Chapter 49: The Heart Knot
Mana and Kirito rushed out from behind the tree after the little dragon stepped forward to protect the girl's sacrifice. Pen~Fun~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Mantra pulled out the demon moon and quickly solved the three gorillas on the periphery, while Kirito immediately eliminated the two gorillas who were about to attack the girl. After dealing with the gorillas, Mana and Kirito walked up to the girl, who was holding a feather with tears in her eyes. After Shingon and Kirito came to the girl, the girl wiped away her tears and looked up at Shingon and Kirito.
"Thank you, you saved me. After thanking her, the girl still looked down at the feather in her hand.
"What is this?" asked Kirito knowingly, looking at the feather in the girl's hand.
"This is Bina...... To save me......" The girl said, clenching the feathers in her hands, her eyes covered with a layer of mist.
"I'm sorry I couldn't save your friend. Kirito lowered his head and looked at the girl, and Mantra didn't say anything, just glanced at Kirito and stood silently aside, "You're a dragon envoy, there are resurrection items on the 47th floor that can revive your friends." ”
"47 floors...... I'll do my best...... I'll be able to see Bona again one day. The girl muttered to herself as she looked at the feather in her hand.
"It is only useful if it is resurrected in 3 days. Mantra whispered to the girl, "We can help you, but you'll have to listen to us during the operation." ”
"But why would you help me?" the girl looked at Mana and Kirito with some hesitation. Hearing this question, Manyan didn't know what to say for a while, but Kirito reacted quickly and said, "If you don't laugh at me if I say it, I'll say it." Because you're so similar to my sister. ”
Let's not talk about the girl's reaction, Manyan was about to turn around to look at Kirito's expression, and when he heard Kirito say this, he slipped and almost didn't stand up and fell to the ground. Manato thought to himself that it was a shame that Kirito was able to come up with this reason.
Wait for the girl to finish laughing before she speaks: "My name is Celica, please advise." ”
"My name is Kirito, and it's Mana with a cold face next to me. Kirito said, pointing to the mantra standing aside. After Manon and Kiritto returned to the main city, Manaon broke away from Kiritto and returned home on the grounds of Yukina.
"That Mr. Kirito, Mr. Shingon, isn't he too happy to help me...... It felt like he wasn't too happy. Sirika said as she looked at the back of Mantra leaving.
"No, his wife told him to go home. Kirito shook his head and looked at Mana and said. He also sensed that there seemed to be something unpleasant about the mantra from the way. Kirito could feel this unpleasantness, not for Sirika, but for himself. Although Kirito doesn't know where he offended Manyan.
"Do you know Shingon in the real world?" blurted out the question, and when she said it, Sirika realized that the question seemed to be against etiquette, "I'm sorry......"
"It's okay, I know Mana and I in real life. Kirito didn't care if Sirika's question was a violation of etiquette, "I guess it's because I'm upset." ”
"Huh?" Sirika clearly didn't understand Kirito's words.
"Ah, my side of the matter. Kirito realized that he had talked too much and quickly changed the subject.
Manain went straight home after saying goodbye to Kirito, and Manuto didn't expect Kiritani to be able to talk about Naoba Kiritani so easily. Mana wasn't too angry, just a little dissatisfied, and this dissatisfaction wasn't directed at Kirito, but more about himself. It's easy to see that Kirito has stepped out of that circle, but he still hasn't made any progress with the same idea. When Mana returned home, Yukina had already prepared dinner, and although Yukina's skills were not as high as Mana's, she was already an intermediate cook. During the meal, Yukina also saw that Manyan was a little absent-minded.
"What's going on?" Yukina walked over to Shingon who was lying on the sofa, crouched down, raised her hand, and poked Shing's cheek with her middle finger.
"Nothing. Mana stretched out a hand to take Yukina's hand, spreading Yukina's hand over his eyes, "It's just a little dissatisfied." ”
"Dissatisfied, right, what?" Yukina asked as she let Mantra fiddle with her hand, still deciding to break the casserole. After Yukina asked the question, Mana remained silent. Yukina also waited patiently beside her, waiting for the mantra to speak. Yukina could see that Mana was hesitant, and she knew that Mana was hesitating whether or not to tell him about himself.
"I just don't feel like I've grown at all. Mantra put Yukina's hand on his hand again, then sat up and patted the sofa to let Yukina sit on the sofa. Mantra fiddled with Yukina's hand, "How do you say it...... I first got into this game because I wanted to feel like I was really alive. To say that it is ugly is to seek death, and at the same time to escape from the place that is called home. It's a bloody family ethics drama, and my mother can be regarded as a well-known model when she was young, when my father was just an ordinary company employee. My mother quit her job to marry my father, and after she got married, my father rarely came home to support the family, and my mother was always a loser. It wasn't until after I was born that my mother relented a little, but it didn't change much. My father is a doer, and he is hardworking, but few people take care of both career and family. My mother began to complain, always talking about ruining her future in order to marry my father. Then there are endless quarrels, and sometimes it's really ironic to think that this can also be called home, but it's just a house for 3 people. When I was 9 years old, we moved to the neighborhood of Kiri's house, and the reason I moved was because my father found out that my mother was having an affair. Of course, I didn't suspect my father, because it was me who reported to him. Sometimes I feel that it is better for them to divorce, what is the point of such a life. ”
Yukina sat on the couch and listened silently until the mantra was finished.
"You hate your mother?" Yukina could hear the displeasure in Manmon's tone whenever he said the word mother.
"That's right, I should say I hate that type of person. Decisions made on your own must be borne by yourself, regardless of the outcome. Regret it or be frustrated, as long as you don't blame others for your decisions like this. "It's been more than a year since I've been here, and I still can't let go of my mother's affairs. But Kirito seems to have figured it out. I kind of feel like I haven't grown at all. ”
"Do you think you're doing something wrong now, for your mother who snubbed you?" asked Yukina, staring into Manata's eyes.
"Nope. The mantra did not hesitate at all, and blurted out the answer.
"Then there's no need to force yourself to let go. I don't feel that I am wrong, but what can I do if I am relieved? Neither a saint nor an actor, how could he pretend to be enthusiastic about another person when he had no remorse. Xue Nai said calmly, "All you need now is calm, just transform this indifference into calm." ”
Zhenyan couldn't help but smile when he heard Yukina's words, and couldn't help but think in his heart: It has been 20 years since he counted the awakening of the previous life, and now he realizes that he has not yet lived a little girl to understand.