the second aunt and wife clasped their hands tightly, desperately picking their palms with their fingernails.

Su Zilin took her hand, parted it, and saw the nail marks in the palm of her hand.

"Every time you are uneasy, it will be like this, a person is too tired, let me share it in the future, and leave it to me, if you want, my wife in the mountains has my own protection. ”

The second aunt muttered, "You are still young, but I am already old." ”

"My master said that in the beauty of the world, people's age is just a moment, and it has passed in a flash, before, it was not easy to pity you, and it was not easy to pity you, but now, I will bear it, so that you can rest and no longer suffer. ”

The last sentence was no longer painful, so that the second aunt's wife's heart was about to collapse, she covered her face and cried bitterly, no one said a word to her: I will bear you to rest, everything is her own struggle, I am afraid that one day I will go crazy if I can't hold on.

Su Zilin hugged her and listened to her silent crying, she used to sympathize with this woman, but after contact with her son, she who always felt strong and lonely walked forward, and slowly walked into his heart.

He also knew that everything else was hopeless, but he would always miss her, and in the dead of night, he wondered if she had only taken off her disguise at night, and then lay down tiredly, and whether she would sit alone under the night sky like him, to see which star belonged to him, and whether she had remembered each other.

After saving her back then, I was stunned by her sudden move, the madness in her eyes, and her out-of-control emotions reached the tip, like a tight string, and a slight play of the string would break the string and destroy it.

He calmed her with caresses, let her vent with hugs, and from her murmurs, from the fact that she herself didn't know what she was doing, he knew why.

This is a poor woman.

He thought that it was over, and no one would see anyone again, but in Changzhou he saw her staggering out of the medical hall, although she took the curtain away, but he still recognized it at a glance, and his curiosity made him inquire that she was pregnant, and he had a strong feeling that it was his child.

He began to inquire about her, and when he found the princess's mansion, she was about to give birth, and in that case, he could only keep Zhiyuan by his side, but could not keep her by his side, at that time, he pitied this woman.

Now I want to have her!