1190: Hearts and Dreams
Seeing him looking at those paper cranes, Qianshan smirked and said, "What, do you think I didn't do a good job of reforming?" ”
Qingqing said: "No, I just think my brother is really a nostalgic person, and the things that have been here for so long are still here." I thought you had already lost it, and if you did, I could give you a new one. ”
Qianshan said: "How could I lose it, this represents a distraction, no matter how ruthless I am, I can't live up to my brother's heart, isn't it?"
Hearing this, Qingqing was very happy in her heart, her brother is different from others, he speaks so well, and he looks good. Hey, why are the men related to my sister all the best handsome guys, but the premise is that my sister is also a beautiful woman who has captivated the country and the country, otherwise how can she match together, wouldn't it be a big spoiler?
My sister is so charming, first Li Haoqing, then the Shangguan brothers, and then Qianshan, all of them are more star-quality and courageous than those stars, and my sister's life is too good, why is she not as lucky as her?
But he doesn't want those things yet, and his sister said that those things are too nerve-wracking, so he doesn't think about them for the time being, and turns everyone away, pretending to know nothing and paying attention to nothing, just living like a child who doesn't grow up.
In the rainy season, there is always a little confused, so in order not to worry about herself, Qingqing put all her thoughts on where she should be and didn't think about those things that happened to her.
Although he is becoming more and more handsome, there will be some girls who admire him, but he rejected them one by one. What he wants now is to study hard, work hard in the future, and honor his brothers and sisters, as he said, he will live with his brothers and sisters when he grows up, which is also a common commitment of the three of them, but Hao and Feng also have such a commitment.
The world is changing too impermanently, and often good brothers and sisters will take care of each other when they grow up, and they are no longer as close as they were when they were children, which is understandable, but it will make people feel a little lost and sentimental in their hearts.
The years fly by, and the cycle is like this. So many years have passed in a blink of an eye, and a person's life is only a few years. There are too many joys and sorrows along the way, and sometimes I forget to look at the scenery, but I just keep hurrying, but I don't know where I want to go.
Coming and going like a mayfly, a lifetime in such a hurry, why bother to be bored and troubled, the most important thing is to live without regrets, and do everything meaningfully, then it is not a waste of time.
Tapped on the keyboard, took a few mouthfuls of green vegetable porridge, and continued on his own path, Qingli and Qingqing had already returned to their respective rooms, Qianshan didn't feel sleepy, so he was still sitting at the table, "I Met Him Again in This Life" has also been written for almost ten months, and the total number of words is about one million, this is his estimate, and there may be more.
After each writing, he would read it again and correct it if he felt something was wrong, so as to achieve a more perfect state. In fact, this book was written specifically for Guangcan, and the protagonist in the story was detached from her, but it was a little different.
If the previous books were written about moods, then this one is about dreams, his dreams, because Guangguang seems to him to be a dream that can never get out.
I don't know if Guangcan will change his opinion of himself a little after reading this book, he didn't really think about getting very close to Guangcan, because he still has self-knowledge in his heart, and he feels that he doesn't deserve to be with her at all, but he will still love her deeply and miss her, and put her in the most important position in his heart.
She won't be so selfish, she has her rights, since she doesn't like herself, then let the person she likes take good care of her for herself, so that she will always be happy like a princess forever.
In the eyes of everyone, they are a perfect match for red fragrant green jade, but in their hearts, they are nothing.
From the moment I met Guangcan when I was a child, I have always regarded her as a little sister, and I never thought that I would be with her in the future, his feelings for him are only friendship, and the two are not very close. If it weren't for the close business contacts between Jin Shangguan and the two families, maybe he wouldn't know her at all, it's good not to know her, it's difficult to get rid of it now, not to mention that there is a mother protecting her.
Hao has never wanted to hurt anyone, and he will not do what he is very reluctant to do, he doesn't like Guangcan, he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, and he may be able to force other things, but the big thing related to the happiness of his life, I'm sorry, I don't have to discuss.
This is the thought in his heart, he only loves Qingli, he just wants to be with Qingli, no one can replace Qingli's position in his heart, she seems to have become an indispensable part of his life, losing it will be very heart-wrenching, but now I don't know what heartache feels like, because I have long been numb, and I didn't get anything in the end after paying sincerity.
I finally understand how courageous it is to love someone, you have to bear her good and bad intimacy, and you have to take into account her feelings.
"Go to school, don't forget what I said, talk to Guangchan more, don't snub her. Mom knows that you can't take care of people, but Guangcan is no one else, as long as you say a greeting or say something casually. Zimei said to Hao.
Hao just nodded, I don't know how many times I've heard this, my mother really has this "perseverance", thanks to her thinking so much about Guangcan, she never thought about her, I can't think about Qingli and Brother Feng, where do I have time to take care of her affairs.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with being ordinary, so you don't have to be annoyed by all kinds of people every day like now, and you can't do many things you want to do.
The wind also happened to come out, Zimei said to Hao: "You have to take what I said to heart, I'm doing this for your good, don't nag me, you will understand your mother's intentions in the future." By the way, we have already discussed with Guangcan's father, and the wedding will be officially held as soon as you graduate, and Longteng will also be officially represented by you at that time. Your dad has been busy for most of his life, at this age, do you still want to watch him work hard in the mall?"
Hao just smiled when he heard it, and said, "Isn't it, so fast?" In fact, this has already been released, and he has known it for a long time, but he has always been unable to accept it, yes, he can't accept it, and he can't marry Qin Jin with her.
Silently walked past Hao, the wind went downstairs quietly, and Hao also went down. Zimei didn't forget to instruct, "You two come back early, I have something to say to you in the evening." ”