Chapter 2 Are You Willing to Go on Like This?

Another trophy for the nine singing stages. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

It has been occupying the top position of the music source list for several weeks in a row.

But these things don't seem to have much to do with Bian Boxian, who is standing on the stage and trying his best to show himself - on the stage, almost most of the close-ups are given to Lu Han, and off the stage, the hot spots that the public cares about are all focused on Wang Nanqian, who has already started to enjoy the holiday and ran to the countryside where he doesn't know.

Why is it the way things are, and why is Heaven so unfair?

After almost sleepless practice, extremely desperate efforts, and after doing everything he could, he didn't expect the reality to be so cruel and ruthless, and the ending was so unsatisfactory - even if he won a trophy on nine singing stages, he didn't get any more attention and popularity at all, and in the face of such a result, Bian Boxian, who was once full of ambition and ambition, was completely knocked down.

After barely supporting the singing stage of the final performance of the title song of the winter special "The Miracle of December", Bian Boxian, who had just walked into the backstage, felt weak and sat directly on the sofa - and then he was sent to the hospital by Zhao Yalin half-hugged and half-embraced: although his mood was extremely bitter at that moment, he had completely lost the ability to struggle and resist due to excessive fatigue, lack of nutrition and excessive mental tension......

After a painful night in the hospital, when he finally returned to EXO's dormitory again, Bian Boxian completely locked himself in his room, completely ignoring and ignoring the others - because he exuded such a strong aura of "don't approach me", and there was still a trip to do, and he didn't start to enjoy a rare vacation like the other few members. As a result, the members who stayed in the dormitory also tried to avoid him, and never accosted him when necessary, and did anything embarrassing for themselves.

This makes Bian Boxian seem a little more "withdrawn" - he was originally a very cheerful and outgoing person, but in a few days, he seems to be a completely different person.

Probably Zhao Yalin did a lot of tricks on him in the hospital, so he suffered too serious a blow, right? Because he was going to perform on the stage of the title song of "The Miracle of December", Kim Jong-dae, another member of the lead singer Line who had always lived in the dormitory, looked at Bian Boxian's "mutation" in this way - besides, he really couldn't think of anything else that could make Bian Boxian so decadent, lost and sad.

This may be because Kim Jong-dae himself is not such an ambitious person, and he has gained a lot of singing passages, singing skills and strength in the lyric song "The Miracle of December" that have been recognized by the public, and for the first time in his life, he has so many close-ups on TV - all of which makes Kim Jong-dae, who has almost always been a marginal figure in the M team, very satisfied. Since his debut, he has been arranged in a team that is a little delicate for Korean local members, such as fighting for overseas markets, and for him, who has neither too good looks nor any special charm except for his voice, it is a wonderful thing to be able to come to such a point.

Comparing hearts to hearts, Kim Jong-dae naturally thought that this time, because this song with only four members of the lead singer Line and a piano-playing Zhang Yixing standing on the stage, would also make Bian Baek-hyun and Do Hyun-so, two teammates who have also not had many serious opportunities since their debut, very satisfied - so when he saw Bian Boxian in the dormitory posing like life is worse than death, it was natural to put all the "faults" on that Zhao Yalin.

It is precisely because of this that although he is very worried about Bian Boxian's situation these days, he has not been bored with himself and leaned over to comfort the other party - Park Chanyeol, Wu Shixun, and even Wu Yifan have all been "ruined" by Zhao Yalin, the female devil, and they have all fallen into a state similar to Bian Boxian's current state, as long as they live for a few days, when they think about it themselves, everything will get better......

Life always has to go on, and then everything will be back to normal.

I have always had such a thought in my heart, and I originally thought that a person with an optimistic temperament like Bian Baekxian would self-regulate his emotions sooner or later, but this time he found that he seemed to have misjudged the situation - seeing that Bian Baekhyun, who was parachuted into the debut prep student with him during the trainee period, and finally debuted as a member of the group EXO, did not change anything for several days, and at the moment he still had a dark face as if he was about to go out, he was afraid that this guy would not be able to think about it for a while, and what he would do would make Zhao Yalin"Take the opportunity to play", so I quietly got up.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ You're going out?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Well. ”

In addition to the members of Team K, in Team M, it seems that the member who has the best relationship with Byun Baek-hyun is Kim Jong-dae, who is fully armed with a mask and pullover, and is standing at the entrance wearing shoes, Byun Bae-hyun raised his eyes and glanced at the figure that flashed from the side, and nodded gently.

"You're not afraid of Arlinn Nuna......"

"I have to get out for a while, and you leave me alone. ”

is also a member of the lead singer Line, is also a marginal figure in the group, and also entered the EXO group with the title of "Airborne Troops", Kim Jong Dae is too similar to him in many ways, but he doesn't seem to be as full of desire to climb up as himself......

That is, because there is no such "superfluous" ambition and knowing how to be sufficient, the two of them will have such a different mood and situation now, right?

However, as an idol, without ambition, and not wanting to climb up quickly while he is still young, what future can he have in his future life? What is the point?

"You ......"

"I'm out. ”

Seeing the strong concern in Kim Jong-dae's eyes, Byun Baek-hyun's heart couldn't help but feel a burst of warmth - he didn't put on his face anymore, gently patted the other party's shoulder, and then opened the door of the dormitory without looking back, and walked into the cold wind of the streets of Seoul in the depths of winter.

He doesn't give less than anyone else, and he doesn't think he's going to be worse than anyone else.

He has only been a trainee for less than a year, so he is a little worse at the beginning in terms of basic skills - his breath is often unstable, his dance moves are always the slowest to remember, and he always lacks strength to dance, and he is criticized for almost the most among all the members, and even "hidden" by the company for a while......

However, he has been working hard for more than a year, whether it is singing or dancing, his strength in all aspects has been greatly improved - various teachers in the company have already been impressed by him, and he himself is full of confidence because of this, since EXO released the song "Growl" and became popular and popular, he felt that he only needed a suitable opportunity: as long as there was such a chance for him, he would definitely be able to prove himself, definitely no worse than Lu Han, No worse than Wang Nanqian, no worse than any of the teammates in EXO......

But why did things turn out the way they did?

Why can they only see Lu Han in everyone's eyes?

Why are the two pillars of a Korean group actually two members from China?

Obviously, among the four lead singers, Lu Han is the one with the least singing segments, but he can get the most shots?

Obviously, that guy has already run away to the countryside, and after being out of the public eye, why is he still the most frequently mentioned member of EXO?

Why can't everyone see the other members?

Why can't anyone see him?

Feeling the cold wind blowing on his face, Bian Boxian felt as if the chill had been poured directly into his heart.

In that moment, he just felt like the whole world was targeting him.

He also deliberately disguised it carefully, but look, he couldn't even see the shadow of half of the illegitimate meal around-what kind of treatment do those people usually get when they go out? Lu Han's guy has been tossed to the point that if no one accompanies him, he will definitely not take the initiative to walk out of the dormitory door for half a step: And now? Where have all those illegitimate meals gone?

The depression in his heart seemed to be gushing out, and after Bian Boxian had been completely controlled by all kinds of negative emotions, he had already ignored the real reason: in this icy and snowy night, which female high school students are not iron men, how can they insist on squatting for such a time?

Frowning tightly, he subconsciously pulled his phone out of his pocket - looking at the unknown number displayed on the lit screen, thinking about the words he had just heard on the phone, he shrunk his neck, and walked forward quickly.

At this point, even if I knew it was poison, I had the will to swallow it.

At this point, even if you know that there is no point of return, you have the will to rush over like this.

The best thing is that he succeeds, and he gets a lot of everything that the person is about to lose.

The worst result is that he fails, and he and that person are all entangled together and fall into the abyss together.

However, he didn't have anything in the first place, so why was he afraid of losing?

But what about that man? He's different.

He has resources that he has never gotten, he has itineraries that he has never gotten, and he has values that he has never got...... He even has a love that he has never gotten and never had the opportunity to get.

Such a gamble, worth it.

Isn't it?

Bian Boxian, Bian Boxian, why do you hesitate?

In such a cruel world, where there is only such a big piece of cake, if you want to get a little more, you always have to go through a life-and-death contest - why bother to be merciful about the love and friendship you have had in the past?

After passing through one alley after another, walking along the path that would not be noticed by the least people to the Han River, he didn't know how long he had walked along the riverside, constantly cheering himself up in his heart, constantly trying to convince himself, just when he felt that he was about to bite his teeth off, Bian Boxian finally saw the figure of the familiar man who had changed his mobile phone number and identity under a dim street lamp.

Under the light, the shadow of the man dressed in all black dragged long, long above the ground, looking like a demon.

Isn't that what he's dealing with demons?

Isn't it even more terrible to sell your conscience, to betray your teammates, to exchange for a piece of hope, and to deal with this guy than to make a deal with a demon?

But he couldn't do that much anymore.

"Are you here......?"

The once familiar voice has become hoarse and indistinct, and this guy has probably experienced a lot of things during this time, right?

"Brother, I'm here...... How have you been spending your time lately?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ You can probably tell that I'm not doing very well. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Brother, I never believed that you would do something like that, there must be something ...... in between."

"Let's not talk about those things that have passed, there is no point in that," the man who was cowering under the street lamp shook his shoulders slightly, and stopped Bian Boxian's words as he walked over to meet Bian Boxian, "I called you out today because I think we have a common enemy, and we all want to see that guy fall from the sky with our own eyes, and the harder and worse the fall, the better...... If you don't have that in mind, then I don't have anything to say, you go back to your dorm and I'll think of other ways to do it, so we don't waste our precious time here...... That guy doesn't know what he's doing in Yeosu right now, and I'm going to rush over tomorrow, and if I miss something interesting, it won't be good. ”

Even though the man's voice was very soft, Bian Boxian still heard a strong hatred in his tone, which was mixed with too many complex and dark emotions, which made him shudder.

"Brother, you ......"

"I don't want to talk nonsense with you, what the hell do you think?"

"I ......"

"Are you willing to go on like this?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"Alright then, we'll be separated, and I won't be in touch again......"

The man was obviously dissatisfied with the young idol who had lowered his head and was silentβ€”but he didn't intend to dwell on it any longer, he shook his shoulders and was about to turn away, when he heard Bian Boxian gritting his teeth.

"Brother, I'll do it. ”

"Huh?"

"Brother, what do you want to do? What do you want me to do?"

He really didn't misunderstand Bian Boxian.

This guy, although he usually looks very aggressive, is a very thoughtful and emotional person - if there is anything he can do with the "legacy" left behind in the past within the EXO group and win over a member who can help him get revenge, it must be Bian Boxian.

The corners of the man's mouth couldn't help but turn up.

After getting along for so long, he knows Bian Boxian's temperament too well, as long as he puts a little more fierce medicine on this guy, as long as he makes his mind firm a little bit, everything is expected to succeed.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Well, what do you see here?"

The man in front of him took out a camera that looked very advanced from the camera bag he was wearing cross-body and sent it to Bian Boxian's eyes - subconsciously took the camera, and Bian Boxian recognized one of the men and women in the small screen at a glance.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ This is NAN brother?!"

This is obviously a couple on a date: since one of them is Wang Nanqian, the other must be ......

He only felt that his whole heart had become cold - although he had long thought that things must be like that, but it was even more desperate to see such a thing.

"Guess who the other one is?"

"It's Thai ......"

"It's Apink's captain Park Chulong, can't you think of it? I followed that guy for almost half a year before I finally caught his tail......"

What the man said after that, Bian Boxian couldn't hear it at all - he only felt that there was a voice in his heart that was roaring, roaring, and going crazy.

How dare that guy? Is this cheating? Or is it stepping on two boats?

How can that guy play with someone like that?

His heart felt like it was shattered.