“…… But I couldn't open my eyes, I couldn't move, I couldn't even cry...... In those days, I hated you every day and every night, but I hated myself even more...... I hate myself all the time, I want to die, I think everything is a dream, I don't want to wake up, I don't want to see all this—but you called Changsheng here. With tears in his eyes, he called me 'mother' and woke me up...... I, Li Ruxiang, am the eldest princess of the Dali royal family, but at that moment I realized that in the whole world, only this child would save me regardless of all the setbacks and want me to live...... Therefore, I said to myself, I have to live, if I die, who will love my immortality? You named him Mu Qing when he didn't know his background, and I only now understand what you mean. But I call him 'immortal', he calls me 'mother', he will always be my child, I only wish him a worry-free life, a long time, good and happy. I have to live for my children, but it's too tiring to live with hatred, so I don't want to hate, I don't hate others, I don't hate myself. So...... I want to forget all about the past. ”

Mu Dongheng's tall figure shook suddenly, and the next moment he stabilized his body and stood still!

Suddenly, he opened his eyes, there was a dull pain in his eyes, and he said with difficulty: "It turns out ...... You already knew. You don't tell me that you want to take revenge on me and let me taste the taste of being deceived these days?"

The eldest princess didn't speak, just looked at each other calmly, her beautiful eyes were clear and crystalline, as clear as a mountain stream in summer.

Mu Dongheng understood.

He was wrong, the eldest princess didn't play with him to take revenge, everything was for Mu Qing.

First of all, it was to give Mu Qing a righteous and bright identity, and then so that Mu Qing could marry a wife with such a righteous and bright identity.

He was afraid that the eldest princess would find out everything, so he would definitely hide everything from the eldest princess.

And now that Mu Qing's family affairs have stopped, there is no reason for the eldest princess to continue to act, so the eldest princess deliberately held such a palace banquet in order to propose peace and leave in front of all the famous families of the royal capital.

In this way, even His Majesty will not be able to make the eldest princess take back her life.

The eldest princess's move is to force His Majesty and to force him.

Resolute!

No wonder, on the day Mu Qing got married, he had already noticed that the eldest princess's attitude was a little different, but he didn't think much about it at the time, and then a lot of things happened, so he forgot to pay attention to suspicion, of course, he instinctively didn't want to think about the worst possibility.

I never expected that from then on, I thought that from then on, the full moon would be good, and the beautiful scenery of life would be complete, but I didn't expect it to be an illusory situation, and it was doomed to lose!

This confident but trembling plan was doomed to lose from the beginning.

There is no defeat in defeat, and there is no defeat in defeat!

And everything was even what he told the eldest princess personally, and it was he who created his own defeat!

She said she didn't hate it......

She said she wanted to forget......

No, he would rather her hate, rather she resent!

Full of words to say, full of remorse to complain.

But the man didn't want to listen anymore.

Mu Dongheng shuddered and closed his eyes again.

The endless pain spread silently from his heart, and there was not a single wound on his body, but it was as if there were invisible tens of thousands of steel needles poking his body out of countless hollows, making him feel numb in pain and a cold to the bone.

Forty-three years, the white horse has passed through the gap, and the years have not been traced.

Now he knows that there is also pain in this world that he can't bear.

The hands in the sleeves couldn't stop trembling, and they wanted to stop, but their fingers didn't listen to the call as if they had changed owners.

After saying what she had to say, she didn't want to say it, and the eldest princess turned around and walked towards the outsider.

"Ru Xiang ......" Mu Dongheng opened his eyes to catch up with him, his eyes hurt earnestly, and he said hoarsely, "I was wrong for twenty years, I used twenty years, forty years, in this life, I can pay you everything I can for the rest and everything I can have——"

The eldest princess paused and did not look back.

Mu Dongheng's eyes burst with a glimmer of brilliance, and his expectations were faint.

"Do you know what I'm most glad about now?" the two children—" the eldest princess turned slowly, "and they left early without knowing anything. I don't see the dirt of this world, and I don't feel helpless in this world. Mu Dongheng, in this life, in this life, the only wish - between you and me, Biluo Huangquan, may we never see each other!"

After the eldest princess finished speaking, she turned and walked, this time without looking back.

Mu Dongheng stood in place, not moving, clay sculpture and wood carving, and the last trace of vitality was withdrawn.

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In front of the palace gate, the luxurious carriages left one after another.

In a short time, most of the people were scattered.

A quarter of an hour later, the originally lively and crowded palace gate was cold.

Mu Qing stood alone on the side of the palace gate, and every carriage that left in front of the palace gate had various eyes of unknown meaning looking at him openly or secretly.

Mu Qing's face was calm, his eyebrows and eyes were half drooping on his delicate face, as if he was completely unaware of all the curiosity and exploration around him.

The long and straight body stands straight, like a pine and bamboo, clearly shaped and lonely, a little lonely, but not humble or arrogant, calm as water.

No one stepped forward, only Ouyang Yi and Li Huaizhi took the initiative to step forward and say a few words when they came out, the two came out together and walked in front of Mu Qing, Ouyang Yi said a few words in a low voice, Li Huaizhi didn't speak, only reached out and pressed Mu Qing's shoulder vigorously.

It's all in plain sight.

Mu Qing smiled lightly and nodded with the two of them.

The two got into the car with their families and left.

Someone came over next to him, and Mu Qingti walked to the opposite side, showing calm on his face but chaotic in his heart.

Mu Qing was waiting for the eldest princess to come out.

He had a lot to ask.

In addition to worrying about the eldest princess, there are also other worries.

Lowering his eyes, he glanced at the palace gate from time to time.

Most of the guests to the banquet have come out, and some have not come out, and some people have come out one after another.

More than ten people walked out, Mu Qing raised his eyes and swept down, and it was Ning Han who walked in the middle and back position.

This line is from the Ning family.

Ning Han glanced at him, but no one came over and followed the family team.

Mu Qing understood what he meant, and he didn't blame him, the Ning family didn't like Shen Nishang and didn't even have a good impression of him, Ning Han's status in the Ning family was general, and he still had to worry about Ning's aunt who was Mrs. Hou.

After exchanging glances with Ning Han, Mu Qing lowered his eyes again.

Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps approaching this head, and Mu Qing raised his eyes to see that it was Ning Ximeng who was walking towards him.

Mu Qing originally didn't know that he would rather cherish his dreams.

Or at today's palace banquet, the eldest prince secretly pointed it out to him before he recognized someone.

Ning Ximeng took great strides, his expression and steps were full of arrogance, and his eyes clearly fell on Mu Qing.

It was obviously for Mu Qing.

Mu Qing didn't understand, and couldn't help but be slightly stunned.

Slightly stunned, Ning Ximeng had already come to the front.