NO.396 THE PERSON WHO KNOWS BEST IS ANCHEN
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How could she not know that An Chen was like this now, just pretending that she hadn't heard what she had just said.
If the person who knows Ming Yaxi in the world in the world is Anchen, on the contrary, the person who knows Anchen in the most important place in this world is Ming Yaxi.
Although it shows that Yaxi knows Bei Shunxi, it seems that between Bei Shunxi and Anchen, the person she seems to know best is Anchen.
At that time, when Ming Yaxi realized that she knew Anchen a lot more than Bei Shunxi, she always felt incredible.
Because she felt at first that since the person she liked was Bei Shunxi, she should know everything about Bei Shunxi.
But gradually, Minyahi began to realize that this was not the case.
She never seemed to be able to guess what Bei Shunxi would do in the next second, what emotions each subtle expression on his face represented, and what he liked, hated and was interested in, she really didn't seem to know completely.
After getting along with Bei Shunxi for so many years, she seems to only know a little bit about what Bei Shunxi likes to eat and what she hates to eat, that's all, as for other things, she really doesn't seem to know very well.
At that time, Ming Yaxi found that she had liked Bei Shunxi for so many years, and she didn't know what he liked and hated, and she was really a failure.
For the first time, Ming Yaxi felt that she was particularly unworthy of being Bei Shunxi's girlfriend.
At the same time, I deeply feel that I don't deserve to like Bei Shunxi at all.
There are many fans of Bei Shunxi, and they all know all his habits and what he likes and hates. And she was his girlfriend without knowing it.
If you make those fans who like Bei Shunxi laugh off their big teeth???
So at that time, Ming Yaxi once had the idea of wanting to leave Bei Shunxi.
The reason why she wanted to leave him was just because she was afraid that one day she would not be worthy of Bei Shunxi.
At that time, Ming Yaxi's idea of wanting to leave Bei Shunxi was just a thought, but he didn't expect it to come true later.
After experiencing that serious accident, the more she wanted to leave Bei Shunxi's side.
Ming Yaxi didn't want to leave because she knew that Bei Shunxi might be crippled in the future, but she found that staying by his side would only bring him all kinds of harm.
In fact, in the process of her relationship with Bei Shunxi, the most painful person was Bei Shunxi instead of her Ming Yaxi.
In every quarrel, she always inadvertently hurt Bei Shunxi, but Bei Shunxi never cared too much.
But Ming Yaxi knew that Bei Shunxi didn't care, but didn't want to hurt the relationship between the two of them.
In this love, which is more difficult than anyone else, the most bitter, tiring and uncomfortable is Bei Shunxi.
This point has always been clear in Ming Yaxi's heart.
They would have come together. It took a lot of effort to get together.
Maybe other couples have gone through a lot of hardships to get together. Maybe they will cherish each other more and try to protect this relationship.
But for Ming Yaxi and Bei Shunxi, they don't try to cherish it, but always quarrel endlessly.
In this hard-won relationship, the relationship between Ming Yaxi and Bei Shunxi has long been shattered.
Once Ming Yaxi did confess to Bei Shunxi that she wanted to give up this relationship.
But Bei Shunxi did not agree. Just said that I would try.
At that time, when Ming Yaxi saw Bei Shunxi's serious look and sincere eyes, she said this sentence to herself. She cried on the spot.
Although it is only a short five words: "I will try." βγ But it can be seen how much Bei Shunxi cherishes this relationship between him and Ming Yaxi.
When Ming Yaxi heard Bei Shunxi say those five words, she felt very uncomfortable.
suddenly felt that I was too sorry for Bei Shunxi, it seems that Bei Shunxi will always be alone in this relationship.
It seems that I have never given anything in this relationship. Isn't it too much to think about quitting when you haven't given anything???
From that time on, Ming Yaxi realized that she only gave her feelings in the relationship between her and Bei Shunxi, but Bei Shunxi gave his all.
Maybe Bei Shunxi usually looks cold to people, and he also looks like this to his good friends and girlfriends, but he actually gives a lot of things, more than they give him.
Since that time, Ming Yaxi has never mentioned anything like breaking up with Bei Shunxi, but began to protect their relationship with him.
But not long after, from the moment when Bei Shunxi was likely to become crippled in the future in order to protect Ming Yaxi in the accident, Ming Yaxi knew that he could no longer stay by Bei Shunxi's side.
Because as long as she was by Bei Shunxi's side for one day, she would hurt him.
In the past, Ming Yaxi always felt that she had paid much more affection than Bei Shunxi, but when she saw Bei Shunxi protecting herself with her life when she experienced that accident, she realized that Bei Shunxi had paid more feelings than her.
It is precisely because of this that Ming Yaxi decided to leave Bei Shunxi at that moment.
Because she felt that only when she left Bei Shunxi's side would she not continue to hurt him.
At that time, Ming Yaxi really felt that he was doing the right thing.
But later, when she was in the United States, she knew that Bei Shunxi had become more indifferent than before, and she felt that she was not wrong in that way.
But no matter whether that approach was right or wrong at that time, it was too late.
Ming Yaxi felt that she had no reason to return to Bei Shunxi's side again, so let that mistake continueγγγγγγ
Before the United States met Anchen again, Ming Yaxi always felt that she might only stay in the United States for the rest of her life and would not return to Bei Shunxi's side.
But then An Chen's inadvertent words made Ming Yaxi have the idea of wanting to return to Bei Shunxi again.
(ps: I'm sorry.,It seems that there are too many things written between Ming Yaxi and Bei Shunxi.,But the next thing is between Ming Yaxi and Anchen.,It's estimated that wait or tomorrow the dishes will reappear.,Stay tunedγγγγγγ οΌ
Ming Yaxi will re-meet Anchen in the United States, it is completely γγγγγγ By coincidence.
It was just two people walking on the same street that day, and then the two accidentally bumped into each other, only to find out that they had known each other when they were children.
(Secretly revealed, in fact, it was not a coincidence, it was Anchen who came to the United States from Japan after knowing that Ming Yaxi was in the United States, who knew that he met Ming Yaxi on the first day he arrived in the United States.) οΌ
After Ming Yaxi and An Chen met again by chance, An Chen has always been by Ming Yaxi's side and never abandoned.
During that time, Ming Yaxi kept thinking about wanting to avoid Anchen.
It's not because Ming Yaxi hates An Chen that she wants to avoid him, it's just because she knows that An Chen likes her that she wants to avoid him.
Because, she couldn't respond to Anchen's feelings for herself.
Sometimes Ming Yaxi pretended to hate An Chen and sneered at him, but An Chen didn't react at all, as if he was not the one who was ridiculed and sarcastic.
In the end, Ming Yaxi had no choice but to let Anchen stay by his side all the timeγγγγγγ
In fact, Ming Yaxi really wanted to drive Anchen away from his side, because after all, it would not lead to anything if he stayed by his side.
But Ming Yaxi found that no matter what she did, Anchen always had the intention of leaving her side.
Sometimes Ming Yaxi really wanted to say directly to Anchen,
"I won't like you, you better die, don't stay by my side and bother me anymore. β
Ming Yaxi swore that she really had to say this sentence several times.
But in the end, I had to swallow it back.
Because, she felt that if An Chen didn't like her at all, she suddenly came out like this and said to him, would An Chen think that she was making herself amorous???
Well, after all, Anchen has never confessed to herself, and she said to herself that I like you.
It's just that she has always vaguely felt that Anchen likes herself, and the other party has never said such a thing at all.
So in the end, after thinking about it, Ming Yaxi still felt that she shouldn't say that to Anchen, otherwise if Anchen didn't like her at all, wouldn't it be a shame for her to say that???
In the end, Ming Yaxi still chose to let Anchen stay by his side
But what Ming Yaxi never expected was that Anchen would stay by his side for so long.
She never thought that she would let Anchen stay by her side for almost two years.
At first, she thought that if she didn't open her mouth to let Anchen leave, her attitude would be almost bad to him, and Anchen would definitely not be able to stand it in the end, and he would take the initiative to leave from herγγγγγ
However, Ming Yaxi found that no matter how bad it was, he could never let Anchen walk away from him.
Anchen has always been indifferent and has been silently guarding his side.
No matter how sarcastic Anchen usually is, whenever she encounters any difficulties or dangers, Anchen will always appear by her side in time at the first time.
Even Ming Yaxi herself doesn't remember how many hooligans who want to belittle her have been beaten by Anchen, thieves who steal her purse, bad girls who don't like her, and those self-righteous suitors.
During the years he spent in the United States, Anchen has always been by Ming Yaxi's side.
Ming Yaxi's heart has always been very grateful to Anchen, if it weren't for Anchen, she wouldn't know how miserable she had been in the United States alone.
Fortunately, Anchen is by his sideγγγγγ (To be continued.) )