Chapter 46: There is no reason to speak of

Lying on the bed in the dormitory, the broken place in the lower right corner of the mobile phone screen no longer seems to be so dazzling, Wang Nanqian can't figure out what is wrong with him now, he only feels a strange warm current rampaging in his heart.

It's just because of the string of numbers clearly displayed on his mobile phone screen.

Wang Nanqian still can't believe that he really said that sentence, and he can't believe that it was really what he did: the scene at that time was replayed in his mind, and he covered his face and longed to find a crack in the ground to drill down.

"Brother Nan, what's wrong with you?" Park Chanyeol was disturbed by the sometimes smirking and sometimes panting brother on the bed next to him, he rubbed his eyes and turned around, and complained, "Have you recently written a song? Do you want me to help my brother refer to the lyrics?"

He is now full of the scene at the door of the backstage standby room today, and he has already thrown the lyrics out of the sky, trying his best to ease his feelings, Wang Nanqian sat up from the bed: "Brother has a lot of troubles, how can a carefree person like you understand?"

"Brother has troubles, let me help my brother solve it?" Park Chanyeol is the most optimistic person in the EXO group, and his life creed is that there are no ups and downs that cannot be overcome: this guy who has relied on his outstanding appearance to pass all the way through the company until his debut has not encountered any real difficulties, and naturally has no worries and sorrows.

Ignoring Park Chanyeol's chattering words behind him, Wang Nanqian walked straight out of the room with his mobile phone, and at one o'clock in the morning, the dormitory had already been completely quiet: he lightly touched into the bathroom.

What's wrong with him? Why did he react this way? Is this still who he knows?

"The stage of the senior today is really charming, and it is completely big. ”

"Thank you, your stage is also very handsome. Park Chulong's cute round face with a slight pink color seemed to be right in front of her, and the words she said softly set off her voice with a kind of moving magic.

"Senior, this is?"

"It's Zhengya Oppa who asked me to thank you......" Before she could say a word, the girl had already lowered her head by Lu Han's strange gaze.

"Thank you?"

"Ah, Zhengya Oppa said, thank you for ...... us and Girls' Generation seniors when you were on stage" and only half a sentence, this guy Luhan has become a major distraction that hinders him from communicating with this girl.

"Lu Han, can you roll me into the waiting room first?" This sentence is in Chinese, although it is rude, but there is no need to be afraid that Park Chulong will understand.

"Thank you, thank you very much. The only distraction was already pouting and walking back to the standby room, and the tone of the girl in front of her finally smoothed.

"It's really not a special thing, my seniors are already very charismatic artists, and they have also given me a lot of help and encouragement, so I should thank my seniors. Lin Xuanjun's words that he had just taught himself were still ringing in his ears, and at this time, he must not say anything superfluous, and he must use an official tone to conduct a dialogue.

"Huh, I ...... When have you ever done that?" watched the girl open her mouth a little dumbfounded, and the look of surprise made him almost laugh. How can you tell you that it is because you see such a figure that you are more determined to manage your body well? This kind of bloody and living negative teaching material is simply the best motivation to urge people to manage their body.

"Didn't the senior help me pick out a pair of earrings? Taeyeon said that she liked it very much, and if it wasn't for the help of the senior, I really don't know what to give her. If Lin Xuanjun knew that he had seen Park Chulong before the singing stage this time, and had "gone shopping" once, then what happened today would definitely not be over just if he was counted down.

"Taeyeon...... Seniors?Last time, you only said that it was a female senior in the company, but it turned out to be ...... "Oops, just thinking about the conversation with Lin Xuanjun, I have long forgotten how Jì told this girl that time, this time I missed my mouth, how to get the conversation back?"

"Last time, I may have forgotten to make it clear to my seniors, oops, isn't it ......" She had been keeping her head down just now, why did she suddenly raise her head and look at herself with such strange eyes?

"So that scandal is true?"

"It's not true! It's fake! There's really nothing between me and Taeyeon's seniors!Don't get me wrong!" The more I'm afraid of hearing something, the more I'll hear something, in fact, I don't need to be in such a hurry to justify, but I just feel an inexplicable panic: The scandal with Kim Taeyeon made him wear the hat of "scumbag" for a long time, and the situation didn't get better until recently, which is really an unbearable memory.

"I'm kidding, you don't have to react so much. ”

The girl smiled.

This is the first time I have seen this girl laugh backstage today.

I finally understood why I said those words on stage, why I wanted to encourage her, and I wanted to support her. Just like when he accosted Kim Taeyeon in that half-baked Korean language, just like when he asked Kang Seok-ki to help Bae Joo-hyun integrate into the circle of trainees, some things obviously have nothing to do with him, but he subconsciously wants to do something: This girl has such a sweet voice, it should be matched with such a beautiful smile: negative feelings like sadness and loneliness should not arise in the body of a young girl who is blooming with youthful vitality.

"I haven't thanked you for the cake you invited me to eat cake last time, and today I ...... Thank you so much for helping me......" Before I could figure out how to respond to the other party, I heard the other person's voice again.

"Senior, actually...... If the seniors can manage their bodies well, they will definitely shine more brightly on the stage. I'm very experienced in this matter, and if there's anything I can do to help my seniors...... "Before I realized what was coming out of my mouth, my voice came out. Why do you say such a thing? Is this really what you would say?

"You...... You mean you're going to help me ......?"

"I can share a lot of experience with my seniors if they want to...... I mean...... "No matter how much I try to be more tactful, there's no way to hide the intent of the words -- but Wang Nanqian doesn't believe that this is really what she will say."

Constantly scrubbing his face hot from recalling the scene with cold water, he roared quietly in the bathroom, he couldn't tell whether he was excited or shy, how could he want to ask for contact information from a girl he had only met three times? Before today, he would never believe that he would make such a move: only the memory of Park Chulong's rapidly turning red face and the string of numbers on the mobile phone screen reminded him that this qiē was a real thing that happened to him.

This kind of frivolous behavior must be annoying to the girl, right? But Park Chulong did tell her number, does this mean that she doesn't hate herself? Why do you care if this girl hates herself? Could it be that she actually has a good impression of this girl who has only met her three times and has not even spoken a few words? Isn't this ridiculous?

"What the hell is going on with me?"

Looking at himself in the mirror, Wang Nanqian wanted to find out some reasons why he became so strange from the wonderful expression on that face, and he only felt that the girl's voice was as sweet as a chocolate brownie in his heart all the time.

'Oppa, Shiki and I just watched your stage today, and you're really handsome!

The mobile phone in his right hand vibrate, and the shock made Wang Nanqian come back to his senses, looking down at the short two lines of characters on the mobile phone screen, he was like a drowning man suddenly grasping a life-saving straw. As a girl, Bae Joo-hyun's mind must be much more delicate than his own, and he quickly replied to the past:

"Joo-hyun, I've never been in a relationship, so I don't really understand. What does it mean to like someone, and how do you determine how you feel to someone?'

Bae Joo-hyun's reply was much slower than ever, and he turned around the bathroom for more than a dozen times before waiting for the girl's reply: 'Although I don't really understand, but feelings should be unreasonable, liking is liking, and it shouldn't matter what time you spend with or who your partner is, right?

Doesn't it make sense?

Even so, Wang Nanqian couldn't believe that such a thing would happen to him: was it because he had suppressed his personality and emotions too much during the years he had been a trainee, so after his debut, after those pressures were released by a certain kind of Cheng dù, he became less resistant to women? What kind of beautiful woman has he not seen in S.M. Company over the years, to say that there are really many women who are worth tempting, how could he suddenly care so much about such a woman who can't even manage his figure? How could he say such a thing in a stage interview for such a woman? How could he do such an impulsive thing for such a woman?

Is it because she is different from the overly beautiful women of the S.M. company, is it because she has a sense of ordinariness that is more approachable? Is it because she can see commonalities in Park Chulong, so she has sympathy, or is it true...... Fall in love with this woman?

No, it shouldn't be that simple.

Constantly turning around in the bathroom, trying to sort out his feelings little by little, he felt more and more that he had really become strange in the days since his debut.

Even the last time he saw Kim Taeyeon in the MV - he had been a relative and friend for so many years - he clearly remembered that his heart beat much faster: according to Bae Joo-hyun, isn't this a good feeling? How could he have such feelings for Kim Taeyeon? That's a friend who has known each other for seven years?

If five or six years ago when everyone was still a trainee, maybe he really had his heart for this girl at some point. But now that so many years have passed, their relationship has long become like a relative, and he can't believe that he will have feelings for Kim Taeyeon "of the opposite sex".

For so many years, he has been fighting for the dream of debut, and the matter of feelings is a forbidden area that he doesn't even dare to approach-because of the unexpected appearance of Park Chulong, a woman who cannot be defined by "relatives, friends" and "sisters", he suddenly realized that he did not have a good impression of the opposite sex, but that he has been deliberately looking for various excuses to avoid this "unsuitable" emotion - which made him a little flustered: he is a male idol who has just debuted, how can he be on his body? How could this happen?

The mobile phone in his hand vibrated again, and seeing the series of Korean characters on the screen, there were too many miscellaneous thoughts in his brain due to cranky thoughts, and at this moment Wang Nanqian felt that his mind was like being stuffed with paste, and he could no longer turn it:

'Good night, I'm Park Chu Long. I'm so hungry right now, what do you do at night when you feel hungry?'

This woman's appearance in his own world at this time and in this way completely disturbed his state of mind that he had adhered to for so many years in order to make his debut.