"I don't know. "Lu Ran really doesn't know.

To know is to know, and not to know is not to know.

Lu Ran will not deceive the other party.

He had never encountered such a situation, and he had lost his mind for a while.

Why the boy appeared in Guo Xiaosi's dream, Lu Ran felt that searching for any knowledge he had learned before could not be explained.

Could it be that there really is a soul in the world?

Isn't it?

Lu Ran's mind was brainstorming quickly, he was guessing, but there was no answer.

Dad said that his name was Luo Xiaowen, and he was the child of a worker in the construction team at that time. Guo Xiaosi calmed down a little and said.

Luo Xiaowen ...... He is a child in the construction team, so could it be that you have seen him before?" Lu Ran hurriedly asked.

"That's what my dad said, and when I was a kid, he did take me to the construction site a few times. I was a child, and I played everywhere when I got to the construction site, and I don't remember who I talked to, who I played with, or if I met him. Guo Xiaosi said.

"Oh......" Lu Ran was silent, the thoughts in his heart returned to reality slightly, he was trying to convince himself that this matter must be explained by scientific theories, and things must be like this.

Guo Xiaosi saw Luo Xiaowen at the construction site in his childhood, and then, this memory has always been stored in Guo Xiaosi's hidden memory, that is, he can't recall it in his usual sober memories, but in the subconscious, there are still memories of this person.

Only when he entered the dream realm would the memory of Luo Xiaowen come to mind.

In other words, Luo Xiaowen in the dream is just Guo Xiaosi's memories of him in an unconscious state.

Perhaps, they really once spent a short but happy childhood together.

Lu Ran thought that this was the only conjecture that could explain this matter.

He told Guo Xiaosi his idea.

After listening to this, Guo Xiaosi seriously thought about the possibility of this idea, and thought about whether he could accept it and believe it.

After a long time, he said, "It sounds like the only possibility."

But, Lu Ran, this time, I don't want to believe such an explanation.

It doesn't matter what the truth is. I prefer to trust my feelings and moods.

I believe that he is him, not just an afterimage in my mind. He is who he is.

He accompanies me, he sings to me, it's all real, and the melodies still hover in my ears.

These are the memories we get along, if the memories are all illusory, if the days of mutual companionship are illusory, what is real about our lives?

Time is always passing away, we are disappearing day by day, and the only evidence that witnesses our lives is mutual companionship, isn't it?"

Lu Ran was speechless.

How can human emotions be explained clearly by a scientific theory?

Lu Ran did not refute. He no longer insists on confirming, in the end, does Luo Xiaowen have any time in Guo Xiaosi's life?

"Lu Ran, I called you today to ask you to accompany me to a place. Guo Xiaosi said again.

"Good. Lu Ran didn't ask any more and agreed.

……

Hanging up the phone, Lu Ran walked out of Lanhai's office, got on the subway, changed buses a few times, and came to the place that Guo Xiaosi said.

It's a hill away from the city, and on the hill is a large cemetery.

It is a communal cemetery.

Lu Ran came to the foot of the mountain and saw Guo Xiaosi waving to him.

"Lu Ran, you're here. ”

They walked and chatted.

"This time, I can know that his name is Luo Xiaowen, and he is in this place, thanks to your help. I want to invite you to come, and we will go and meet him together. ”

Guo Xiaosi led Lu Ran to the stairs up the mountain.

"Good. Lu Ran followed up.

They walked step by step, until they saw a tombstone with the three words Luo Xiaowen written on it.

They stopped.

Guo Xiaosi put the white flowers he bought in front of the monument.

He bowed deeply.

"I'm here to see you. On behalf of my father, I came to apologize to you. Guo Xiaosi said to the tombstone in front of him.

"I have never been able to forgive him, I hate him and I am disappointed. Until that day, I saw that he was old, and he was so weak, that he could no longer hurt anyone.

I want to forgive him, he is my father after all.

When I knew that you had died tragically because of his fault. I'm so sorry. I am sad.

It's a sin, it's a curse, it's a punishment for all three of us.

But you are innocent.

You're still so young, and you've told me about your dreams, and you've thought that one day, you'll be able to step out of that big meadow and see the sea.

You want to see all the butterflies in every pattern, and show me them all.

You also want to learn a lot of good songs, you want to go out and let people listen to how good you sing.

And I'm standing in the audience, cheering you on, being your most loyal listener.

I remember all these dreams.

I hope they all come true.

But, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.

I have forgiven him, he is my father, he is my father after all.

He is a sinful man, he is a part of me, and I am willing to bear this sin in his place.

If you can't be willing, I'm willing to take it for him.

Really, I'm sorry, I can't make up for the sins he committed.

You're so young......"

Guo Xiaosi said and cried.

Lu Ran patted him on the shoulder and handed him a tissue.

"Thank you. Guo Xiaosi wiped his tears.

"You're braver than ever. Lu Ran said.

"yes. I'm not afraid of that nightmare anymore, and if he wants to come and kill me, I'll accept it.

After all, we are friends who share joys and hardships. In Guo Xiaosi's words, there is an extra kind of courage to bear the responsibility.

"How do you feel after apologizing?"

"Much more relaxed. I've never felt so relieved, relieved, and relieved from the heart as I do now. Guo Xiaosi said calmly.

"Just apologize. You did what you had to do, with a clear conscience, don't blame yourself too much, you're right. It's just a providence. Lu Ran felt that this was the most unbelievable and pathetic story he had heard so far, and he could only use the word providence to comfort himself and the poor people around him.

"Lu Ran, thank you. I feel like I've really grown up, I'm able to face it, I'm okay with it, I'm going to be stronger than before. Guo Xiaosi solemnly thanked Lu Ran.

"Well done. I think you've made me grow a lot, too. ”

For the first time, Lu Ran felt that consultation was also a process of mutual understanding and learning, and he felt that he had understood a lot.

"Lu Ran, you see, the wind is blowing. ”

Lu Ran felt the cool breeze blowing from the top of the mountain, with a whining whistle in the wind.

"Listen. Guo Xiaosi closed his eyes and said.

"He's singing again. Those flowers ......" Guo Xiaosi followed the wind and hummed softly.

He was smiling, and he didn't look as nervous as before.

Singing and singing, he stopped.

Didn't speak, didn't open his eyes.

He frowned, his eyes and the tip of his nose flushed slightly.

"He said, he forgave me, he forgave a qiē. Forgive the heavens, forgive the life.

He's leaving, he's saying goodbye to me......"

Guo Xiaosi waved his hand in the direction of the sky, his eyes still did not open, but tears fell.

Lu Ran didn't speak, and also closed his eyes.

Listen attentively.