Huang Zitao's incident is like a wake-up call, ringing in the hearts of every trainee who fantasizes about being able to debut this time. Friends who usually practice together, eat together, or even go out drinking together and whistle at beautiful women, may become a demon who will send you to the hospital in the next second.

has been visiting Huang Zitao in the hospital for three consecutive nights, Wang Nanqian doesn't know what else he can do, so he can only try his best to try to comfort Huang Zitao. However, it is clear that his efforts have almost been in vain, and Huang Zitao's spirit has now entered the stage of death after an initial period of extreme instability.

"I have been practicing martial arts since I was a child, not because I like it so much, but because I don't like to endorse, I don't like to learn. Huang Zitao stared at the ceiling with straight eyes, if it weren't for the fact that he was the only one sitting in front of his hospital bed, Wang Nanqian felt that he was not talking to himself.

"When I got some success in martial arts, I found that I was even more reluctant to learn, or that my results were even more unreadable. There was no change in the tone of his voice at all, Huang Zitao seemed to be talking to himself, "When I graduated from high school, I didn't want to go to university, I think I should be able to become a more powerful person." So I went to all kinds of competitions, I came to Korea, I went to audition for TV talent shows, and then I finally joined the company. Ever since I started as a trainee, I feel like I belong on the stage, and I was born to be a big star. ”

Wang Nanqian silently turned the apple in her left hand to match the fruit knife in her right hand, listening to this child who was five years younger than herself telling her thoughts, when she was going to debut as a member of SHINee, she probably had a similar idea in her heart. Reality is always cruel and ruthless, it was me back then, but now it's Huang Zitao's turn?

"Brother, why were you able to hold on when you were given up?"

Peeling off the apple completely, Wang Nanqian handed the apple to Huang Zitao, took out the tissue from the tissue box placed in front of the hospital bed and wiped his fingers: "Because I am unwilling, I feel that I am no worse than others, and I feel that I have paid so much, so I am reluctant to give up." ”

Saying this, Wang Nanqian tilted the corners of her mouth and shook her head, this sound really familiar, didn't Wu Yifan say the same thing on the night of Huang Zitao's accident?

"Brother, you are the strongest between us, so we all admire you. Huang Zitao gnawed on the apple mechanically, and his speech became slurred because of something stuffed in his mouth, "I talked to Brother Lu and Brother Fan before, if we encounter a situation like yours, can we survive." At that time, we all thought that we didn't have the courage and perseverance of your brother, but we didn't expect that one day I would encounter such a thing. Brother, when my injury heals, I don't want to stay in the company anymore. ”

Fortunately, Huang Zitao spoke Chinese, and the company was not kind enough to let him live in a single room, surrounded by three patients who were hospitalized for surgery. picked up the second apple casually and peeled it, Wang Nanqian complained and counted Huang Zitao twice: "Don't talk nonsense outside, if there is really something, we will discuss it when you raise it." You're still so young, and the future is still growing, don't think about it. ”

"Brother, when my injuries are healed, you and Brother Lu, Brother Fan, and Brother Xing have already debuted, right? At that time, even if I stayed in the company, I would go crazy because of jealousy. I'm not as broad-minded as my brother, I can't stand to see you standing on the stage, and I'm still an unknown trainee. I can't even imagine what I'm going to do when the time comes, so I'm going to go to another company, which is good for us. Hand the apple core to Wang Nanqian, and then took a tissue from the other party's hand to wipe his hands, and Huang Zitao didn't even look at Wang Nanqian in the process.

Throwing the apple core into the trash can next to the bed, Wang Nanqian stood up and handed the second apple to the little girl lying on the bed opposite Huang Zitao. This pink-looking little girl is only thirteen years old, she somehow broke her lower leg and her parents are not in Seoul, and her grandparents come to visit her during the day, but she becomes alone at night. Wang Nanqian looked at this little girl very pitiful, and often took care of Huang Zitao when she came to see her in the past few days.

"Thank you Chinese Oppa," the little girl happily took the apple, leaving a cute tooth mark on the round apple with her small mouth, "Can't you speak Korean? I can't understand what you're saying, I feel so boring." ”

Rubbing the little girl's head, which had become messy because it was inconvenient to take a bath, Wang Nanqian helplessly explained to the little girl: "What we say is something very boring, you won't want to listen to it." When I have time, I'll tell you the story of China. ”

"Chinese Oppa people are so good, handsome, there must be a lot of girls who like it, right?"

"How old are you, why did you start to care about these things?Are all children so precocious now?" Straightening out the little girl's already a little knotted hair, Wang Nanqian made a surprised grimace, making the little girl smile and lean back together.

"If the Chinese Oppa can't find a girlfriend, then I'll be your girlfriend reluctantly. ”

"I'm ten years older than you, I'll talk about it when you're older. Ignoring the little girl's pouting and sulking, Wang Nanqian walked back to Huang Zitao's hospital bed, looking at the lifeless appearance of this younger brother who usually likes to toss and go crazy, he couldn't help but sigh again: "I know that you are definitely in a bad mood now, so the decision you make now must be irrational." After you've healed, let's discuss the future, okay?"

"Brother, we are all wandering people in a foreign land, and I am really grateful to you for taking care of me so much. He said words of thanks, but his tone was still without a trace of waves, "Thank you for coming to me these days, I remember your kindness to me all these years." No matter what the future holds, you will always be my brother. ”

This child has been accustomed to it since he was a child, and when he suddenly encounters such a big thing, it is inevitable that he will go insane for a few days. Listening to these words like a farewell, Wang Nanqian didn't know how to respond, so he had to call Wu Yifan and Lu Han to persuade them together a few days later.

"I've been coming here for the past few days, I'm afraid you're going to get tired of watching it, Yifan and Lu Han explained that the two of them came over the day after tomorrow, so I won't come to join in the fun. After cleaning up the sundries on Huang Zitao's bedside table and replacing the bags in the trash can with a new one, Wang Nanqian prepared to go back to the dormitory. These days, he has to carry out heavy classes during the day, and he has to come to see Huang Zitao at night, and he has almost reached the limit, but fortunately, Wu Yifan and Lu Han have a little less classes on weekends, so they can change classes for him.

"Goodbye Chinese Oppa. The little girl on the opposite bed saw that Wang Nanqian was going out, and excitedly waved her hand that was still holding the apple to say goodbye to him.

Smiled and waved at the little girl, until the door of the ward was closed, Wang Nanqian did not hear Huang Zitao's farewell to him - the physical wounds are easy to heal, how should the psychological wounds be healed? He himself has no answer. All the way to the doctors and nurses who were doing rounds, nodded and nodded, walked out of the hospital's inpatient building, and looked at the empty courtyard under the dim street lamps, Wang Nanqian felt that fatigue and powerlessness occupied all of his body and mind.

dragging forward with heavy steps, the hospital to the subway station is obviously only three or four minutes away, but Wang Nanqian feels that tonight's road is like there is no end. He always thought that he was strong enough, strong enough to face a qiē, but now he finds that he is not an iron man either. has always played the role of a big brother who comforts others and takes care of others, but I didn't expect that one day I would want to be comforted and cared for by others, Wang Nanqian laughed helplessly, this is probably the so-called hypocrisy.

Just as he was sighing, 'I'm actually a hypocritical person', Wang Nanqian's mobile phone suddenly vibrated in his pocket, and at this time, someone actually called? The timing was really just right, if it was a girl, I would just confess to her -- Wang Nanqian, who was joking with herself in her heart, didn't even look at who was calling from her, and directly swiped the screen lock.

"Hello?"

"Qian Oppa, aren't you in the dormitory? You said before that you would accompany me and Zhu Hyun Oni to Nanshan tomorrow, Qian Oppa hasn't forgotten it, right?" A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.

turned out to be a girl, but instead of confessing to this girl, Wang Nanqian was more willing to give herself a knife: "Shiqi, I've been running back and forth between the company and the hospital these days, and you don't know ......"

Without giving Wang Nanqian the time to continue talking, Jiang Shiqi hurriedly competed for the right to speak: "I know, I know, so Zhu Xun Oni and I decided to invite you to eat pork cutlets tomorrow and replenish your body." We'll see you at Myeongdong subway station at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon~"

"Jiang Shiqi......! Hey, hey, you dare to hang up the phone!" It's angry and funny, Jiang Shiqi, this guy, obviously knows that he is in a bad mood and tired again, and he is really becoming more and more self-centered.

Before the screen went down, Wang Nanqian's mobile phone vibrated again, he didn't even think about it, he swiped the screen lock, and roared at the phone: "Jiang Shiqi, do you know it's wrong? If you dare to hang up the phone in the future, don't call me again!"

“…… If you're in a bad mood or unwell, you don't have to come out tomorrow. Shiqi also cares about you, so don't be angry with her. ”

Pei Zhuhyun's voice came from the speaker, and Wang Nanqian realized that she had made a big fuss. Fortunately, it wasn't face-to-face, and Bae Joo-hyun couldn't see his embarrassed expression now.

Forced himself to calm down and make his tone sound more normal, Wang Nanqian apologized to Pei Zhuyun on the other end of the phone: "Zhuxian, I'm really embarrassed, the kid from Shiqi hung up on me just now, I thought it was her...... Oops, anyway, don't mind, I didn't mean to. ”

"Qian Oppa, I'm not convinced, why are you so gentle when you talk to Zhu Hyun Oni, and so impatient when you talk to me?" Jiang Shiqi was obviously a little far away from the microphone, and the voice that came from her was also intermittent, but Wang Nanqian heard everything she said clearly.

"Because Joo-hyun is cuter than you, more likable than you. Even if I go to Nanshan tomorrow to accompany you, I will accompany Zhu Hyun, not Jiang Shiqi, a guy who hangs up the phone casually. I'm going back to the dorm, so I'm not going to say anything, bye-bye. ”

The phone hung up, and in the dormitory of the female trainees of the S.M. company, Jiang Shiqi stared at Pei Zhuhyun's face for a long time after removing her makeup but still beautiful and lovely face, and suddenly shouted loudly: "Zhu Hyun Oni! What did he just say?!He said that you are cuter than me, more likable than me?" (Two days ago, this book has received 100 collections, thanks to all readers for their great clicks and collections, the old dream is also working hard these days on the code word, although I dare not say how many manuscripts, but it is no problem to keep updating~.) Thank you again to all readers~ I saw that there were a lot of opinions and suggestions for this book in the book review area, and the old dream was really moved, no matter what kind of building yì, the old dream will be carefully referenced, and please support this book in the future~ Worship)