Chapter 705: Farewell

"Huh, fate?"

There was a sneer in her sneer:

"Then did you change your fate by killing me with your own hands in this life?"

"I ......"

Such a soft sentence, as if with a force weighing more than a thousand catties, fell down, and the man covering his face fell back and fell to the ground.

Of course not.

No matter how much he paid, no matter how crazy things he did, no matter how many lives he buried, it didn't change the fate he hated-

Their fates are completely separated, and there is no turning back.

Such a result finally completely crushed him at this moment of confronting him.

The cold wind was still raging outside, and the tent was completely silent, except for the slight crackling sound of the lights bursting after the wick had burned out.

The faint burning lights dyed this quiet space into a warm yellow, Bai Chenghuan looked at the person who was condensed on the ground like a sad sculpture, sighed softly, and sat on the cushion directly opposite him, with a hint of compassion in his eyes.

"Xiao Shaoyun, when I met you, I was only four years old. ”

"We've been with each other for so many years...... Once, I thought that I could live quietly for a lifetime. ”

"Until I died at your hands, I didn't understand why. I always felt that even if you didn't like me anymore, and you were tired of me, you could choose not to marry me, but you killed me without a word or any warning. ”

The calm speech seemed to be without any emotion, but when the man who sat on the ground raised his head, he could still vaguely see the sadness in those seemingly calm eyes.

"At that time, I really couldn't look at it...... Even though I don't know why, I will come back to life, but I have never been able to figure out what Xu Chenghuan did wrong back then. ”

Xiao Shaoyun Huo Ran rushed to her side, reached out and grabbed the corner of her clothes that fell to the ground, with obvious red in her eyes, and suddenly erupted with grievances and questions that could no longer be suppressed:

"Then why don't you come back to me and ask for an understanding?!"

"Why didn't you tell me when I first saw you in the Weibei Hou Mansion that the person who played the Flowing Years was you?"

"Why did you come to me so many times later, you couldn't tell me, you are Cheng Huan?"

"I'd rather you come back and hate me, I'd rather you come back and give me a knife, but why don't you come back?!"

"I'm torn between pain and waiting, and you're not far away, but why don't you ever respond to me?"

"I will do whatever it takes to become a faint king, I would rather pay any price, but Cheng Huan, you don't care at all!"

"Because I'll never be able to forgive you!"

The woman raised her sword and fell, and the corner of her clothes that was grabbed fell down along with Xiao Shaoyun's hand, and her cold eyes were like a basin of ice water that froze all his emotions.

"Whatever your reason, I will not forgive you. ”

Like a goddess without joy or sorrow, her expression was like ice and snow, looking coldly at the emperor who had experienced the pain of the world.

Xiao Shaoyun clutched the corner of his clothes tightly, his forehead pressed against the cold ground, he couldn't hold back anymore, and burst into tears.

As long as he stretched out his arms, Cheng Huan, who would rush over with joy, would never come back, he was struggling to find the end of the two lives, and there would never be another one!

Bai Chenghuan silently turned his head away amid his painful crying.

Look at him in pain and despair, taking everything from himβ€”

It used to be her only goal in life, but at this moment, she didn't get the slightest pleasure.

And at the mouth of the heart, there seems to be a woman sighing, her voice calm but sad.

Why bother?

Bai Chenghuan stood up.

"Xiao Shaoyun, for the rest of our lives, we don't have to see each other again, forget all about yesterday. ”

Seeing this side is to give a thorough explanation to Xu Chenghuan, who regretted to die in his previous life, and for her, whether she sees it or not, it is meaningless.

Xiao Shaoyun got up abruptly and grabbed her skirt again.

"No, Cheng Huan, forgive me, forgive me! If you know how tragic we were in our previous life......

"I already know, but I still won't forgive you!"

The calm between Bai Chenghuan's eyebrows suddenly ceased to exist, and he seemed to be completely enraged by his re-entanglement, and interrupted him sharply:

"After such a tragic life, why don't you let go?"

"It's obviously been painful all your life, but you still have to be paranoid to the end - Xiao Shaoyun, you're just trying to get the result you want!"

"Do you know what Xu Chenghuan felt when she was abused by hundreds of officials, tortured by pain for so many years, and finally committed suicide?"

"Xiao Shaoyun, she is here to free you all and escape from that cruel fate!

The despair and grief of having no way out in the dream hit instantly, those wounds that had accumulated for a long time, and she thought she would never have to look at them again were torn apart in an instant, and tears came out of her eyes, I don't know if it was Xu Chenghuan's in the previous life, or Bai Chenghuan's in this life:

"It's obviously different from the previous life...... You can obviously foresee the future, it's good to be separated from each other, why do you want to go to this point of anger and resentment!"

"You killed me, you punished the nine clans of Wang Du, you killed Li Yanqing, and buried the lives of tens of thousands of people in the Soul Conjuring Platform - Xiao Shaoyun, do you think that even if I can be reincarnated as you wish, I will be able to live happily with you at peace with you?"

"No, the fate that can only be reversed by life and blood, the queen's throne forged by dry bones, do I want to rise?!Can I afford it?!"

Xiao Shaoyun looked up at the woman who suddenly left the anger, and suddenly laughed, this was the first smile he showed after seeing her, with a little madness, but he seemed to be satisfied.

Although her appearance was completely different, the moment her tears fell on his cheeks, he saw the woman in his previous life who was angry and wanted to break with him because he killed the imperial doctor.

"Cheng Huan, ......"

He lowered his head and pressed his face against her skirt, and all those reluctance and madness were miraculously smoothed out.

"So you know, you always know, right?"

The emotions that poured out fiercely were responded to with such a calm response, there was no justification, and there was no quarrel, Bai Chenghuan took a deep breath and suddenly felt tired.

In fact, what is the point of saying all this?

"I don't know, I just had a brief dream. ”

That dream was too short, she only saw the ending, but she didn't know how deeply Xu Chenghuan loved Xiao Shaoyun in their lives, and Xiao Shaoyun gave Xu Chenghuan how much unforgettable love they could make them entangle each other in such pain until they died.

Xiao Shaoyun laughed alone, and his smile was lonely:

"Cheng Huan, if you remember your past life, then you should know how much I love you. ”

"As you said, you were only four years old when you met me. ”

"I saw you in the Empress Mother's Shangyang Palace, Yuxue is cute, smart and clever, so likeable. The queen mother once said to me that I should have a sister and let me treat you well. ”

Suddenly hearing Xiao Shaoyun mention the deceased Queen Qiao, Bai Chenghuan's heart trembled, and he was completely silent.

In the quiet tent, only Xiao Shaoyun's lonely memories remained.

"I have always respected my mother, and I really love you, so at that time, I was willing to be good to you and treat you as my own sister. ”

"But then, when the Queen Mother was convicted, she died suddenlyβ€”you don't know what happened, and you don't know how everything that happened destroyed me completely. ”

Bai Chenghuan frowned slightly, yes, at that time, Queen Qiao died, and she was very sad, but what happened at that time, she still hasn't figured it out.

"But fortunately, there are still you, Cheng Huan, although my life has become unrecognizable overnight, but you are still there. ”

Xiao Shaoyun raised his head and looked at her with a smile, as if he could still see the little girl who was anxious and fearful of him being alienated after the death of the queen mother, and looked timidly outside his prince's east palace.

"You are only eight years old, you are an ignorant age, but when I hate all women, you can make me feel quiet, you can be by my side, you can comfort me, you may not know how important your existence is to me. ”

"Everyone thinks that the queen mother is gone, and my position as the prince is in jeopardy, and they are all swaying in the open and in the dark, but only you, with Xiao Shi to fight with King Ning, defend me in front of everyone, stand by my side unswervingly, and even stand on my side with Weibeihou and Xu Chenglin. ”

"Cheng Huan, at that time, I swore that I would be good to you in the future, and I would be good to you for the rest of my life. ”

Xiao Shaoyun said, his smile became brighter:

"Cheng Huan, do you remember, when I really fell in love with you and promised you the position of queen?"

Bai Chenghuan was almost brought back to that unforgettable time by him in a trance, but she quickly reined in her mind and turned her eyes away.

"I don't remember. ”

After her death, the past has gone with the wind, even if she remembers, what can she do?

Xiao Shaoyun said to himself:

"It was after I heard Yao Zejia from the Ningguo Mansion say that he wanted to marry you. ”

"That day, I was standing in the distance, watching that disgusting little fat man smile at you like that, I couldn't wait to throw him out of the palace, but I didn't expect him to dare to covet you, how can he deserve it?!"

The originally peaceful voice suddenly became agitated, with hatred and violence:

"From that moment on, I finally figured out that you can only be mine, and it is impossible for you to go to anyone's side again, absolutely impossible!"

"So you killed Yao Zezan, and then destroyed the entire Ningguo Mansion?"

Bai Chenghuan smiled miserably:

"Why do you bring it up? If you don't bring it up...... I don't even remember how many lives have been saved in your hands since that time!"

She can only remember that in Merlin that year, he said to her with a bright smile, Cheng Huan, when you are ready, I will marry you as my queen.

I can only remember that his kiss that gently fell on her forehead like a dragonfly was like a brand, and promised her life.

"You, you have always been so kind-hearted and soft-hearted, but they are my subjects, and they come to covet my things, don't you deserve to die?"

His expression was strange and soft, but he still couldn't hide the potential fierceness.

"So, Cheng Huan, how can I lose you?"

"After you left in your previous life, I went through a lot of hardships, and finally found a way to change my fate before I died-I am the emperor, as my subjects, they died for me, isn't it a well-deserved death?"

"And as long as we can change a shell for you, we can give birth to healthy children, and we can make up for all the shortcomings in our previous lives, what is the fault of everything I have done?"

Bai Chenghuan looked at the person who took his life for granted in astonishment, took a few steps back, and broke away from the hand he was holding her skirt-

It turns out that his heart is like this, and she has never seen it clearly!

"Xiao Shaoyun, it turns out that you are such a person, but I am delusional that you can repent for your poisonous creatures, it turns out that I am wrong!"

Her gaze at him completely lost any warmth, and the ripples caused by her memory disappeared completely.

"Xiao Shaoyun, today, I'm not here to listen to you reminisce about the past, I'm just here to say goodbye to you - to see you instead of the innocent dead Xu Chenghuan. ”

"If you feel that you are worthy of Queen Qiao today, and worthy of those who died innocently in vain, then I wish you the rest of your life, and you will not be at peace every day. ”

The moment he felt her attitude suddenly change, the despair in Xiao Shaoyun's heart surged up again, he stood up and grabbed her arm:

"At that time, because you didn't know what kind of catastrophe my revered mother left me, you don't know why I had to be so ruthless!"

"Really?"

With a flick of Bai Chenghuan, he broke free from his confinement and threw him away.

"I don't know what kind of hardships you have - but Xiao Shaoyun, if you think that you can get a full life by changing your body and give birth to healthy children, then why don't you change your body for yourself?"

Seeing him stunned in place, Bai Chenghuan smiled self-deprecatingly:

"You see, I've changed my shell, but I'm in love with someone else. I'm sorry it didn't work out as you wanted. ”

The harsh words finally pierced all his disguises, and the hope on his face was shattered, and he wanted to justify it, but he couldn't:

"No, no......"

But she had already turned around resolutely:

"Xiao Shaoyun, I hope we will never see each other again for the rest of our lives. ”

"Cheng Huan!"

Xiao Shaoyun finally came back to his senses and wanted to catch up, but her resolute back made him daunting.

"Don't you, don't you think I'm selfish?"

Yes, when he knew why they couldn't have a healthy heir, it was the only thing he could think of except endless hatred.

However, he really never thought about changing his body......

He is the emperor of the Ninety-Five, how can he be someone else?!

"Whether you are selfish or not, it has nothing to do with me. ”

Her answer was still as cold as ice, and there was still no pause in her steps.

When her figure disappeared completely, he was awakened by the biting cold wind that took the opportunity to flow in outside, and suddenly burst into tears.

She's never coming back, never again......

Xiao Shaoyun knelt on the ground, and the Zen edict he had already thrown on the ground was spread out, accompanying him into the bottomless abyss.

"No, Cheng Huan, I'm not such a selfish person......"

He reached out and picked it up, and laughed maniacally.

"You see, I lost everything, but I am still willing to give you the country, Cheng Huan, my sister, the sister of my mother's compatriots......"