For the piano, Su Yi doesn't know much.

It can be said that he is an ordinary listener who likes to listen to songs, but his attainments in music are really not deep, like most ordinary people.

Therefore, Su Yi doesn't know much about the piano, but he likes the sound of the piano very much, but it is really difficult for him to hear the words, but Li Xinyan's performance still makes him feel better than many pianists, and it is easier to touch people's hearts, and he can hear a kind of moving.

Before this, he had never heard Li Xinyan play the piano, and he didn't know if she played the piano well.

But it doesn't matter, Su Yi just needs to know that she likes the piano, which is why he gave her the piano as a birthday gift, not because he knows that she plays the piano well, but because he knows that she likes the piano, it's as simple as that.

And now, when Li Xinyan used the piano he gave him to play "Refrain", the beautiful notes were extremely beautiful, which let him know that her piano was so good, and only then did he know that when she played the piano, it was so beautiful, and the fusion between her and the piano was so beautiful that it was like a painting, which made people even breathe carefully, but they were afraid that it would disturb this picture.

At this time, Su Yi didn't want to admit it, but she had to admit that she did make him feel excited, and confirmed that he had already liked her.

It can be said that he has met so many girls, each girl has her own characteristics, and she is a goddess in the eyes of many people, but Li Xinyan is also the most unique one, her silent companionship and care are the most touching and easy to integrate into his life, so that he can't leave her unconsciously.

Su Yi admitted that if he hadn't met Qi Mengying first, he would indeed have chosen to be with Li Xinyan, being with her was the most comfortable and relaxing day, and she took care of him meticulously, which also moved him very much, this is a perfect wife with no shortcomings.

It's just that at the wrong time, he met the right person, before Li Xinyan, he first met Qi Mengying, a girl who he couldn't forget and couldn't let go, so he couldn't and didn't dare to accept Li Xinyan's love and dare not be with her, which was also unfair to her.

Before Su Yi had no way to really let go of Qi Mengying, it was unfair and deceptive for him to be with anyone.

Although emotionally, no one is right or wrong, but when facing her, he will still feel guilty and regretful, but he doesn't know how to deal with this feeling, maybe for him, escaping is a way he chooses.

This method is by no means a good way to solve the problem, but in terms of feelings, who can do it freely, especially when it is deeply affectionate, and who can make a rational choice.

Qi Mengying is too important in Su Yi's heart, leaving too many traces that will not disappear, so that he will never forget her, even if he hasn't seen her for three years, he still can't let go of her, there is always a particularly important position in his heart that is occupied by her, and if he loses this position, he won't be able to live.

Therefore, Li Xinyan's silent love, Su Yi still didn't dare to accept it, he was afraid that he would not be able to love her alone, and he was also worried that this kind of love would hurt her, and finally ended up with an unhappy ending.

Because of this, he can only choose to be friends with her, and he can only continue to be friends.

Li Xinyan brought her own feelings into the performance, the kind of love that has no hesitation and extreme restraint is all integrated into it, as long as he is willing, she can do it for him without hesitation, but for him, she can also be restrained, not let him be embarrassed, just treat herself as an ordinary friend, silently accompany him.

This is a character, but it is also a manifestation of love to the extreme, and it is her love for him.

In reality, Li Xinyan will not express her feelings, will not tell Su Yi about her feelings, and will not express her love to him, but when playing the piano, she can release all her feelings, express her feelings through piano music, tell her emotions, and use beautiful notes to represent words, she can have no scruples at all, and integrate all her feelings into it, which is also a good way to decompress, no longer have to suppress her feelings.

Although, she knew that by doing this, the result would be the same, and nothing would change, but at least it would make her feel comfortable, at least better than doing nothing.

Because of this, in this piano music that integrates all feelings, it can easily touch the heart, and it feels beautiful and wonderful, just like a budding flower, at this time the most beautiful flowers bloom, all the petals are blooming, and the beauty of that moment is enough to make people stop breathing.

At this moment, looking at Li Xinyan, Su Yi's heart didn't seem to be as firm as before, he was also deeply attracted to her, she also occupied a more important position in his heart, it seemed to be on par with Qi Mengying, and his love for her was gradually deepening.

With the notes, the feelings he had deliberately avoided before seemed to have begun to wake up, making him have to face his feelings head-on.

At this moment, Su Yi admitted that he was indeed in love with Li Xinyan, not just as a friend and family, but wanted her to be his lover and an indispensable other half of his life.

It's just that the sluggishness and woodenness in terms of feelings still make him hesitate to take this step, he doesn't want to hurt such a good girl.

Therefore, for this feeling, Su Yi still chose to hide it in the depths of his heart instead of expressing it to her, he still didn't have enough courage to face this feeling.

In this kind of thing, Su Yi and Li Xinyan's choices are the same, they both choose to hide, rather than express them directly.

The difference is that in his heart, in addition to her, there are other people's shadows, and in her heart, except for him, there is no second person, and there is no room for a second person, her love is to be more pure, without the slightest magazine, and carefully protected, will not let this love have any deterioration.

It is precisely because Li Xinyan's love is too pure, and there is only Su Yi in his heart, which is the reason why he dare not accept it and dare not take a step forward, the deeper she loves, the more afraid he will hurt her.

So, he can only do this, and if he doesn't start, it won't hurt.

It's just that Su Yi thought that doing this was the best way not to hurt Li Xinyan, but he didn't know that doing this was sometimes the deepest harm, and it was a long-lasting injury, which was not a good solution at all, it was just delaying time.