After finishing the contract, saving some drafts, and releasing them regularly, Bao Shiyi naturally got off the plane and was busy sending the contract.

After everything was done, Bao Eleven went back to school.

Under the big sun, the heat wave hit again and again, Bao Shiyi took an ice cream, sat under the shady tree, looked at the students on the playground who were still basking in the sun in military training uniforms, and silently lit a candle for them in his heart.

Revisiting the years of youth, military training is definitely one of the most painful things.

However, fortunately, Bao 11 is now out of that sea of suffering, it should be said that he is out of it temporarily.

was finally able to get out, and it ruined his reputation for a lifetime, Bao Shiyi naturally wouldn't go back to military training so easily.

Just when Bao Shiyi was eating ice cream and leisurely watching thousands of compatriots in dire straits, Lin Ge happened to come over.

Lin Ge saw the ice cream in Bao Shiyi's hand, and couldn't help but say, "Come to that, it's not good to eat cold." “

”……“

Bao Eleven almost choked on a mouthful of ice cream.

He knew that the matter of the eldest aunt would definitely not be so easy to pass.

"That senior brother, for the sake of me carrying you back to the dormitory, can you not mention this matter again. “

Lin Ge saw that Bao Shiyi was serious, nodded, sat on the bench next to Bao Shiyi, looked at the playground shouting "one-two-one, one-two-one" over and over again, and said calmly: "My name is Lin Ge, not Gao." ”‘

"Brother Gao Leng, referred to as Brother Gao. ”

Lin Ge was speechless, glanced at Bao Shiyi, who was eating ice cream, very relaxed, thinking of what Bao Shiyi said when he introduced himself for the first time, his eyes flickered, and he was silent for a long time before he said: "I don't like what you said." “

Suddenly, a sentence inexplicably made Bao Shiyi very puzzled, and asked casually, "What words?"

"The world kisses me with pain, and I repay it with a song. “

"Oh?" Bao Shiyi took another bite of ice cream and said: "That sentence, you should not like the latter sentence, in fact, I don't like it either. “

Lin Ge looked at Bao Shiyi with a puzzled expression, didn't you say that this sentence was your favorite before, and what do you mean by what song do you want to read?

Bao Shiyi smiled and said, "Have you heard the song of the suicide?"

……

"Song of the Suicide?"

When Lin Ge heard Bao Shiyi's words, his eyes changed and he looked at Bao Shiyi.

Bao Shiyi smiled and read out the song "Song of the Suicide" by Haizi, "Lying in the afternoon water, the curtain was lifted, and one or two branches stretched out......"

……

"Lying on an axe"

"Like lying on a harp"

"And the ropes"

"Coiled under the bed"

"The sun in the woods cuts you off"

"Like cutting the south wind"

"You turn on your gun and walk back to your hometown alone"

"Like a dove"

"Poured into the Scarlet Basket"

……

Lin Ge looked at Bao Shiyi, his expression was very serious, as usual with a cold expression, frowning and thinking deeply.

After half a ring, he asked leisurely, "What are you talking about?"

"Ahem......"

Bao Shiyi was choked by Lin Ge's words, and his breath was not smooth, feeling that the hazy poem he had just read in vain, and said: "A suicide muttered to himself. ”

Although Lin Ge couldn't understand what this "Song of the Suicidal" was about, he still knew that the theme of "The Song of the Suicid", which sounded like a poem, was definitely about suicide from this topic and Bao Shiyi's sentence "The muttering of the Suidal".

If he is asked to appreciate this song in the examination room, how should he appreciate it?

Stream of consciousness?

Through imagination, the author uses suicide to connect these things and express the subject, while there is no direct connection between the images, no cause, only a death ritual.

But why, he felt that death in this was described as a kind of warm thing, death was like the warmth of returning to his hometown, peaceful and innocent, beautiful and moving.

If he appreciates it like this, how many points will he score?

……

Killing Bao Shiyi would not have thought that he would read Haizi's "Song of the Suicide", and this cold brother was actually thinking about how to solve the problem and appreciate it.

Lin Ge frowned and thought deeply, thought for a moment, and said, "This song still sounds very warm. If it really comes to the step of suicide, it shouldn't be such a warm thing, suicide is cruel, cold and ruthless. “

Bao Shiyi glanced at Lin Ge and suddenly said, "Then change to another "Song of the Suicide". “

"Late at night, wounds"

"Completely broken, I want to be quiet"

"Soak in warm water to dry the blood"

"I want to find a barren land and sleep alone"

……

"Ignite me, ignite me"

"Burn the whole sky!"

……

"Lin Ge, despair +100!"

The sudden despair value made Bao Shiyi shiver, as if he felt the despair, like the deep despair coming from the dark hell, and even brought a trace of death chill.

The ice cream in Bao Shiyi's hand began to melt, his eyes widened, he looked straight at Lin Ge, and asked with some concern, "Senior brother, are you okay?"

Lin Ge kept thinking about the "Song of the Suicide" that Bao Shiyi had just recited, and suddenly said: "Then you mean that when the world kisses me with pain, I should choose to commit suicide." ”

I'll go, it's not so exaggerated!

It's just a casual remark, and before you think about taking revenge on society with this poem, it makes you feel hopeless.

Bao Shiyi was confused in his heart, and the system was ecstatic, and said to Bao Shiyi frantically, "It's too powerful, it turns out that your cold classmate is also a big grain producer, it seems that he is taking the desperate route." ”

"Come on, Bao Eleven, hurry up! and change to the next "Song of the Suicide", there is always a taste that suits him. “

"Neurotic, shut up for me!"

……

"Ahem, Brother Gao Leng, it's not so exaggerated, this world is beautiful, Brother Gao, don't think about it, I was talking nonsense just now. If there's anything you're not happy about, say it and make me happy...... Ahh

Bao Shiyi immediately turned into a confidant sister and said to Lin Ge: "No, no, I'll enlighten you when you say it." “

Lin Ge looked at Bao Shiyi, shook his head, and said, "I'm not unhappy. And don't call me brother, I don't have a surname Gao, my surname is Lin, and I will repay it with a song. “

"Do you think that I can't think about suicide after listening to your song "Song of the Suicide", suicide?"

Lin Ge got up, his expression was still cold, not sad or happy, and said coldly: "You think too much, for me, the world kisses me bitterly, I will give up the whole world, not myself." ”

I'll go, what a shocking word!

Give up the whole world, not give up on myself!

Hearing this sentence that was in line with his heart, Bao Shiyi looked up at Lin Ge, and suddenly felt that what he said when he was introduced in the class was weak.

I really want to get a small notebook and remember my experience.