Chapter 053: Melancholy is because of heartache
It wasn't until I experienced the danger of the last dose of medicine that I understood what a real transformation is, what a real phoenix nirvana is!
When the sealed memories came back, I knew that I was no longer the Ling Caiwei who once only wanted revenge, nor was I the green clothes who had no worries. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
There is not much time left, and I can't be a little willful, and I can't waste even an inch of time.
After lunch, I told Nam Rongyeol that I wanted to go out for a walk alone.
He was always busy these two days, and he looked preoccupied. Even on horseback, it is frowned. I don't know what made him so anxious.
He didn't worry about me going out alone, so he hesitated for a moment and said to me: "I can't accompany you now if I have something important, you and Xiaoxing go shopping together, and buy whatever you like." Don't meddle in the matter of the copper ring for the time being, I will help you do it. ”
He shoved a few silver tickets into my hand, and was dragged away by four taels with a message of something.
I took the silver ticket and thought it was good, I could buy a lot of things and do a lot of things. Enough is enough.
Xiaoxing followed me and helped me carry my things, which was a good helper.
The national capitals of the three countries are the same prosperous, Hengdu is the hometown, looking at the dazzling goods, familiar like back to when I was a child, my father and mother are still around, with me and my brother and my brother who can just walk out to buy things, I like a fairy candy man very much, but my mother said that the craftsman blew out the things are not clean, just refuse to buy me.
I thought about it in my heart for a long time, and I cried out at night because I couldn't get the fairy candy man.
"Sister, this sugar man looks so mighty! Look at his bearded face, round eyes, and a long sword in his hand, which is majestic. ”
I leaned over to take a look and told him, "This is Zhong Kui, a fairy who specializes in catching ghosts." The sword in his hand is the Demon Subduing Sword, you like your sister to buy it for you. ”
Xiaoxing picked two fierce-looking tigers and leopards, I paid for them together, he happily held the candy man, looked at this and licked that, a heartless and happy look.
I was about to turn around and leave, when the old man of the candy seller stopped me: "The girl bought so much, this is for you!"
I saw that he was holding a fairy with a streamer in his hand, the one I wanted most when I was a child.
After so many years, I finally got what I once longed for the most, but I couldn't reach. However, I am no longer the little girl who can be happy all day with her favorite candy man.
That fairy candy man was not what I wanted for a long time, she was forgotten in my memory and disappeared.
It turns out that time not only urges people to grow up, but also changes many things. What you once cherished the most will one day become insignificant under the merciless polishing of time, and you will no longer need it.
"Sister, do you have something in your eyes?" I was in a daze holding the fairy candy man, and was called back by Xiaoxing's spiritualism.
I rubbed my eyes and asked him curiously, "What do I have in my eyes?"
He blinked his eyes and thought about it, and told me very seriously: "Sister, there are two words written in your eyes--- melancholy. ”
I was stunned for a moment, smiled helplessly, patted his head and said, "What do you know about melancholy at a young age? Can you write these two words?
Xiaoxing was not convinced: "Really, sister, I don't lie to you, your eyes are really sad and sad! ”
His voice was lowered, and a pair of big eyes full of aura flickered at me.
Maybe. Maybe he's right. The eye is a reflection of the heart. It turned out that my heartache and my sorrow had already turned into a seed, breaking through the barrier I had specially erected, and it had spread through all the obstacles inch by inch, and it had grown into my eyes.
And the person who saw it was not Nam Rongyeol, but a child.
I don't know if I should regret or rejoice. I finally managed to hide all my emotions in front of him, and kept him from seeing the humble jealousy, pain, and disappointment.
And I divulged everything in front of a child. It's just because he's the most trusted person around me.
This shopping was very fruitful.
I bought a night coat and also found herbs that I had always scarced in several large pharmacies. The most important thing is sulfur. The largest pharmacy in the country sells the purest sulfur concentration, and the iron ball explosives made are extremely powerful. This is what I need most at the moment, and I bought them all back.
Xiaoxing followed me with a large bag in both hands, and suddenly stopped me.
"Sister, look at it, you must be very beautiful in it. ”
I followed his line of sight and saw a ready-to-wear store.
The women of the country are ingenious, the embroidery of the country is the top of all the embroideries in the Chinese mainland, and the women of the country spin the most soft yarn, the silk woven into the most gorgeous and soft, and it is difficult to find a thousand gold.
This ready-to-wear store of Weiguo is famous in mainland China, and the people who buy clothes in this store are either rich or expensive.
Looking in from the door, I saw a moon-white cloud fei makeup satin woven Wangxian skirt hanging in front of the store.
The skirt is inlaid with peacock feathers layer after layer. Open collar, wide sleeves, skirt ten widths, exquisite weaving and embroidery, almost ghost workmanship. The waist is tied with a four-finger-wide dust-repelling tassel. Covered with a white plum cicada wing veil, the yarn is irregularly decorated with colorful gems and large pearls, the wind blows dazzling, the brilliance is like a flowing glow, floating like a fairy.
Xiaoxing just said that this dress is beautiful.
I looked at it for a long time, and the clothes were indeed ingenious, and people loved them when they saw them.
"This dress must be expensive. Don't look. ”
I want to go to the front to see if there is any good incense, which is indispensable for making drugs. As for who to show such a beautiful dress when it is worn?
I took his hand and wanted to leave. Xiaoxing refused to leave, and grabbed my arm to go in and take a look.
"Sister, you must look better in this dress than the one surnamed Bai. Like a fairy. I want to see you put it on. "This stinky boy threw my arm around and just wouldn't let me go.
I had no choice but to provoke him: "Xiaoxing, are you saying that my sister is only better looking than the one surnamed Bai when she wears this dress, don't you?"
Xiaoxing's face flushed, and he stammered to explain.
I was amused by his anxious appearance and wanted to laugh, Xiaoxing saw the smile in the corner of my eyes, and realized that I was deliberately teasing him, he actually played a child's temper, shook off my hand and strode into the store, shouting at the people inside: "Boss, how much is this dress, we want it!"
Oh my God! When I walked in to pull him, the second child of the store had already come out to greet the customer.
However, he looked at the two of us, and the glint in his eyes that had just flashed like a tide faded like a tide in his eyes.
"Don't make trouble if you don't buy clothes! Our clothes are the treasure of the town store, you can't afford it!"
There were seven or eight customers in the shop who were picking out clothes, and they all laughed out loud when they heard the words of the shopkeeper, and the whispering of discussion reached the ears of me and Xiaoxing.
"Why can't you afford to come in?"
"Like, can anyone afford to wear the clothes in this store?"
"Look at their appearance, they don't have any money! They run in and pretend to be rich! Not afraid of people's jokes!"
(To be continued.) )