Chapter 270: Love has ups and downs

"So Madame must always be with me, I can't live without Madame. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" Shen Nishang lowered her head and whispered, "If there is no Madame, I don't know what to do." Madame wants to accompany me, and Madame is not allowed to leave. ”

Looking at Shen Nisheng's eyebrows and eyes lowered and stubborn, and her shoulders and arms were thin and thin, Mrs. Si's heart softened into a puddle of water, sour and sweet, and she couldn't say anything if she wanted to continue to enlighten, she understood how much stubbornness and stubbornness Shen Nishang had on her face at this moment, and how fragile and helpless she was in her heart.

"Well, with you. Mrs. Si gently promised, "I'll always be with you." ”

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Kong Xiang followed Mu Qing all the way back to the other courtyard.

Mu Qing silently entered the house.

Kong Xiang stopped outside the door for a moment, but still followed.

At this time, Kong Xiang missed the little fan a little, that kid was smooth-mouthed and brainy, and he could talk, he really didn't know how to talk better.

He doesn't understand the relationship between men and women, he knows Mu Qing's thoughts, but it seems that there is more than that.

Mu Qing stood silently behind the door when he entered the door, and Kong Xiang stood silently behind him.

Both of them are tall, standing in a straight line, one after the other, looking a little weird, but at this moment, the loneliness and sadness exuded by Mu Qing's body are so obvious, filling the entire space, even if people want to laugh, they can't laugh.

Three points of loneliness, three points of sadness, and everything else is at a loss.

After a long time, Kong Xiang walked out silently, and brought back two large pots of wine after a short time.

"Master, drink. Kong Xiang put the flask and wine cup on the table.

Mu Qing turned around, his blank gaze fell on the table, and his eyes moved: "Okay." ”

The two sat down silently, each taking a pot of wine and a cup each.

There was no appetizer, so I drank it quietly.

Silent and low, he drank several glasses in succession.

Mu Qing opened his mouth and asked, "Last time you went home, why didn't you rest at home for one night?"

I went back to the royal capital for a long time before, and because I had always had something to do, I didn't give Kong Xiang a holiday to visit relatives, and then when I was free, Mu Qing sent a message to ask Kong Xiang to go home and have a look, anyway, it was okay, and it was okay to stay for a few more days.

Kong Xiang has followed him for ten years, and the time to go home to visit relatives is only a handful.

Unexpectedly, Kong Xiang only returned for less than half a day.

Mu Qing's words came out, but Kong Xiang did not answer immediately.

Mu Qing asked casually, and when he saw that Kong Xiang's expression was wrong, he raised his eyes.

"My mother can't do it. After a while, Kong Xiang suddenly spoke.

Mu Qing was taken aback: "That...... Why don't you hurry home?"

Kong Xiang shook his head lightly: "No." She didn't see me. ”

Mu Qing frowned: "Why?"

Mu Qing also knows a little about Kong Xiang's family affairs.

Kong Xiang's father was the chief guard of the eldest princess when she was in the palace, ten years older than the eldest princess, and almost watched the eldest princess grow up.

Therefore, the Queen Mother chose Kong Xiang, and there are also factors in this.

As for Kong Xiang's mother, Mu Qing is not too clear.

This time when he entered the palace, he saw a tall man serving by the guards passing by, and Mama Fang said, that is Kong Xiang's father.

Mu Qing asked him where he was on duty now, and Mama Fang said, he was still the chief guard in the eldest princess's bedroom, although the eldest princess had been married for more than 20 years, the dormitory had been retained.

The Queen Mother also wanted to transfer him to another place, but he didn't respond, just said that when he was old, he didn't need to move the place.

Mu Qing respected this Kong guard chief in his heart.

But at this time, Kong Xiang's words made Mu Qing a little puzzled, where is there a mother who is dying and still refuses to see her son?

Mu Qing looked at Kong Xiang suspiciously, Kong Xiang's silence made Mu Qing feel that something was wrong.

"My mother has been in the Buddha hall for 20 years, and she doesn't want to see people. Kong Xiang finally spoke up, but his tone was light, "In the past twenty years, I have only seen her three or five times. ”

"Why?" Mu Qing still didn't understand.

"Because-" Kong Xiang raised his eyes, the emotion in his eyes was not distinguished, "my father has someone in his heart, and that person is not my mother." ”

Mu Qing was surprised.

After Kong Xiang finished speaking, he lowered his eyes, picked up the wine cup and looked up.

Mu Qing didn't want to ask any more.

Stunned, he said apologetically in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I don't know...... I shouldn't have asked. ”

"Nothing. Kong Xiang's expression was ordinary.

It's been too long.

It's not that I haven't had resentment, but as I get older, I see more and know more, and I know more about some things, and no one is wrong.

It's just fate that's wrong.

Mu Qing is a good master.

His father still didn't choose the wrong one for him.

Mu Qing smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'm always stupid, I can't speak, and I can't see things clearly." ”

"Does the master still like Miss Shen?" Kong Xiang suddenly asked.

The smile on Mu Qing's lips slowly curled: "...... Can I still like it?"

whispered, as if asking Kong Xiang, and as if asking himself.

Kong Xiang couldn't understand: "Master, but it's because of Mr. Rong?"

Kong Xiang's question reminded Mu Qing of the conversation with Rong Su last night, so he was stunned: "...... No. ”

If Rong Su is still alive, if they are happy, no matter how heartache he can't bear it, he will step back and bless.

But if they can't do it, he can't let it go.

Kong Xiang asked him, "Do you still like it?"

How can you not like it?

He loved it so much that his heart ached.

Seeing her so sad and sad, he felt even the hair hurt all over his body......

It was as if thousands of steel needles had penetrated into his heart invisibly and qualitatively, and the pain was so painful that he wanted to pull them out, but he couldn't find them.

Rong Su asked him to treat her well with his share and guard her, in fact, it doesn't matter, his happiness will not be endless, even without Rong Su's sentence, it has long been boundless.

It doesn't matter if Nishang likes Rong Su.

Because his liking was originally his own business, if Nishang felt that it was faster to live with others than with him, no matter how uncomfortable it was, he would not feel that this liking was not worth it.

Because there is no neon dress, there is no Mu Qing today.

After living two lives, there is no better time to live than now.

But......

Rong Su's death scared him.

He remembered that the previous Queen Mother died in this month, and he also clearly remembered that he himself died on the first day of the ninth month.

It's just around the corner, on the first day of next month.

If the way of heaven really goes once......

He didn't dare to think about it.

Mu Qing folded his five fingers and held the wine cup slightly.

"Master?" Kong Xiang was stunned.

Mu Qingxuan let go of his fingers and smiled reluctantly: "It's nothing." Come, drink

Go and get the wine again, and you won't be drunk today. ”

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When she got up the next day, Mrs. Si ordered Miaozhen and the two to accompany her, Miaohong pouted and did not follow, and Mrs. Si nodded her forehead.

"Clean up your things at home, your temperament should also be cured, what is the matter with the girl's family not being able to sit still. After Mrs. Si finished speaking, she bowed her head to Shen Nishang: "Collapse her, let's go." ”

Yuchun also wanted to go, but he made a big mistake earlier, although Mrs. Si didn't say it, Yuchun was still a little timid in his heart.

Shen Nishang glanced at Shen Qiulian, who had never gone out in the opposite wing, and followed Mrs. Si out of the courtyard and into the carriage.

The house that Mrs. Si fancied was located slightly west of the south of the city, only a stone's throw away from the south gate house.

When passing by the South Gate Mansion, Shen Nishang glanced at it and quickly withdrew his gaze.

Mrs. Si took it into her eyes and did not speak.

The house is not big, a total of three, but the advantage is that the layout is reasonable, the courtyard is elegant, there are gardens in the front and back, the back garden is slightly larger, and there is a small pond.

Several pairs of mandarin ducks swim in the pool, occasionally touching each other's ears and combing each other's feathers.

It looks a little peaceful and beautiful.

"Do you like it?" asked Mrs. Si.

Shen Nishang bowed: "I like it." ”

She actually didn't pay much attention, and her mind was still full of all kinds of speculations about the people behind the scenes that Shen Muheng mentioned.

Last night, I was emotionally unstable and my thinking was not clear and complete.

But after one night, many possibilities came to mind.

She is nothing to be afraid of, but there are so many innocent people around her, and she must be responsible.

Rong Su's matter can't happen a second time.

Mrs. Si also saw that she was absent-minded, thought about it, turned to Erya and said, "Go out for a walk with your young lady." There are a few new dim sum shops on the side of Chenghuang Street, and I heard that they came from the south. If it's good, bring some back. ”

Erya nodded.

"Let's go for a walk. Mrs. Si looked at Shen Nishang again, "The foreman here will come over later, there are some changes, and I won't be busy for a while." ”

Although the house is generally satisfied, there are some changes, and it needs to be renovated to live comfortably.

Shen Nishang understood in her heart.

Whether it was to let her go out to buy snacks, or to pull her out to see the house today, it was Mrs. Si's heart.

Shen Nishang then responded and led the second girl out.

The master and servant walked all the way, without any purpose, just in the direction of Chenghuang Street, stopping and walking at will.

"Shen Nishang, you stand!"

A sharp and fierce voice came from behind him.

Shen Nishang turned around, ten steps behind her, and Shen Rutong was looking at her resentfully.

The eldest lady was not there, only Yazhi and Avon followed behind Shen Rutong.

The two maids were carrying some things in their hands, and the boxes were wrapped in red paper, like jewelry.

"Something?" Shen Nishang was in no mood to pay attention to it, and her face was very cold.

The last thing she wants to see at the moment is the people in the big house.

Yazhi stretched out her hand and pulled down Shen Rutong, as if not letting her get into trouble, Shen Rutong shook it off, and stepped forward with a few steps, completely ignoring the side glances of the passers-by around her.

"Do you want to be shameless for your mother and daughter?" Shen Rutong walked up to Shen Nishang angrily, "The eldest brother just had an accident, so you should quickly clear it up, for fear that the Shen family will be involved! The Shen family has raised you for more than ten years, but they have raised a pair of white-eyed wolves!"

"Miss, you have to take medicine if you are sick. Shen Nishang glanced at her lightly and turned around to leave.

"You dare to go?"

Shen Rutong grabbed Shen Nisheng, and waved his other hand towards Shen Nisheng's face.

was caught by Erya with one hand before she was waved in the air, Erya was thin and small, and she couldn't completely hold Shen Rutong's wrist, but even so, Shen Rutong felt that Erya's fingers clamped her like a steel structure, not only could she not break free, but also pinched her bones and hurt!

When did Shen Rutong grow up so big, when did he suffer like this, he shrank his neck and cried out in pain for a while.

Erya's surprisingly large black pupils stared at Shen Rutong emotionlessly, and Shen Rutong couldn't help but feel an inexplicable chill at the touch.

Shen Nishang glanced at the pedestrians around her with the corner of her eye, and then glanced at Yazhi, who was standing behind Shen Rutong with a look of embarrassment, and put her eyes back on Shen Rutong's face: "How much silver can our mother and daughter spend in the Shen family for more than ten years? How many years is 210,000 taels enough to raise, how many lifetimes is enough, the eldest lady might as well calculate clearly?"

After saying that, he turned around and paused, turned around again, and his eyes were cold: "In addition, if the eldest lady feels that the dowry has been deducted, you might as well ask the eldest lady directly, can it be related to our mother and daughter? ”

Shen Nishang walked away.

Only then did Erya let go of Shen Rutong's hand and chased after him.

Shen Rutong was stunned and turned his head: "Yazhi?"

Yazhi and Avon all bowed their heads.

The second girl caught up with Shen Nishang and asked in a low voice, "Miss, why did the eldest lady come out to buy a dowry by herself?"

Shen Rutong's marriage is scheduled for August 13.

It stands to reason that Yinlou should send the jewelry to the door for selection. However, the Shen family is not a regular customer, and if you want to come to the door, you have to pay a part of the deposit in advance. But looking at Shen Rutong's appearance, he went to the silver building to choose by himself.

"Something should have happened to the Shen family. Shen Nisheng's tone was indifferent, "It's mostly related to Shen Muheng." ”

Shen Muheng is a ruthless person, Ling Fei said earlier that he had been to the shop a few days ago, Shen Nishang didn't think much about it at the time, and now it seems that most of it has something to do with money.

Shen Nishang smiled silently.

Dragons give birth to dragons, and phoenixes give birth to phoenixes.

Sometimes it makes sense, too.

It is not surprising that Shen Chongshan, who loves money like his life, gave birth to a son like Shen Muheng.

"Miss Shen, please stay. ”

Another female voice came from behind her, but it was unfamiliar.

The second girl turned back first, and a beautiful maid walked over with a respectful expression: "Miss Shen, my young grandmother wants to invite Miss Shen to come over to see her." ”

Shen Nishang turned around and did not speak.

This maid didn't know it, but she had some impressions.

The people around the second young grandmother of the Shili Pumi family.

"Who is your young grandmother?" Erya looked a little wary.

The beautiful maid is blessed again, and the etiquette is very thoughtful and humble: "Slave Huaiwei." My second young grandmother once had a relationship with Miss Shen. Two months ago, Miss Shen bought materials from my second young grandmother's silk shop. ”

Er Ya remembered and turned her head to look at Shen Nishang.

The second young grandmother of the Mi family wants to see her?

Shen Nishang pondered for a moment and nodded in agreement.

Huai Wei smiled and respectfully led the way.

The road is not far, and you can see it when you look up.

It turned out that the second young grandmother of the Waimi family was on the second floor of the teahouse next to the street, facing the street below.

This second young grandmother should have seen the entanglement between Shen Nishang and Shen Rutong.

"Young grandma, Miss Shen has arrived. ”

Huai Wei reported in front of the door.

Shi Hongyi, who was standing in front of the window, really wore a red dress today, and when she heard Huai Wei's report, she turned around with a smile: "Miss Shen." ”

As soon as she saw Shi Hongyi, Shen Nishang was stunned!

For the people of the Shili Pumi family, except for the eldest young master Mi Houbang, who saw the head and the tail of the dragon, she only saw it two or three times, and she was very familiar with the other resident population.

If you really want to talk about it, she spent much more time in the Mi Family Library than she did in the Shen family.

This second young grandmother has seen it many times.

She remembered that the last time she met at the silk shop, although her complexion was not good, her apple-faced face was still there.

But at this moment, the second young grandmother in front of her seems to have shrunk a lot.

The delicate apple face is completely out of sight, the face is extremely white, and the jaw is even more pointed melon seed face.

Only those round eyes have not changed, looking at Shen Nishang at this moment, the light in his eyes is strange, and there seems to be some indescribable surprise!

Shen Nishang felt strange in her heart.

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Qiqi's words: Thank you for your monthly pass and reward~~ I'm sorry, I've abused everyone~~ The character of Rong Su existed when Wenwen was formed, and Qiqi's stepmother doomed him to the end from the beginning. I know that some relatives like to watch the male and female protagonists always from the beginning. But Nishang's psychological age and actual age are destined to be the object of her affection must be a man like Rong Su. And in the environment of her previous life, there were mostly men around her, but both Li Chenggong and her senior brothers were that kind of lively and jumpy character, so she instinctively had to be attracted by a man like Rong Su, who was indifferent, clean, quiet and calm. Why do you want to write such a character in the course of Nishang's life? Because Qiqi feels that true love is like this. In the end, it is very likely that the one who accompanies us to the end is not the first object of heartbeat~ I only love one man in my life, and I only sleep in one bed with one man in my life...... Qiqi also had such an idea when he was young, and at that time he felt that the other party was the meaning of the existence of the world~~ But many times, the ignorant heart is not mature, so he will be hurt, cry bitterly, and learn to give up~~ Of course, Qiqi loves Nishang, and did not give her a love that could be completed from the beginning, but gave her such a Rongsu ...... Those who have been happy deserve this joy. This is also a kind of consummation~ It's just that I'm really sorry for Rong Su~~ Mumu is very good, but if the current Nishang falls in love with Mumu, it will not fit this character at all...... Qiqi seeks the truth, because only the truth is the most moving~~ PS: Finally, I thank my family again for being abused and uncomfortable, and I also gave Qiqi a reward for the Doudou Alliance and the Moon Born Hall Master~~