Although the civil strife was pacified, the country could not be left without a king for a day, and the court was controlled by high-ranking ministers, who supported her youngest brother, a child who was not yet ten years old, as the new monarch, and Sima Zhao's heart was well known to passers-by, and they wanted to cultivate a puppet emperor to completely control the government. But she didn't allow it, she absolutely didn't allow her father and queen mother to protect the country to fall into the hands of others, she began to become scheming and have a city, she began to secretly move around with court officials, fortunately, there are still a large number of people who are loyal to her father, gradually, she changed from an innocent and happy little princess to a wise and ruthless princess regent.

Compared with Qiancang's four years, Huang Wan'er has been too hard and tired in the past four years.

Looking at Huang Wan'er, who was seriously reviewing the folds, her slender body looked a little rickety lying in front of the desk, and her body was obviously in need of protection, but she had to work hard to pretend that she was strong. The orange and somewhat dim candlelight hit her face, flickering and dimming, casting a mottled shadow through the veil, the beautiful face was a little gloomy, and the eyebrows were full of seriousness, she sketched the folded book in her hand one by one, and the splendid rivers and mountains gradually took shape in her hands.

Now she has the momentum of a superior who directs the country, and she is no longer the little girl who only ran behind her master's buttocks, she has become mature and stable, but this is not what Qiancang wants to see, in his heart, Huang Wan'er should be carefree, always have the innocence of a little girl, instead of being expressionless in the face of cold government affairs at a young age.

Wan'er, Wan'er, Wan'er......

He whispered her name over and over again in his mind, but he didn't dare to come out to see her.

Because he was blank for four years, he didn't know that she had been through so much.

I swore to come to her, but I didn't expect to see her like this, and Qiancang was afraid that it would suddenly come up.

Because, all of a sudden, he didn't know how to face her.

This is completely different from the reunion he thought would be four years later, this change is so great that it makes his heart tremble.

But since he came, he had already made up his mind to find Huang Wan'er, how could he start retreating before he even touched him?

Qiancang is undoubtedly cowardly in his heart, but he has his own ideas, he is not cold, he will not be as domineering and strong as him, he is not Nangong Xuesha, he will not be willing to guard silently, he is just Qiancang, he has the cowardice that Leng Tianjie and Nangong Xuesha will not have, this is also the most hated and helpless point of Su Youwei for this loyal subordinate and partner, Su Youwei is also precisely because she knows Qiancang's biggest weakness in her feelings, so she will agree to Qiancang to stay away from Huang Wan'er for the time being, and give him four years to think about it, but four years have passed, Qiancang has thought very clearly, he has made up his mind to come to Huang Wan'er, but the moment he saw Huang Wan'er, The cowardice in his heart came up again, he was afraid, afraid that Huang Wan'er would wave the same decisive back that had been left to him four years ago, and he was afraid that he would hear those ruthless decisive words from her mouth again.

Qiancang, if you keep going like this, you will lose Wan'er forever. If you can't be brave, can't face Wan'er's difficulties and complaints, can't insist on not letting go after her troubles, and can't keep chasing her, then you won't get Wan'er in your life, and you will always live in regret and guilt. Qiancang, remember, don't be afraid, don't be cowardly, you're just afraid that Wan'er won't accept you, but if you don't try, how do you know that Wan'er won't forgive you? Maybe she's been waiting for you to find her for the past four years. So, Qiancang, this time, please be brave and persevere.