What the hell am I ...... What are you doing?

Sitting alone on the bed, Ling'er's fragrance seemed to be vaguely discernible on his lips......

It is true that some people, when their lives are disrupted, will want to drag everyone around them into the water.

However, Ye Jing felt that she was not the kind of person who was selfish and pitying......

Ye Jing shouted a few times in the air, and then lay down on the bed, but after closing his eyes for a while, he was forced to sit up by an inexplicable irritability, and raised his hand to pat his face vigorously, but the clear thinking in his hope did not come as expected.

"What's wrong with you?" Sitting opposite, Senior Sister Zhang Luqi, who was studying, looked at her puzzled, "Why do you look restless, rarely see you so annoyed~~"

"Uh......" Ye Jing sighed, "I don't know ...... either"

Ye Jing said this is not all perfunctory, as the relationship with Ling'er becomes more and more intimate, Ye Jing has become a little confused, since she is a girl but has the thinking habits of a boy, so how to define Ling'er's friendship at this moment?

Is it an ordinary friendship between girls? Compared with the girls in this room who get along with her day and night, Ye Jing really can't lie to herself and equate it with the feeling she felt when she treated Ling as a child.

So, is it the same feeling as Lu Jingying? Ye Jing knows that it is the same, different......

"Senior sister......" Ye Jing asked half-to herself, "If a person you think she is very good, but you have never had the idea of being with her, then, what do you think of her in this feeling?"

"Spare tire~~" Zhang Luqi said something unspeakable without even raising her head.

"Huh?" Ye Jing broke out in a cold sweat: "No...... No...... Not...... It's not that bad, is it?"

"Scared?" Zhang Luqi closed the book and looked at her elementary school girl with interest, "Unexpectedly, you care a lot?

"No, no...... It's not what you think......" Ye Jing vigorously denied, "Moreover, why do you say again?"

"Huh, isn't it?" Zhang Luqi deliberately made an exaggerated expression, "As a campus idol, you deal with fans all day long, why don't any boys say I love you?"

"That'...... How can it be the same......" Ye Jing's face was black, "Idols' things are all about talking, how can they be taken seriously?"

"Oh~~" Zhang Luqi teased her, "If your fan club hears this, how sad will they be?"

"Uh, senior sister, don't make trouble...... Ye Jing begged for mercy, "I'm seriously worried here......"

"Hehe......" Zhang Luqi looked her up and down with a smile, seeing that she subconsciously puffed out her cheeks slightly, and it seemed that she was really about to get angry, even if her round baby face was making people nervous, but Zhang Luqi still gave up her plan to continue teasing her, cleared her throat and began to talk seriously, "Okay, okay, don't bother you, although I don't know your romantic history, but people's senses are always very selfish, and they often do some cruel things inadvertently, even if you don't want to hurt each other at all... …”

"But ......"

"Oh, it's all this time!"

When Ye Jing wanted to say something, Zhang Luqi had already put away her textbooks in a hurry and walked to the door of the dormitory.

"That, Xiao Jing, I have to pick up your senior sister Xiao Yun, she is out of class at this time, what's the matter, let's talk about it later?"

"Oh oh......" Ye Jing raised her hands, "Then you go quickly, I don't have anything big here~~"

"That's okay, Liu Lian will be back soon, you have to be good at home alone~~"

Saying that, Senior Sister Luqi took the door, and then hurried feet resounded all the way through the corridor, Ye Jing listened to the footsteps and gradually walked away and disappeared into her ears......

So Ye Jing was the only one left in the house, and she was lonely for a while......

Ye Jing sighed, pillowed her arms, lay on the bed with her back to the sky, looked at the ceiling, thinking about something that was not there, and the piercing sentence of the senior sister 'spare tire~~', and sighed involuntarily.

"When did I become such a bad person......

Ye Jing covered the quilt indiscriminately, trying to find the possible light in her heart in the darkness, like the spotlight of the stage, and in the oval light, there was only her lonely figure......

The obvious future is often the last thing people want to believe.

Actually, that's it......

A person who has always been, no matter who he loves or who he likes, must always hide it in his heart.

If you bear this loneliness about the future alone, then you don't care about any promises and choices, right?

Maybe everything will eventually come down to a person's loneliness,

After all, it's really sad to deceive yourself so much that I'm so troubled now......

On the other hand, on the other side of the city, a few blocks from the Academy of Fine Arts, there is a pet shop owned by a wavy woman with a sweet voice. As usual, the animals accompanying the room, as usual, glanced out of the glass door from time to time at the guest who had arrived as scheduled.

"Aunt Gong is good~~" greeted softly, gently pushing the door, just like the gentle girl herself.

The shopkeeper, who was called Aunt Gong by the girl, nodded at her, as if she had received some kind of permission, and the girl couldn't hide the smile on the corner of her mouth, and couldn't wait to squat in front of the cage, teasing all kinds of cute pets inside.

Aunt Gong only knew the girl's surname Lu at the beginning, so she always called this girl "Xiaolu" to meet the unique sweetness of her body. It wasn't until they got acquainted with each other that they asked, and the girl turned out to have a name that was more beautiful ----- Jingying.

As a pet store, Aunt Gong naturally can't resist cute pets for girls passing by, and it's not strange to always come into the store to see this kind of thing, but this girl called Jingying is different from those crazy girls who can only look at it and shout 'so cute', she always quietly in front of her pets, squatting or sitting, as if she is really communicating with those animals, with a happy expression. She even has work experience in a pet store. Even if the store has no intention of hiring, let alone paying wages, Lu Jingying will still do her best to help Aunt Gong do something, in exchange for the privilege of allowing her to stay in the store for a long time.

In fact, there are such beautiful girls who often stay in the store, Aunt Gong still welcomes her, and it turns out that there are often college students in the neighborhood who come to the store to see her under various names, and in return, there is a lot of business in the store. Sometimes, Aunt Gong can't help but think with malice that these boys who just came to the store to see their faces will inevitably carry the cat and dog food they bought back when they leave, and who should they eat in the end.

"Auntie?" Lu Jingying asked, pointing to an empty cage at her feet, "Where did that little sleigh go here?"

"Oh......" Aunt Gong pushed her reading glasses, "I still remember that it was lost, in the morning its owner took the dog search revelation I posted out, and paid me a lot of money as the dog's room and board......

"Oh...... That's it...... "Lu Jingying was a little disappointed when she couldn't see the stupid and cute appearance of the little sled, but she couldn't help but feel relieved when she thought that it was going home, "Fortunately, it's not the owner who doesn't want it......"

"Hehe, seeing the master come to pick it up, don't mention the excitement......" Aunt Gong inevitably felt a little emotional, "It was said that it was lost for a month, and the family was in a hurry, but fortunately I took it in, but unfortunately, the old master forgot about me as soon as he came, and he followed them......"

"Hehe......" Lu Jingying also laughed, "After being separated for so long, can you still remember the appearance of the old master?"

"Well...... this" Aunt Gong laughed, "Dogs have a lot of conscience than people, no matter how long they haven't met, they won't forget what the owner of it looks like, unlike people, maybe if they don't meet for a few days, they will forget you~~"

"Hmm...... Because people have to remember more things than dogs, and their heads are always insufficient......" After Lu Jingying listened, she lowered her head thoughtfully, still looking at those little animals stupidly, but there seemed to be more longing in her eyes......

When I was hesitating, the mobile phone rang unexpectedly.

"Hey~~"

"My eldest lady, how are you doing?" said David's voice on the phone, "Do you remember saying that you were going to rehearse a play?"

"Huh?" Lu Jingying said, "Of course I remember, but you are the director, and there has been no movement, so if you want to ask, I should ask if you have forgotten, right?"

"Oh, it's really my fault~~" David admitted his mistake very simply, "Hehe, it's entangled in mundane affairs, that, the script is now decided, what time do you ...... I mean, you, Xiaolian, and Qinqing, are you going to come to the university town to rehearse and rehearse?"

"Uh...... Then I'll go back and ask them......" Lu Jingying paused, "Then I'll contact you when we're ready?"

"OK, then...... That's it, I hung up......"