Chapter 286: Faith (2)
With the familiar applause, the man who slowly walked out from behind the door smiled, while everyone was dumbfounded and hurriedly swallowed what was in his mouth.
"Blessed are the saints...... The Holy Ten Thousand Blessings ...... "saluted in place one after another, no one thought that the saints of the Yudu would come to this dining room, one by one buried their heads and did not dare to make a sound, only Guo Xia hid behind Yan Song and was at a loss.
Yu Qian didn't deliberately come here to see her, but she was really attracted by this fragrance, so she came here step by step.
"Why did the Holy Lord come here?" Yan Song asked in a low voice, he found the source of the fragrance behind her, but unfortunately it was not completely destroyed.
whispered into her ear and said, "It's good for you, I haven't even tasted your craft, so let these little hairy children take the lead." He coughed a few times, stood up straight, and then looked at the group of children casually and said, "What the lady said is indeed good, like you, you don't know all kinds of grains, your limbs are not diligent, and you have a pair of official young lady's skins are indeed the majority of this jade capital." Just ask, who in this jade capital son really loves such a woman?"
The clever ghost of Guo Xia asked first, "Is the saint also in love with her because of her good cooking skills?" Although the first born was busy holding down her mouth, the words had already come out like an arrow, and to be honest, everyone was just curious.
Only Yu Qian was silent for a moment and said with a smile, "Clever ghost, so you will draw inferences, you are indeed like a smart woman in my jade capital." But...... What chills my heart is that she hasn't cooked me a single meal, but she's just set a precedent for you. In Yuqian's tone, he wanted to be jealous with such a child.
But Yu Qian's words made these girls really begin to understand that they can't be a useless person. If you want to be recognized by others, you also need to be constantly strong, not just smirk in place and wait for luck to come. This may be the first lesson they should take, not the Book of Poetry, let alone the female ring.
In the Fengyin Palace, she couldn't help laughing because of Yu Qian's words in the dining room, it was clear that she was already the saint of this jade capital, but Yu Qian was becoming more and more childlike. With the cool autumn breeze rushing through the door, leaving a moving tune back and forth in the house, it really doesn't get much better.
"Guo Xia also told me about today's events, it seems that the Holy Lord really loves Ah Song. Concubine Shu's face was full of envy, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised.
"Sister, do you know why I have to stay in Taixue and teach those girls?"
"Before I met him, my original life was like those official ladies. It's not the same comfort, but the same confusion and no direction. In the dead of night, I often ask myself, what is the purpose of living, is it just to not die? For ten years, the only thing that supported me was a dream, but when I woke up from the dream and it was time to get up, I seemed to have lost my way......
Concubine Shu's eyes slowly sank, as if she remembered herself. What has sustained him all these years?
She chuckled and continued, "Later, I arrived in Jiangnan, and slowly I began to find what I wanted to do in my life. My grandfather didn't impress me deeply, but the only thing he could give me was the identity of a descendant of my Yan family. During that time, I used to use this identity to want a better life, until now, I suddenly understood that I wanted to come to Taixue, not because of my grandfather, but because of my heart's desire. ”
The light in Concubine Shu's eyes came back slightly, and then she said, "It's really good that Ah Song can find what he wants to do. I grew up in the Wen family, there are no men in the family, only the three of us, as the eldest sister, for the Wen family, I am willing to give anything. Ah Song, I really envy you, you can find a trace of faith, unlike me, who lives in vain......"
Seeing her gloomy expression, Yan Song took her hand and comforted, "Why bother thinking about these unpleasantness, if you come to it, you should be happy about it." Under the mountains and rivers, it is good for people to live happily, without hunger or cold, isn't it already a much happier thing than others?"
Concubine Shu nodded, her heart seemed to be a little more relaxed, in the past in the Wenren Mansion, no one had told her this, when she was in a bad mood, she just endured it. My father said that I have to take on a big responsibility in Wen's family, and I can't be forced by any emotion, but I am afraid that it is rare to see people who can really be pure in the temple.
"Ah Song, in fact, there is one thing, I really can't say it......" Concubine Shu's eyes showed a little embarrassment, "You should know that it was the Queen Mother's idea for me to enter the palace as a concubine." ”
Yan Song nodded, naturally knowing that it was the person who the Queen Mother deliberately stuffed around Yu Qian, but why did Concubine Shu mention this?
"Yesterday, when the Empress Dowager met me, she mentioned something to me, she said that she intended to let her grandfather return to the official position of the waiter of the Ministry of Rites, and this was really a good opportunity for the Wen family. But at the same time, she made one request......"
"What are the requirements?"
Concubine Shu was a little embarrassed, lowered her head and blushed, "The Queen Mother asked me to ...... Let me sleep...... Just tomorrow, yes, it has been agreed with the Holy One. She slowed down in her heart, and then her mind was chaotic, he was the son of heaven in this jade capital, the king of this jade capital, and the king should have three wives and four concubines. It's just that why is it so uncomfortable to think of this? Even the innocent concubine, she seems to have extreme dissatisfaction and resentment, is it possible that this is the resentful woman in the market?
She asked herself freely, but she didn't expect to be jealous because of it.
She nodded back to her senses, just drank tea to herself, and then said, "Sister, since you are willing to tell the truth, it is inconvenient for me to hide my feelings. I am indeed selfish, and I don't want to share a person with others, even if that person is the current saint, who should be the three thousand people in the harem, but selfishness is selfishness. If there is such a thing in the future, I want to ask my sister not to tell me, just let me be a fool. ”
Concubine Shu was a little stunned, maybe this was too direct and selfish, so she didn't know how to respond. But this is women's selfishness, in fact, men also have it, but under a different name, it is called possessiveness. People always have a wonderful emotion for the things they like, and because of this, the things they like become more and more precious.
On that day, Yu Qian rested in the Qianyuan Palace, during which he only went to the Fengluan Palace, and did not come to her.
The autumn breeze is bleak, but it makes people think more and more about this autumn night, but she doesn't know what she is confused about. It was clear that in the daytime, she told Concubine Shu that people should live happily and comfortably in the world, but now, when it comes to herself, she no longer has that backbone.
This is probably the sentence, the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. But how many times can I be an irrelevant bystander?