Chapter 51: Once you miss it, you won't be there
Knowing that this topic was too heavy, Hong Shengbin hurriedly said: "What about you? Are you doing well, do you have a boyfriend?"
Leyi smiled and shook his head, but after thinking for a long time, he said, "I'm fine, I feel very happy now." I...... There is also a favorite person, although he ...... It's annoying!"
After saying that, she couldn't help but be happy, her little face was flushed, and she was embarrassed.
Seeing Hong Shengbin staring at his gaze, he was willing to slowly put away the fluctuations in his heart, and said softly: "Senior brother, do you know what I regret whenever I think back over the years?"
Hong Shengbin looked into her eyes, waiting for her next words.
Leyi said slowly: "I regret that I shouldn't have jumped off that bridge." I'm so stupid......"
Hong Shengbin was stunned, he didn't expect Leyi to say this.
You must know that the character of being willing to be a broken jade rather than a complete tile is the most glorious stroke in her life, but why would she say this?
Is it just the passage of time that people have become cowardly and realistic?
Leyi seemed to understand what he was thinking, so he smiled slightly.
"I now suddenly understand that life is precious and should not be given up easily. I think the most wrong thing I did back then was not brave enough to face Fang Zhipeng's threat. Now that I think about it, what would I do if he plastered my pictures all over the campus? Even if I couldn't graduate, what could I do? ”
Willing to speak very calmly, she spoke slowly, and said eloquently: "Actually, now that I think about it, my intransigence is just because I compromised too much before, and I have no way out." That's not bravery, it's recklessness. True bravery should be to laugh at everything, so that he has no chance to blackmail me at all. In fact, in life, what has always been confused is nothing more than the word fame and fortune. Burdened by fame and trapped by profit, that's why they will fall deeper and deeper. Now that you have figured everything out, then there is nothing that you can't see. ”
Hong Shengbin looked at her seriously for a long time, and now there is a peaceful, confident and firm light in Leyi's eyes, compared to when he always had a melancholy look, Leyi now has really become a little unrecognizable.
This is the most beautiful time in her life, the youthful vitality is still the same, but it is more vibrant, and you will not be able to take it back at a glance.
"Looks like you're really letting go. Hong Shengbin smiled, and the heaviest stone in his heart finally landed.
She has learned a lot of things, and this is the wealth that will accompany her throughout her life, so that she will find that peace and happiness from her heart, no matter where she is.
Hong Shengbin has been unable to let go of her, because of self-blame, because of guilt, because he is willing to hand over to Li Jiayi, and bless her to take good care of her.
But he didn't expect Li Jiayi's anger to almost kill Leyi.
It was a shackle that he thought he would be bound to his conscience for the rest of his life.
Now that she is finally relieved, she has let go, and so has he.
was willing to look out the window, and suddenly saw something, and the whole person was stunned.
Hong Shengbin followed her gaze, and half of the front of the car could be seen in this position, as if hiding in that corner.
He immediately recognized that it was Tang Yuan's car.
Hong Shengbin never dreamed that he and Tang Yuan were old acquaintances, and every time he came to Beijing, he would come to pick up the wind in person.
After dealing with the things on the scene, he will personally drive him to a private club to get together and rest.
But he didn't expect that he would know Leyi.
Life is sometimes so wonderful, there are only one or two people separated from each other, but it is like the end of the world that you don't know.
Leyi deliberately turned his face to the side, but that apprehensive look immediately betrayed her.
Hong Shengbin smiled: "That nasty guy is Tang Yuan, right?"
Hearing him ask this, Leyi's face turned red all at once, and he hurriedly said, "No!"
Then he reacted in surprise and said, "You know him?"
Hong Shengbin said happily: "This circle is so big, of course I know him, and I know him very well!"
Willing to scratch his head embarrassedly, trying to hide his embarrassment.
Hong Sheng slowly put away his smiling face and said seriously: "Willingly, Tang Yuan is a rare good person." I don't think it's going to be a good man like him anymore. It's best if you're with him. Only he can be worthy of you, and only you can live this life in vain. Go for it!"
Leyi slowly stood up, turned his head and suddenly saw Lu Fan standing not far away.
He smiled, his brow furrowed slightly, tears in his eyes.
Leyi walked over and stretched out his hand: "Zaijian, Lu Fan." ”
Lu Fan gently held her hand: "Zaijian, willingly." You must be happy, if you feel unhappy, come back, I'm waiting for you!"
Big tears rolled down his eyes involuntarily.
At this moment, all the past events are speeding by like a movie.
They walked side by side on campus, he deliberately sat across from her with a plate, he deliberately came to her at a school dance and taught her waltz, he stood on the stage of the school celebration and held up the trophy and shouted, "I'm willing!" and she bravely shouted at the dormitory building, "I liked him first!"
The kiss at that time was so warm and sweet, and the butterflies in the sky were circling and slowly spreading.
Through her tears, she clearly found that she was no longer there......
Only by saying zaijian to one's own yesterday can one move forward bravely without looking back.
Willing to wipe away his tears, he smiled vigorously and waved at them: "Zaijian, senior brother! Zaijian, Lu Fan! You must also be happy, you must be!"
Without looking back, he ran farther and farther......
Lu Fan looked at her back, but his eyes couldn't be taken back, and at this moment he could cry loudly.
That zaijian, like the Milky Way, separated the two people from yesterday, looking at each other from afar, and could never coincide again.
Hong Shengbin walked over and patted him on the shoulder.
He knew that if that person was not Tang Yuan, Lu Fan would not give up anything.
That girl was the only reason why Lu Fan survived the endless torture.
How did he survive the six years......
From the guilt at the beginning, hoping to clarify her, to the despair of knowing the bad news after nine deaths, to the revenge of enduring humiliation and daring.
Step by step, every footprint is stained with blood and tears, which makes people feel painful.
However, just like a joke made by God, when everything has passed, when everything is calm, he suddenly realizes that some things can never be repeated.
Some people, once they miss it, are not in ......
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PS: The happy past is over, and the soundtrack is "Later". Don't want anything from the two realms, as long as you have also been moved, please leave me a message, please, please.