When Ye Jing arrived at the track and field club, Zhang Luqi was pushing Zhou Jinyun and waiting on the side of the track.

"Oh, it's coming~~" Seeing Ye Jing running here with her head down, Zhang Luqi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and subconsciously looked at her watch, glad that she was still in time for the roll call of the first class.

"Senior sister ...... early" Ye Jing rushed to the front, bent over and gasped for a few breaths, "No...... Didn't delay anything, did you?"

"It's okay......" Zhang Luqi wiped Ye Jing's face with a towel and said, "Okay, Yun'er will be handed over to you, send her back to the dormitory, I'll go to class first......"

"You go first, no problem, don't worry!" Ye Jing made an OK gesture, turned around and came behind Zhou Jinyun and shook the handle of the wheelchair.

Zhou Jinyun, who was in a wheelchair, as always, didn't think it was necessary to be so excited, but under Zhang Luqi's consistent insistence, she just smiled at this time and said to Ye Jing: "Then it's troublesome for you......"

So Ye Jing said goodbye to Zhang Luqi for the time being, and pushed Zhou Jinyun's wheelchair back in the direction of the bedroom.

"Xiao Jing, ......" On the way, Zhou Jinyun asked, "Don't you have a class today?"

"Oh, I just didn't have the first class in ......the morning," Ye Jing replied.

"Does that mean there's time?" Zhou Jinyun smiled, "I want to go to Xiaolin Garden to have a look, can you take me there?"

"Huh?" Ye Jing didn't react for a while.

"It's the place where I took you to have a picnic at the beginning of school~~"

"Oh~~" After this reminder, Ye Jing immediately remembered the quiet and peaceful place, as well as the delicious sandwich made by the senior sister, and couldn't help asking, "Why do you suddenly want to go there?"

"It's not ......," Zhou Jinyun said leisurely, "By the way, did Xiaoqi tell you? She passed the test and has already qualified for this track and field competition......

"Hmm, uh......" Ye Jing wanted to be more surprised, but just like a senior high school student passing the entrance examination, compared to the college entrance examination after that, it is really not a very important thing, especially for the competition qualifications that most members can obtain, she really can't grasp the key point and celebrate it.

"You don't think that's a big deal, do you?"

"No! no!" Ye Jing hurriedly denied, "I didn't mean that......"

"There's nothing wrong with you thinking that...... Zhou Jinyun smiled shallowly, "But I remember that at this time last year, she didn't even know how to start, and it was a miracle that she could easily qualify for the competition from a layman in a short period of time, right?"

Hearing this, Ye Jing subconsciously stopped.

"Huh?" Zhou Jinyun turned to look at Ye Jing, "Why don't you leave?"

"Senior sister, a miracle or something...... Ye Jing pursed her lips, "That's exactly what Sister Luqi wants to prove to you......"

Zhou Jinyun was silent, looked up into the distance, habitually tidied the long hair on the side of her face, and her eyes were full of mist ......

Ye Jing didn't say anything more, swallowed her throat, arched herself and prepared to push up the wheelchair and continue on the road.

"Xiao Jing, do you know?" Zhou Jinyun said suddenly, "The operation was actually something I gave up on my own initiative......

"Huh?" Ye Jing stopped her strength and looked at Zhou Jinyun.

In the university town where the school day is past the end of school year, there are almost no pedestrians on the faint road, and the warm sun makes people a little hot, but as long as the wind passes by, it can instantly blow away the illusion of being in the end of summer. The four seasons change, the sun and the moon shine, and the passage of time is always an eternity that people can't change.

Zhou Jinyun tightened the neckline of her clothes and said: "I have a chance, maybe I can cure my disease, Xiaoqi insists on using track and field to prove this thing, miracles are worth looking forward to." Although I was sorry for the effort she put in, in the end, I gave up on the surgery......"

Ye Jing sighed softly, in fact, she already had a general understanding of what happened, but thinking that Senior Sister Zhang Luqi was still stubborn to fate for this matter, just like a grass seed, she could have chosen to grow in the fertile sun, but she insisted on choosing to float to the crack in the stone in order to prove something, Ye Jing couldn't help but want to ask......

"Why ......"

Zhou Jinyun didn't answer directly, but smiled a little bitterly, pointed to her legs and asked, "Ye Jing, if it were you, what do you think life would be like in a wheelchair?"

"Oops...... It's terrible......" Maybe the answer was cruel, but Ye Jing knew that it was the truth, she knew that there were some comforting words, and Senior Sister Xiao Yun was probably tired of hearing it.

"That's right...... It's terrible......" Zhou Jinyun nodded, "Being in a wheelchair like this, it's a burden for others everywhere you go, if you have the opportunity to get rid of this life, I think people will definitely feel that there is no reason not to try......, right? Could anything worse happen?"

Ye Jing didn't know what to say, but she was worried that Zhou Jinyun had been holding her collar tightly, as if it was very cold, so she took off her coat and draped it over her.

"It's so warm...... Zhou Jinyun smiled and touched the clothes on her shoulders, and took a deep breath, "You know what? I'm really afraid that my life will get worse......

"Maybe in the eyes of others, my life is as worthless as Lese. But I still feel warm when the sun shines on me, and I feel cold when the breeze blows, and that's what matters more to me, my life ......."

Zhou Jinyun licked her lips, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes......

"Even if it's such a disabled and painful life, I can't bear to give it up......"

I can see your beautiful smile in front of you. With my back to you, I can still feel the incomparably strong courage.

There is concern in life, despair will be diluted a little bit, only the moment you learn to laugh again, you will find that the flowers are more fragrant than in the impression, and the people are more beautiful than in the memory.

"I know......" Ye Jing came to Zhou Jinyun and squatted down to face him, "As long as you live, there will be good things!"

"God will never arrange the life we want, no matter how wonderful life is, there will always be such and such shortcomings...... Ye Jing said and stood up, "Sister Xiaoyun, in my opinion, Sister Luqi is not angry because you gave up the operation, she just wants to prove to you that even if you don't meet your expectations, you can still have a lot of happiness." You've seen a lot of Luqi's appearance during her training over this time, can you say that she can't find any happiness in it?"

Hearing this, Zhou Jinyun closed her eyes, recalling all the previous things, Xiao Jing may be right, what Xiao Qi wants to tell me is not the courage to face death, she wants to convey to me the power of living well......

Zhou Jinyun looked at the elementary school girl in front of her, and heard someone say that she was Zhang Luqi who fell in love with her at a glance, and even snatched back to the dormitory almost arbitrarily. I once asked her that there were so many excellent children present at that time, why did she choose Ye Jing alone?

"Oh, I guess it's reassuring to see her face......," Zhang Luqi replied, "and my gut tells me that she's the best of the bunch, and I've always trusted my instincts......"

I have to say that Xiaoqi's intuition is always accurate.

"It's not cold...... Zhou Jinyun took off the coat she was draped over her shoulders and gave it back to Ye Jing, and said with a smile, "Why do I think that what I said just now was talking about yourself?"

"Me?" The topic suddenly threw back to him, making Ye Jing, who was still in a state of excitement, take a sharp turn, "Why did it happen to me?"

"It's nothing, I heard Liu Lian say ...... when watching those epic videos you participated in these days," Zhou Jinyun said, "She said don't look at your club activities, it's very hardworking, but in fact, you don't like to be an idol at all......"

"Ahhh......h Little Durian said this...... "Ye Jing was a little frustrated, although it was true, but these words came from the mouth of Liu Lian, who was her agent, and it sounded like she was a little blaming herself.

"It's not so much that I don't like ......," Ye Jing explained, "it's more that I'm not used to it, that ...... What the...... How so...... I haven't been able to get the hang of it......"

"Then I'll give you back what you said just now?" Zhou Jinyun interjected, "After such a long time of club activities, you really haven't found any fun at all?"

"Huh, what's that...... To be honest, although I have always been teased by my seniors, I was really happy when I was in the club......"

"So...... "Zhou Jinyun took over, "have you ever thought about taking the initiative to do something for the club? As far as I know, most of the time, you feel like you're forced to work, right?

Ye Jing sighed, if she really wanted to say that she could experience fun from it, she really couldn't say it. In fact, Sister Xiao Yun's words really have a feeling of hitting the bull's-eye, think about it carefully, her attitude towards the idol club seems to have always been quite perfunctory......

"Hmm...... These words were also told to you by Liu Lian?" Ye Jing couldn't help but want to ask.

Zhou Jinyun smiled kindly: "Because she didn't dare to tell you this......"

"Why don't you dare?" these words really made Ye Jing feel a little aggrieved, "Am I so domineering?"

"Hehe, that's not what you mean......," Zhou Jinyun smiled, "I think that compared to you, Little Durian seems to cherish your idol status more, she is like betting something very important on you, afraid that you will go the wrong way, and even more afraid that you will stop and not go, do you understand? Sometimes, dreams do not belong to a person's ......"

This time it was Ye Jing's turn to be silent, she understood that when she agreed to enter the idol club, part of it was for Liu Lian. Maybe in Liu Lian's mind, she is really an idol who can carry her dreams, but she is not that kind of person, and she never seems to want to be like that.

Thinking of this, Ye Jing couldn't help but sigh: "Senior sister, I'm a little confused by what you said...... For example, do you have to concentrate on a job you don't like?"

"Then those idol jobs you have experienced...... Zhou Jinyun replied, "How many of the people you met before are engaged in the jobs you like?"

Ye Jing was speechless, the people of the Xiami Animation Club drew the commercial comics they used to hate the most, and Wang Xi's novels couldn't insist on creating according to their own ideas. In this way, they all picked their favorite activities as the content of the club at the beginning, and the result backfired.

"I think it's more than the result that may be out of reach...... Zhou Jinyun's voice interrupted Ye Jing's drifting thoughts, "We have more time to think about the meaning of this road......

Ye Jing took a deep breath, stretched her waist in her chest, and then exhaled it happily.

"Huh~~~" Ye Jing nodded to herself, "Senior Li Ming said that many people are extra serious when they play the game of the club, maybe, I should be more serious?"