There was an open space in front of my yard, and there were often weeds in the clearing, and my father often found someone to trim it, but it was still as dense as ever.

Chun'er said that there should have been a field of rape flowers there, but it was taken away by her father in the early years.

I love this kind of flower field, after all, I've never seen a field of flowers, and I think it should be beautiful.

"Miss, there is an old monk with a little monk outside the door. ”

I wasn't surprised, my father was very generous, and a few monks were common.

In front of the door, the two monks, one is really old and the other is young.

"Donor, we came from the east to worship the Buddha, and we accidentally got lost, can we stay overnight in your mansion? ”

I didn't want to say yes, but my father came out of the room and said yes. Since his mother left, my father has become very fond of Buddhism, and he is careful in everything, and he can't bear to expose him, but just follow his heart.

That afternoon, I was still sitting in the clearing, boredly digging dirt.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

I looked up, and those dark eyes were staring at me in a strange position, more like a toilet dog.

I hurriedly got up, half a head taller than him, "You little monk doesn't know the rules, this is the inner courtyard!"

The little monk's eyes swept around the courtyard, "Oh, the inner courtyard." "I didn't apologize at all, I still stood where I was.

I asked him, "Aren't you leaving, if your master sees you, I'll break your legs!"

The corners of the little monk's mouth curled, and he stayed in place, "What you said is so strange, just standing here, why do you want to hit my leg?"

I was a little annoyed, but it was hard to explain the reason to him. Obviously, I'm about the same age as him, but it's clear that he's a lot dumber than me. I don't think so, his master is very smart.

"Hey, you haven't said yet, what are you doing?"

I pointed, weakly, to the weeds in front of me, "Look at them." ”

"Oh, what do you see them doing?"

I didn't want to talk to him, and muttered, "Just when they bloom?"

The little monk stared at me suspiciously, "What you said is so strange, these are grasses that can't bloom." ”

I was a little disappointed, even though I had known that there would be no small yellow flowers on the weeds, but I said it anyway.

Seeing that I was a little lost, the little monk took out a cloth bag from his sleeve, the size of his palm, "Here you are." ”

I took it, and there was something black in the bag, and I threw it back in disgust, "Disgusting!"

Obviously, the little monk smiled, he really thought I was a fool, would expect a patch of grass to grow flowers, and would say that a bag of rapeseed was disgusting.

"There is a large field of rape flowers in our monastery, which are seeds collected by the senior brothers, and as long as they are planted, they will grow flowers. ”

I became curious about the flower fields he was talking about, so I asked, "Are those flowers pretty?"

The little monk replied, "It's not pretty, but Master and Brother like it." ”

I always felt that he was showing off how beautiful and eye-catching such a field of flowers should be.

"Why do you want to plant flowers?" he said, pointing to the grass, "I think this grass is very beautiful, it doesn't give birth to insects, and it doesn't make people itch." ”

It turned out that the little monk was afraid of insects, and it turned out that the little monk would be allergic.

I smiled and sat down on the ground, "Chun'er said, there is a field of flowers here, and I would love to see that scene." ”

"Oh. The little monk nodded, grabbed a few handfuls of seeds from his cloth bag, and sprinkled them on the ground.

I hurriedly shouted, "Don't spill it, don't spill it!" Obviously, he was quick, and a bag of seeds had already landed.

The little monk raised his eyes and asked me, "Don't you want to see the flower fields? Next spring, the same yellow flowers will bloom." ”

I stood where I was, I shouldn't have refused the kindness of the little monk, but I just looked at the black seeds in this place, and I felt a little pimple.

The little monk told me that he would come with Master next spring to worship the Buddha, and when the time comes, he will come back to see this flower field.

I nodded, never expecting someone to come. After her mother's death, her father didn't let her go out, and she could only play with Ah Chun and them in the courtyard.

Little monk, little monk, next spring, we can see the flowers in this place.

On the second day, the little monk left with his master, and I was not reluctant, pulling the corner of my father's clothes and waving goodbye to him.

I know that as long as there is something to look forward to, there is no need to be sentimental.

I didn't tell Ah Chun what the little monk had done, but I still stayed in this courtyard every day and chatted with Ah Chun.

"Miss, is the grass here really so beautiful?"

I didn't answer her, I just nodded, thinking about the seeds sprouting, thinking about everything, thinking about the little monk......

However, in the spring of the following year, I did not see the little yellow flowers in that place, not even the slightest trace of insects.

I was a little disappointed, the little monk said that a flower would bloom in the spring of the next year, but he broke his promise.

Chun'er asked me, is this meadow so beautiful?

This time, I told her that the meadow was never so beautiful again.

And the little monk will not come again.

……

That spring, both of my expectations were shattered when the warm summer breeze came.

The Buddha said: All things are like dreams and bubbles, like dew and electricity, and should be viewed as such.

Did the little monk understand this truth, or did I suddenly understand it?

It's this past, about to be buried in the dirt, I almost forgot that once upon a time, I was looking forward to a flower, a person.

"Kite, tomorrow I will go to the teahouse with my father, and Zhang Gongzi will also come. ”

Daddy said this, which means that he has found a good person, and I have also seen that Zhang Gongzi, who is handsome and full of poetry and books.

I think my father also thinks it's good, and if he gets married in the future, he can also have good-looking children.

At least, that's what I said to Chun'er, even though she always said I wasn't ashamed.

On that day, I was dressed very red, with a red skirt, a red hairpin, and a red shawl, and even for a moment I suspected that my father was going to marry me in the teahouse.

Through the screen, I listened to Zhang Gongzi's voice, which was very gentle and tempting.

"It is a blessing for Master Chen to trust Xiaosheng so much, but it is a little unworthy of Miss Chen. ”

I said to Chun'er, that Zhang Gongzi wants to refuse and welcome him like this, when he gets it, why not be happy, and say that I want this woman.

Chun'er, I said again that I was not ashamed.

"If Gongzi Zhang thinks that this number of gifts is okay, we will set this marriage. ”

My heart was a little panicked, I thought it would be easy to marry someone, but now I want to marry the person on the other side of the screen, I am still a little worried.

Suddenly, there was movement on the other side of the screen, and Chun'er said that it was a monk with an old monk who was fasting.

I heard the voice on the other end......

"Donor, if it's convenient, can you give us some fasting food?"

I smiled and said to Chun'er, monks are all liars.