Chapter 24: Sympathy
Guo Wenying was stunned, and then chuckled lowly, with his status as a nobleman, it was really hard to imagine that he would scold such a thing. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Feng Jingting looked at her fairly calm face, and somewhere in her heart was faintly loose, as if it was about to overflow. He asked softly, "They said you were hard-working, but you were sad?"
"What am I sad about?" Guo Wenying snorted, "They are talking nonsense, my grandfather was seventy-one when he died, and my grandfather was seventy-three, both of them were in ancient years, but they just happened to die in the same year, just by coincidence." As for the third uncle, he himself was drunk and drunk, and he had to race horses with people, and he was thrown off by the horse and broke his leg, which he did himself. And the fish in the lotus pond, if you put some medicine in it, you can die with all the medicine, what does it have to do with me? If I am really so powerful, can overcome all things, then we don't have to fight, just pack me up and give it to the Warat people, and it won't be long before Warat will be killed by me, what a powerful weapon. ”
Her tone was relaxed, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, Feng Jingting suddenly felt sour in his heart when he looked at it, and couldn't help but reach out and rub her head.
His movements are gentle, abrupt, but not annoying. She sighed in her heart, for so many years, no one had touched her head for a long time.
He said in a low voice: "At that time, only the nurse and two maids accompanied me, and the village was very poor, with only a dozen or so Zhuang households, and the land was pitiful, and the families could not eat." There were seven or eight farms on the outskirts of Fuli, and they chose only one of them, which was a lot of effort. ”
"When I first arrived in Zhuangzi, the nurse fell ill with depression in her heart, and the two maids Hongxiang and Luyu also fell ill one after another. The little money we brought out was quickly spent, and we didn't have money to buy medicine for the nurse, and we couldn't even afford rice and noodles. At that time, I was very hungry, so I went to the village to dig vegetable roots, went to the pond to catch frogs, and asked the four aunts in the village to make them for me. The taste of boiled frogs, I never want to taste it again in my life......"
After a pause, he couldn't help but sigh and said, "Once I fell into a pond and almost drowned in order to catch a frog, but it was the farmer in the village who saved me. Later, the days really couldn't go on, that woman really made it out, and she didn't even give the maid's monthly salary, but fortunately, Hongxiang and green jade were the wedding maids brought by my mother, even if she didn't have money, she didn't abandon me. After a few days of hard work, Hongxiang took me to the house to ask for living expenses, but was kicked out by the porter, saying that I was pretending to be the little sister in the house. ”
She smiled bitterly, "When my mother married into the mansion and brought a lot of dowry, they were all privately swallowed by Mrs. Ying, she robbed my mother's money, or did she want to starve me to death? At that time, I was so angry that I really wanted to publicize the evil deeds of those people to the world. But then I gave up, and even if it got out, they were the ones who were disgraced, and my reputation was ruined. It's better to wait for the time, sooner or later, and let them pay back everything they owe me. ”
"Later, the nurse got better, and doing some needlework could feed us, and we were able to live day by day. Later, I met the master, who taught me a lot of things, and I was able to eat by myself without having to rely on others. And then I met you......" her deep voice ended, and she silently added in her heart, "and fell into an even more unbearable situation." ”
The tone of her narration of the whole story is calm, although there are occasional ups and downs, but she is still calm, as if she is talking about something that has nothing to do with her. The twists and turns are sad, and people can't help but feel slightly sour when they listen to it.
Feng Jingting always knew that she had a hard time in her childhood, and a person who grew up in a honey pot would never have such a strong mind as hers, let alone such a superior craftsmanship. Three points rely on genius, seven points depend on hard work, she will have today's achievements, and she will definitely pay much more than others.
He thought he knew her well, but to this day, he seemed to think too highly of himself. Over the years, he has also learned a lot from her, living with perseverance and facing everything calmly, which she is better than he did. That's why, when I'm depressed, I always like to sit with her. Her calm and calm made him sincerely envious.
The story touched the heartstrings in his heart, and the same pain as hers seemed to be slowly peeled away, and he could feel a heart-piercing pain in his chest. It's not all for her, but also for myself who has experienced the same suffering.
He couldn't help but think of his mother's concubine, today is the death day of his mother's concubine, just more than ten years later, she was strangled to death.
Everyone else knows that his mother is Concubine Shu, the woman who used to be a harem, but now she is not in style. But in fact, Concubine Shu is just his adoptive mother, and his mother is Concubine Chen, who died when he was six years old.
I remember that day was my mother's birthday, and he took the wooden bird made by Rong Gonggong to find her mother, wanting to give her a beloved gift. There was no one in the dormitory, not a single palace maid could be seen, only the mother concubine sat there alone and wept silently. When she saw him, her face turned white with horror, and then she quickly picked him up and put him in the cupboard, and whispered to him not to make a sound, and not to come out when she saw anything later, and to put a handkerchief on his mouth.
Later, a few eunuchs broke into the dormitory, saying that the concubine was guilty, gagged her and dragged her out, and later, she never came back.
It was a royal secret, not for outsiders, and he had never mentioned it to anyone over the years, and no one knew that he had witnessed the death of his mother. The royal family announced to the public that the concubine had died of illness, but she had committed a crime? Why did she have to die? Who killed her? No one cared, and no one remembered the person who was once beautiful and gentle.
He has been investigating all these years, although he has some eyebrows, but that person is too deeply hidden, and he is used to pretending, and it is too difficult and difficult to deal with him. So he could only suppress his sadness deeply in his heart, and only turned it out on the day of his death, repeatedly tormenting and suffering in his heart, reminding himself not to forget to take revenge.
Looking at her in front of her at this moment, I thought of myself who was also sad, and I felt a great sense of sympathy.
With a burst of pity, he stroked her hair more gently, and then couldn't help but take her in his arms and imprint a kiss on her forehead.
Guo Wenying was slightly stunned, pushed him with both hands, and for a while, his body leaned back, Feng Jingting grabbed her sliding body with his left hand, and then looked at her face, which was already red and white.
Feng Jingting suddenly laughed. His laughter was very sudden, which made Guo Wenying stunned.