But this is not the case with women, if it is not a man she is really attracted to, no matter how handsome her face is, no matter how strong her body, it will only make her feel disgusting and resistant, and once she accepts it, then it is an unwavering belief that cannot and cannot be easily put aside.

The first intimate contact with Lin Shuyan was when she was groggy and delirious, and she could act as if nothing had happened, but now, she has been with Lin Shuyan for so long, and she is still in such a sober situation, if she really achieves the last step, she really can't guarantee that she can be as free and easy as after the last time she signed the divorce agreement after the contract ends.

The wound of love is the most difficult to heal in the world, who can endure the old wound and the new wound.

Xiao Li, Lin Shuyan still refuses to give her an explanation, how can she believe that Lin Shuyan will be sincere to her, and how can she have the slightest unrealistic illusion about this marriage?

"Let go of me. The voice that came out of her throat was so cold that she was frightened herself.

Lin Shuyan raised his head and looked at her face, that deep gaze, as if he wanted to see through her heart from her eyes.

Hearing her firm voice, Lin Shuyan stopped his movements, and just looked at her quietly, as if he wanted to see through everything in her heart, whether it was just duplicity, whether it was just a refusal to welcome.

No, no, her eyes clearly told him: "Everything I said is true." ”

She really didn't want to!

After Tang Jiahong said this, she just lay quietly under him, not moving, although there were still moist traces in her eyes, they had almost completely been restrained, looking at him calmly, although she didn't say it, but Lin Shuyan knew that she was waiting for his decision at this time. If you can't restrain yourself, you will only become a laughing stock, not even as good as a woman.

He knew that if he wanted to force her now, she would not have the ability to resist at all, and she would never dare to shout, what she did by concluding this contract was grandma's reassurance, and her grandma was now in the Lin family's mansion, if the two of them made a fuss, grandma would definitely be able to hear it. And grandma is very satisfied with him, and grandma also wants to hold her great-grandson.

It can be said that everyone in the family is on his side, as long as he gently pushes forward, the stubborn woman in front of him will be completely possessed by him.

Tang Jiahong watched his face change, like a war between heaven and man, maybe she underestimated Lin Shuyan's dedication to her, maybe she overestimated her status in Lin Shuyan's heart, if it wasn't an object that needed respect, Gu Yaohuo came up, no matter who you are, as long as he is satisfied, at the same time, she also knows that this matter is only limited to this bedroom, no matter what Lin Shuyan's decision is, what he does to her, out of this door, she has to play a loving couple with him, and Hemeimei, otherwise, grandma will definitely be very worried about her.

Time passed minute by minute, and she never felt that time would pass so slowly.

Suddenly, the shadow that leaned over her slowly faded away, and softened against the hardness of her dark forest.

Lin Shuyan got up from her body, turned around and walked to the bathroom, and soon, she heard the loud sound of water from the shower, which was the sound of the faucet when it was turned on to the maximum, and soon, the sound of the shower stopped, and the figure of the man in loose home clothes only flashed in the corner, followed by a "bang" from the bedroom door.

All the doors of the Lin family's mansion have been specially treated, no matter how hard they use, they will not make an earth-shattering loud noise, so as not to affect other rest, and the sound just now is already the loudest injustice that the bedroom door can make for Lin Shuyan.

Tang Jiahong looked at the door silently, the whole person seemed to have been drained of all her strength, slumped on the bed, even lifting a finger required a lot of strength, the room was very quiet, and the hot body that covered her body left, but the heat inside her body still did not subside, and she also needed to be appeased with cold water.

She also entered the bathroom, and found that there were traces of a man venting in the corner of the shower room, she quietly took off the shower, and rushed hard there, watching the sticky mass swirl, and finally disappeared completely.

She closed her eyes and let the cold water drench her from head to toe, and the coolness that fell from the top of her head washed over her body for a long time, and when she opened her eyes again, her eyes were clear, as if what had just happened had no effect on her.

Wipe herself dry, Tang Jiahong lay back on the bed, and when Lin Shuyan threw her wet onto the bed, it was the side where he usually lay that was wet, and now although it was still wet, it did not affect her sleep.

Yes, it's a good night's sleep.

In the quiet bedroom, only the sound of her breathing alone, the warm orange light, usually has the power to make people drowsy, but I don't know why today, it makes people feel so dazzling?

Tang Jiahong retracted his head slightly into the quilt, trying to avoid some lights, but it was useless, he still felt that the light came in directly through the gap between his eyes, making the cerebral cortex extremely active.

No, I can't sleep! Tang Jiahong raised his hand to turn off the night light, and closed the blackout curtain tightly, and now the room was dark with no fingers visible, whether it was open or closed, it was a thick black like ink, and nothing could be seen.

The room is still very quiet, all the supplies in the bathroom are carefully selected, and when the faucet is turned off, not even a drop of water will leak out, not even the sound of water dropping......

The sound of my breathing, which I usually almost can't feel, is getting louder and louder at this time, exhaling, inhaling, really noisy, piercing noise.

Tang Jiahong sat up suddenly, in a daze, in the darkness.

Obviously, her wish is to let Lin Shuyan leave, isn't it, but why, after he left, her heart was empty, as if she had lost something, as if she was always thinking about something.

She fell asleep again, couldn't sleep, tossing and turning, always thinking about what Lin Shuyan had done to her just now, and a certain part of her body was slightly wet, as if crying and begging Lin Shuyan to come back, but her reason repeatedly read two words to herself: "Xiao Li, Xiao Li, Xiao Li......"

Under a hypnotic spell, she finally fell asleep.

When she woke up, she couldn't see anything in the black holes all around, she thought it was very late, she jumped up in shock, and when she looked at the time, it was only four o'clock in the morning, that is, she only slept for four hours, such a good quiet environment, she only slept for four hours?

And in the past four hours, she didn't sleep well, she had several dreams in a daze, what the dream was, she couldn't remember clearly, she only remembered the pain in her heart, and when she woke up, the tears in the corners of her eyes had not dried.

She got up, pulled back the blackout curtains, opened the floor-to-ceiling windows, and stood on the terrace looking out.

At four o'clock in the summer, the sun has not risen, but the sky is no longer dark, misty blue, accompanied by the crisp call of morning birds in the mountains and forests, she has not gotten up so early for a long time, she suddenly remembered what a basketball star said: "Do you want to succeed? Have you ever seen the sky in Los Angeles at four o'clock in the morning." ”

I remember that when my colleagues saw this sentence, they couldn't help but laugh dumbly: "I see the sky at four o'clock every day, and we haven't slept at that time." ”

Caused everyone to laugh, the days in the investment bank are hard, but also happy, there is no need to think about these troublesome things, at that time, she carefully made a detailed plan for the future of the family, when should you save how much money, what kind of kindergarten the baby wants to go to, what kind of primary school you want to go to, when should you be able to stay at home full-time with the baby, how much money you need to save, you can be a full-time wife without crushing He Zhiyuan.

She has done research on various investment and financial management tools in the market, analyzing how much principal is needed to get enough income every month, except for a few important exams in her life, she has never been so serious.

Serious, what's the use, it's not a joke in the end.

The only good thing is to let her know that Prime Minister Bai knows how to press the sword, and Zhu Men Xianda laughs and plays the crown, everything is fake, only the money is real.

People who have been hurt once, it is difficult to pay sincerely, only money is real, serious about it, it will also be serious about itself, as for feelings, who knows, maybe this moment today is true for a certain person, and tomorrow at another moment is also true for another person.

Just like a certain playboy with gold and silver demon pupils said, he is true to every relationship, but every relationship comes and goes quickly.

Tang Jiahong doesn't want to be a substitute for Lin Shuyan when she is lonely and empty, just as she doesn't want to use Lin Shuyan to fill the gap in her feelings. Now she thinks it's good to be blank, she has never believed in Buddhism, but because when she was in school, there were people around her who pulled her to believe in Buddhism, some people who pulled her into the Tao, and some people who pulled her to believe in Christ and God, so out of curiosity, she cared about the mainstream religions of the world.

After reading it, I only feel that all kinds of noble circles are really chaotic, and I can't raise the desire to believe in religion at all.

However, right now, among the green mountains and forests, she remembered a passage from the "Great Nirvana Sutra":

"Kasya, Yunhe Bodhisattva Mahasattva, dwells in the Mahayana "Great Nirvana Sutra" contemplation of love and separation from suffering? Love and separation from suffering can be the root of all suffering, as the saying goes: because of love comes sorrow, because love gives birth to fear. If we are separated from love, why worry or fear? Love will cause sorrow, and if we are sorrowful, we will be born in old age, love and suffering, the so-called end of life. A good man and a good woman, who can give birth to all kinds of subtle sufferings by parting from their old ways, should now be shown separately for you. ”

Oh, yes...... If you are separated from your beloved, you will not be afraid of it, and if you don't get it, you won't suffer because you lose it after you get it.

If you haven't seen the light, the darkness isn't so unbearable......

She still has to go to work this morning, she knows that Lin Shuyan has the habit of exercising early, at this time, that man should sweat in the gym, she can hurry up, finish breakfast early, and then call a car to sneak out and go directly to the company to work.

When she entered the office that belonged to her in the company, she could hold it until she got off work and then come out, anyway, her work didn't always need to come out to meet people.

During this time, she didn't want to see Lin Shuyan anymore, she didn't know what kind of emotions and attitude she should use to face Lin Shuyan, if she was in the workplace, so many people watched, she could still maintain a businesslike attitude.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she couldn't help frowning in disgust, the end of not sleeping well last night was two large lumps of black blue hanging under the eye circles, like a national treasure panda, she smeared concealer layer after layer, which is claimed to be able to completely cover the tattoo, but wipe it around, she was a little dissatisfied, she decided to secretly go to get a tea bag, put it on the eyes first, and go to the dark circles, otherwise, probably only the white paint used to paint the wall can cover it.

I'm really old, when I used to study, I stayed up all night for three days and five nights without pressure, I didn't sleep for a few days at the end of the semester, I went out to work after the exam, and I was able to greet the guests energetically, and now, alas, let alone say hello to people, I'm afraid that someone will poke her, and she will fall down, and she will fall asleep in a random place.

Outside, only the servant who was preparing breakfast got up, and it just so happened that there must have been a brewed tea bag for her to use.

She opened the door lightly, and quickly walked towards the restaurant, but at the door of the restaurant, she bumped into someone's arms, she was knocked back two steps, someone reached out to support her, and saw that the man was wearing a suit, she couldn't help but tremble in her heart, raised her head, and saw the person's face clearly, and was greatly relieved.

Xiao Li greeted her: "Why is Madam so early?"

"Uh-huh...... Huh?" After a few times of humming, Tang Jiahong suddenly remembered, no, what is Xiao Li doing so early? It's only a quarter past six. If you go to another place for a meeting, you usually come to pick up Lin Shuyan at half past seven or eight o'clock.

Looking at the packed breakfast that Xiao Li was holding in her hand, of course she would not be stupid enough to think that Xiao Li made a special trip to the Lin family's mansion early in the morning just to rub a few slices of bread, it must be that Lin Shuyan had some work task and needed to be early.

Lin Shuyan never let Xiao Li wait too long, he thinks that anyone waiting for another person for more than ten minutes is a waste of other people's lives, since Xiao Li has already packed breakfast, it means ...... Not good, slip fast.

Tang Jiahong's mind moved, but he had already heard the footsteps and was almost at the door, and it was too late.

Turning his head, Lin Shuyan was holding a simplest black briefcase in his hand, standing in front of her, he handed the bag over, Tang Jiahong was stunned, instinctively wanted to take the bag, Xiao Li on the side quickly took the bag, uh...... That's right, the task of carrying the bag won't make her, who is still wearing loungewear, responsible.