Chapter 794: I'm Sorry

Hearing Zhong Yuan's words, Xiang Xiaoyuan stood up in a daze, shook his head vigorously, and couldn't cry.

"I don't believe it, I don't believe it! I don't believe it's her own choice! Willing not to be so vulnerable, it's not true!"

Xiang Xiaoyuan didn't believe that she would leave herself, leave this group of friends, and make such a choice.

Zhong Yuan threw the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it with his foot: "I hope it's not true! But that's how she really chose!" I knelt beside her bed, held her hand, and begged her to persevere. As long as she survived that night, she would be out of danger. I told her that we were all waiting for her, that she couldn't give up, that she couldn't be so selfish and leave everything behind. I also lied to her and said that Tang Yuan was still waiting for her, and she must live. But...... But I didn't know that she had already known that Tang Yuan was gone. ”

Zhong Yuan said and cried like a child.

After crying for a long time, she held back her tears and took Xiaoyuan's hand and said to her: "The last word of Leyi is, let me tell you...... I'm sorry. The most sorry thing for her is that you ......"

Hearing this sorry, Xiang Xiaoyuan yelled hysterically, she roared hoarsely, almost crazy.

The roar of the silent night woke a flock of birds that had landed in the bushes, and they flew through the night sky with a desolate chirping as if they had slashed through the cold skin with a scalpel, and the pain was so concrete.

Zhong Yuan had already guessed that Xiaoyuan would definitely collapse, so she didn't dare to say it, and kept it in her heart.

Willing chose to give up after all, and didn't survive that night after all. She watched her leave this world like this, and that sense of powerlessness made her doubt life for a long time. Zhong Yuan, who has always been strong, brave and proud, found for the first time that she was really not that strong, and when a life, a life that is so important and precious in your life, the life of such a precious person disappeared, which made it difficult for her to accept.

But she is the boss, so she can only grit her teeth and carry many things by herself.

Zhong Yuan just watched Xiao Yuan cry alone in the heavy snow, but his tears had already dried up. She just watched quietly, neither consoling nor stopping her, because she had also experienced Xiao Yuan's mood at the moment, but Xiao Yuan was much luckier than herself, at least she had a shoulder to lean on.

I don't know how long I cried, Xiang Xiaoyuan stood unsteadily and fell into Zhong Yuan's arms, she quietly hugged her and patted her back.

Xiao Yuan, who had calmed down, suddenly felt a sourness in his heart that was more uncomfortable than pain.

Not just for pleasure, but also for Kanehara.

She understood what kind of situation Zhong Yuan was holding on, and she hugged her tightly in distress, sobbing and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?

Zhong Yuan smiled bitterly: "I don't know how to speak, I don't know what to do." ”

Thinking that Xiang Xiaoyuan chose to be invisible in order to avoid Cheng Hao at that time, thinking that Xiaoyuan called Leyi again and again at that time, and was full of expectations that she would come back soon.

Several times she had to go to find Leyi, but she was pulled back by herself.

How could she tell her that her happiness was gone, that she was no longer in this world?

She can't say it, she really can't say it. What's more, the police investigation has not ended, and the body cannot be cremated, and it cannot be buried for peace, so she can't say anything.

"I'm sorry I've been hiding it for so long. But this is also what Liang Jingtao and Le Ai asked for. I don't know why they asked for it, but I think there must be a reason. ”

Xiang Xiaoyuan looked at Zhong Yuan with an apologetic face and nodded, yes, this is how she believes in Zhong Yuan, that kind of trust without reason, without any explanation and excuse.

It snowed all night, and the two of them snuggled up until the eastern sky slightly revealed a white halo of fish belly.

It's a new day, the past will eventually pass, the departed has already left, but life has to go on.

Only then did they pat the snow on their bodies and stand up, but they found that their legs and feet had stiffened until they were numb, and it took a lot of strength to stand up, and they felt the cold penetrate directly into their bones through the down jacket.

Seeing them come back, Zhao Jianling handed over two cups of ginger soup, and then silently took their coats.

In fact, she didn't sleep all night, she stood at the window of the balcony and looked at the two girls downstairs who were crying like fools, and she also covered her mouth and cried until she was confused.

"You didn't sleep either?" Seeing Jian Lingtong's red eyes, Zhong Yuan asked softly.

Zhao Jianling nodded: "I can't sleep." ”

Yes, how could she sleep? Ever since she knew the bad news, she had been lying on a boat for days, and the boat was so buzzing with the wind and waves that she couldn't sleep at all.

Several people were silent until they heard Lan Shaoqi turn over and shout: "Lingling!"

Lan Shaoqi had unkempt hair, his eyes were worried, the morning sun fell on him through the glass, he supported his body with his arms, and looked at the sword spirit who was walking towards him suspiciously, with a childlike innocent smile on his face.

Looking at his smiling face, Xiang Xiaoyuan felt that his heart would melt, as if the sun was shining on the snow, and the white snow was just a little bit, gently turning into water and falling.

Zhong Yuan couldn't help but sigh softly: "How can there be such a beautiful person?"

Yes, Lan Shaoqi is really beautiful, the kind of person who sits there and doesn't speak, and you can look at his face for a day.

Seeing him clumsily buttoning the buttons like a child, Xiang Xiaoyuan suddenly laughed, and somehow felt so warm in his heart.

Isn't it a dream that his sister is healthy and can live the life he wants? Xiao Yuan felt heavy in his heart.

He did it, but he didn't know anything.

"I'll help you!" Xiang Xiaoyuan picked up a sweater and put it on him, as if he was taking care of a small child.

Lan Shaoqi was startled, blinking and blinking his beautiful eyes for some reason, but he quickly understood that this person was a friend of the sword spirit, so he should also be a person who could be trusted.

Lan Jiyu also got up, in fact, she didn't sleep well yesterday, she knew that Xiaoyuan and Zhong Yuan had gone out, and when she opened the bedroom door, she saw Zhao Jianling sitting alone on the balcony in the living room and shedding tears, she silently closed the door and went back to the quilt.

Although she hadn't known Leyi for a long time, she still remembered the promise she had made, and this time she brought the original Harry Potter to Leyi, but she never had the opportunity to hand it over to Leyi in person.

Because of her body, because of the things she has experienced, Lan Jiyu has always looked at life and death very plainly, but this time she felt very sad.

Such a young and beautiful life really shouldn't have ended abruptly like this......